tired...

haiz... not gonna type long2.. very tired... lately been to dance pracs n work.. haiz.. when can i finally quit that job.. i really need a break now.... very exhausted.... n to kim: yup.. im very busy wif work.. very.... its kinda killin me as well as im learnin to like e job... yes.. this may be the beginin.... but im not sure of the future yet.... ok lah.. be sure to catch me at chingay!! hehe.... haha.... im performin wif the others ah.... on 19 Feb.... ok... bye!

worst experience of my life......

helo ppl.... i know...my blog have been dead for quite some time.. well.. been very busy lately wif work n personal stuffs.... i cant really take it alreadi.. im still hangin n is abt to let go... i dunno wad to do...

i had a bad workin experience.. a huge problem came down on me... wad am i supposed to do... haiz... its tough... i must accept.. workin is not like schoolin.... schoolin is way more easier... i must truely agree.... how i wish to be back to school... i was thinkin of leavin the company after i solve the huge mess im in... but it turn out to be more complicated.... in the end i stayed on eventualli....my collegues have also been helpin me alot...thank u guys.... ppl like Hafiezah, Mr Kamal, Pei Pei, Ridhwan Ismail... thanks alot...

well yesterdae... i have an appoinment wif ma teacher, Cikgu Ayesha... actualli ard noon... i had a surprise... my neighbour is also workin there.. she was doin orientation... for the newcomers..... i hope she didnt see me.. i dun like her.... then one more surprise... i saw Kenneth n Sufiyan also doin the orientation... cant believe that ill be workin together... im from Dimension...i think they're from Samurai... a strong contender...

well.. im so busy thinkin abt my work that my personal stuffs have to be pushed aside.... no balance btw work n personal stuffs.... n thats bad...ive read horoscope that some sort like link somethin to me... it has its resemblance... but i cant really believe in it... ive also been busy preparin for Chingay....its been quite fun also hell ya tirin.... now a new problem has cropped up.... problems are always there....i hope we perform well on that day.. ppl.. pls come n support also ya.. hahaz....

thank u to those who kinda of listen to me.... nadia j.. thanks alot......diana also.... haiz..... alot of problems..... i duno wad to do alreadi... should i give up?? or keep on stayin strong??

help me decide my fate

helo ppl.. its been ages since i last updated my blog.. well been busy lately wif work n personal stuffs too...

hiaz.. wok is tiring.. actualli not so... its onli stress that im feelin.... stress abt work... its much more harder than schoolin.... how i wish that i can be in school.... school stress is way much different from work stress!! now i know how hard work is... damn it!! somebody help me!! i dunno whether to stay on workin or quit... im very fickle minded.. i dun wanna regret on the decision that i make.. should i carry on workin?? or not???? haiya!!!

well.. been practisin hard for Chingay Festival... learnin quite fast... not like the other event.... yesterdae was the practise at youth park... practide till abt 10... they encounter some problems... well i jus buat bodoh! haha.. dun wanna get myself involve... cos im stress enough alreadi....

oh ya.. yesterdae went to NYP open house...well.. first time.. went wif yus, nad, bah, zul, po tion, sam, kim n adil.... we took alot of free things... i onli regret not takin this BEAUTIFUL bottle at the athelatics corner!!! damn it!! it was way damn cool.. the bottle!!! haiya.. onli zul n sam got it.. they were jus takin free things thats on everyu table.... i got the carebina[ not sure of the spellin].... i think thats all.....

well its time to ciow.. my comp still seow.. so forgive me for not replyin to the tags.... sori... i can see any tag on my comp!!!!!!! chiow!!!

unexplainable...

hiya.. wah so long never update.. lets tok abt yesterdae... saturdae rite... went to danny's party... not many ppl... i have to go to work after that anyway.. nvm lah.. lazy to type.. had fun... me went off abt 2 plus.. go werk.. later kenneth, po t n hakim also go work... tokin abt work.. pity hakim... haiya.. nak sangat kan keje.. haiya.... after that have dance rehearsal.. to members of STD.. onli those whu are officially in std.. hehe.. aku join Chingay... ya.. syam kol me... ther's abt 20 ppl ah... okok... i have to tell u guys no matter wad.... n im happy cos its much easier learnin the steps than when i was in Hip Hop Fest... reach home abt 11 plus...

then todae... not workin... damn fucked up also.. now i knoe how damn hard workin is.. my parents also useless.. never give any perangsang.. i mean like never support....i will prove to them....i woke up ard 12.. broke my last record which is 11..... i was up late lastnite.... haiya.. got dance prac at 12.. but come at 4... then 7 plus went off...basically the steps goin to finish... i learn faster than b4... now actualli im wathcin soccer... 2-0.. of course lah Lions are winning.. alot of ma frens went to kallang stadium... haiya.. nvm... lions go!! make HISTORY!!! yeah..

never say never

ok ppll... time to blog again... haiz.. well nothin really much... im kinda sad...

well.. tomolo... officially startin work at DW company... which is a very funny word.. DW means Dolphin Warrior... funny rite.. but whu cares... oh ya.. had my third n final interview today... alot of things that i found out... well was so suprise to see or our fren Javern Wong Heng Qing workin there also... he's probably the ACcounts Exe there... n must be damn filthy rich... haiya... then also met my fren from religious school...Khairudin... didnt expect to meet him... serious.. now we're workin together.. i been schoolin wif him since k1... til now still fated to meet again.. haiz...

then abt work also.. stress... how to sell products sia.. stress!! deheng also stress... wants to quit.. but then he toss a coin to decide his fate.. which is still carry on workin... yeah.. at least i have frens...but its ok for me to work alone.. have to be independent sooner or later...

tomolo also... haiz... mus reach there by nine... surely got meetin.. and also its the offical day of workin for me n deheng... hope that we become sucessful people in the world!! hahaaha... so ego..

n also sad cos i cant be wif my frens tomolo.... they are goin to the 17 thingy at cathay cineleisure... haiya.. n also on sat also.. danny's party... so sad!!! so stress!!! i jus feel like goin back to school.. schoolin is way much better than workin....

my computer's killin me!!

haiya...... computer siow ah... jus now.. i had a shock of my life.. found out that i cant blog again... bcos of the computer... i dont eally knoe how to solve the problem seh.. tired of all these things.....

well.. todae... i went for my work at 11 am.. met deheng first at tanjong pagar mrt.... erm.. conferm get the job.. but still under probation.... unlike someone whus unreasonable n doesnt understand my situation rite now.. im not suppose to take any medical leave for abt 2-3 weeks.. or else bad record.... so to that sumone.. pls understand ok..... i got the post Accounts Executive.. cebah!! sound nice.. but bcos of probation, i have to sell products!!! shit damn it!! i have to sell at least 8 products.. n thats alot... its not as if the things are cheap... well have to struggle now.. then relax later.... after my 2nd interview todae, me n de heng went home...

but didnt actuali went home ah.. went to tampines mall... was suppose to meet nadia j, but canceled...accompany deheng buyin shirt.. then met Siti n Perd... eh.. tak marah lagik ke... pelik...

haiya.. life so stress.... work is tougher that studyin... how i wish i cld go back school!! damn... miss school life so much.. my frens n also teachers... oh ya.. tokin abt frens.. im not sure whether im able to attend Danny's Birthdae party this sat.. cos im afraid ill be workin.. pity.. thats the onli chance where i can meet my frens again... i realli miss them... i hope to be able to go to the party.. haiya....

my third post in one day...

damn it... due to the computer rosakin... i cant edit from my previous post.. god pls help me... haiya.. i forgot to mention jus now.... while we were playin ping pong, magesh was there.. he was workin, not exactly workin, but had to do comunity service by wokin at a shop in tamp cc... well, everybody misses him.. he played wif us for a while, then have to go.. he has rules to follow..... no choice.. all bcos of the disaster guy, MR GABRIEL SEOW YIZE... son of SEOW TECK PANG PATRICK n MRS JOLIN PANG.....

haiya.. some of the blogs i cannot see the tagboard... onli those i can see are tagboards from Nadia Juraimi[ Jawe fanatic ] n Fairuz.. haiya.. pity me...

damn it lah computer.. bodoh.. stupid 12* beep*

helo... shit damnit... my comp da rosak balek.. most of the functions are haywire... i cant even see my tagboard at my blog... damn it....so im sorry if i dun reply to ur msg ppl... well.. life's so borin doing nothin at home...

just now, as usual was slackin at home.. playin the comp, gettin fatter!! haiya.. ppl say i grow fatter alreadi.. haiya.. its time for DIET!!!!n to Nadia Juraimi,ure not fat gerl... if u are, then wad am i??? sumo??haha.. lame giler.. ok...

then zul kol me... supposed to go orchard find work.. but skali rain.. heavy.. ok.. so planned to stay at home... zul koled me n asked me to play ping pong wif him.. okok.. i went to his place... then Bah, the Jawe, Hakim n Hisam also tag along... play lah.. have fun.. but sadly play for an hour onli.... to sad... i still haven find work.... Bah[ Jawe fanatic] got job at Seoul Garden... haiya.. Hakim n Hisam also got work as waiter at ShangRi La hotel... actualli i aslo got work the same as hakim n hisam, but my parents objected to it.. cos scared have to carry AIR HARAM! or its beer n wine... haiay.. ok lor.. listen to them..

but then, tomolo i have an interview to attend.... at tanjong pagar.. hopefully i get the work!! pls Tuhan Yg Mighty!!!! goin wif Deheng...... pls lah.. tired seh stay at home... i want money!! hehe..

okok.. im gonna stay late at nite today.. wanna play comp lah... hehe.. nuthin to do anyway....

p.s. Nadia Juraimi[ another JAWE Fanatic ].. kurang ajar nak mampos.. ko malu kan aku dongs.... never mind. i will have my revenge babey!!! haha... i know whu's ur Mr Celake... ahaa.. i wont tell u whu my informer is.. trust u to believe me.... bye!!!

oops i did it again....

helo.. time to update my blog again... okok.. yesterdae... i went to school back wif nadia, hisam, hakim, bah, suhaila, nadia j, gab, deheng n alot others.. kinda like reunion.. a mini one i should say.. well i was kinda disapointed lookin at the performaces of each cca.. except for some others like NPCC.. the best..... we slacked abit.. cos it was weird to have cca fair on a weekdays..which was usually on sat... the next day the students have to come back to school sumore.... wah piang.....

i didnt stay for the whole event.. cos i have to go to work.... workin together wif hisam, bag, deheng n po tiong... blah blah blah.. first day trainin.... showed us ard the whole place... its so big.... im not able to remember every single detail n names in the hotel...went off at9 plus.. miss my chinese shows!! argh!!! damn it.. then ate supper which was our dinner at Lido's KFC... we were noisy esp when Gabriel is ard... damn bastard.... eventually reach home at ard 11 plus... then watched this show... Wolf girl... the show is damn confusin.... but anyway.. after that... sleep!!!

my loneliness is killin me....

hey.. time to update..... well gonna tok abt yesterdae.. erm... was kinda borin stayin at home the whole day.. so i went to changi beach alone... kinda to release the pressure or stress i got lately...the cool breeze air was jus what i wanted... help to relax my mind.... then deheng called me.... why i wasnt at school cos there was cca fair rehearsal... i jus dun wanna go there due to some reasons... but now i kinda regret abt it..cos maybe im workin on thursdae n not able to attend the cca fair! haiya.... will get to that later....

then i met deheng, gab n sam at Tamp mall... seoul garden....deheng blanja seoul garden.... aiya.. again... he's too kind... dunno how to repay him back.... anyway its my second time eatin there! i dun really eat at expensive places.... then eat2 til we were the last one to leave.. not exactly the last one... but one of the few to go out last... i wasnt my self anyway... dunno why.. mood is down...then tok2... after went home...

then when in the bus to go home, i got a call from po tiong... he say whether i want work... waiter at Shang Ri La hotel in town... can lor....anyway im findin work mah... well the interview is todae at 7pm... siow ah.. then if i got the job, tomolo got some sort like trainin... but tomolo is cca fair!! shit man.... i dunno wad to say to ma frens.... all say wanted to meet up at cca fair... some sort like reunion.... im so sorry!!!

ATTENTION!!

ATTENTION! ATTENTION!! CODE RED CODE RED!!haha.. okok.. guys... as promise.. i have alreadi created the polls for our very own EVSS FLAME AWARDS!!! pls vote wisely!! ehhe..n also.. have fun guys!!!!!!

recallin back the year of 2004...

2004.. the year that will never be forgotten... cebah... mcm real je... almost every blog i go will have their own reflections on the year of 2004 except for mine.. so here's mine.... hehe.. okok..

well.. this 2004 was a good year for me... as i got older, wiser n craftier! hehe... ok lah... basically i got to be more closer wif ma frens esp those from my class 407... we became very close together.. very close even though of different races.... we have the natural disaster, GABRIEL SEOW, whu causes alot of bad things to happen....we have Jian Shun, whu's still quite insane but got stronger after he learn martial arts from J.s 44...... haha... we have kenneth wu has alot of family problems and others too... help him alot n hence we got close... there's still alot to mention... but by then ppl will be bored reading this post... so to make it short.... lets jus focus on me...

well 2004 is te year where i started makin a new blog of myself.... it helps me to reflects on the things that i have encounter and learn my mistakes from it... i also got braver as to have join dance comp, Anti-drug, which was a big event... i didnt really focus on ma studies in the beginin of the year cos of dancin but eventualli i bucked up on ma studies... strugglin to do well n the pressure from ma parents... they still do it now.... i got more frens n i get closer to the frens i knew... wanna thank those ppl who are always there for me....like kenneth, fairuz, vijaya, n lotss more.... i have my fair share of both happiness n sadness...memories that will be stucked in my head forever....as i can say.... 2004 for the best year that ever occured to me...im now a better person cos i knew in my previous years i made lot of enemies due to my childishness[is there's a word].... 2004 the only one enemy i could think of was MASTURA... hehe... sori lah gerl... dunno wadever happen to her.....n wad suprises me was when my frens were willin to help me in fightin wif that gerl.. hehe....alot of ppl have their own sad events... a lot of breakdowns encountered by my frens n also teachers, mr johari n vijaya.... alot of things that i have learnt.... well wad a year....now its time to move on.... 2004 is history..... n i hope that 2005 will be a great year... i will forever remeber the time n fun i spent wif my frens in sec sch.... those i will never forget n also those whu will be forgotten.. u know u la...well goodbye.. gonna live life to the fullest as i know this may be my last post.. haha... life n death is predestined.. i never know when i leave this earth...

shocker... shocker....

actualli i found out abt it yesterdae...i had two shock news yesterdae... but it was after i posted on my blog.. one was abt Britney Spears havin this new surprise song suddenly from nowhere tittled Mona Lisa... its abt that woman lah.. the famous woman lah on tha paintin... i found out at her website... really cant believe it.... i downloaded the song alreadi.. ill try to find that song n let u guys hear it.. very different from her past songs....kinda like her baby one more time single...

the other shocker was abt gabriel... yup...u guys know it alreadi...