todae was ok..... sch was ok... borin lectures... im still not listenin in lectures.. im dead u knoe.. well wadever... after sch.. jeng jeng jeng.. wad u expect.. wednesdae is pool dae.... haha... meet NJ at small mac... she wants to eat chicken bcos of her pms.... so go KFC at the cpf building... the hakim n danny and kenneth ADilcame.. so after eating went to play pool at pavilion... at the beginin.. it was kinda like borin.. dunno why.. until hakim introduced us this game called "Cut Throat"[ if im not wrong ].. siallah.. i loves tat game.. but the game has also its disadvantages... its like Survivor... had a lot of backstabbing.... me esp.. tats why they kill me so soon tat i don even had to touch the ball lah... haha... u can see each of the sad faces not to put their ball in.. haha... so sori u guys.. but had fun.. esp when Gab came.. haha.. wad u expect..i had an alliance wif him first... but then betray him.. hahaha.... so fun... okok.. the when Hisam came.. me adil n Nj went off to meet Cikgu Azizah... cos adil is retaking his mt o levels again n asking Cikgu for guidance...then bla bla bla.. tok2 abt the previous years malay students.... tomolo im comin back to evss for the "talentime" thingy... wadever shit...

so recently.. i feel tat she's avoiding me... not the way she use to react when i tok to her... why?? i dunno the ans... im still findin.... did i do somethin wrong? or am i jus bein paranoid..... i tink i am.. but still i have "this" feeling.....

the end of the month is comin.. July im waitin for...my term test is next week... still strugglinng wif JAVA... aint able to cope wif tat sub...luckily i have onli 4 papers for my term test..

problems have subside.... im sure its comin... finding the rite opportunity to attack me again.. well.. im waiting.. now im ready...

i knoe.. its been ages since i last post... im tired.. but now im kinda free...i tot im free for now.. but i was wrong.. troubles start to attack me again.. when will tis end.. jus have to take it in a positive side... im tired of this... but im left w/o a choice.. tis is a part of a parcel of life.. this is my life... never ending troubles.. kinda guess maybe im jinxed...hope this end soon... or else ill fall into depression.... its coming soon...

hello... long time nvr update.. been busy again.. very busy... sometimes nvr even touch the comp when reached home.. okok.. well.. firstly, the competiton is getting nearer.. well i hope it end soon so that i can concentrate back on my studies... im realli dying n sufferin wif JAVA... syam.. skrg baru aku tau asal ko fail java... haha.. kk...

oh ya.. i alreadi knoe the rashidee guy.. even when to his blog.. he says he wants to master pyrokinesis.. wah.. bagus tu... dah ble jadi one of the charmed ones... PIper has tat power... i wonder whether these powers exist.. wont believe until i see it wif my own eyes.. well bring it to me.. as long as u dun burn me.. haha...

kkk... i dun have time to tell details abt wad happenin nowadays.. time is jus precious.... tomlo im havin maths test... kk.. its quite alrite as tis point.. still the early stage.. i noe im gonna have problems when time to come.. get ready firdaus... tomlo goin out... who else.. its her.. haha.. kk... im goin off... bye..

hello!! todae is Rebakah's birthdae... yes.. n i went to her chalet... together wif Hakim, Sam, Bah, Yana n Ida..... met at Bedok Interchange for a change instead of the usual meeting place which is tamp interchange... went to buy present for rebakah.... as well as buying clothes for the competition.. Met Javern who is workin at Hang Ten... he tol me a shcoking revelation abt DW, the company i hated... wow... its getting terible.. i had jus went down to the company to collect my product earlier on... we chatted for a while.. then went off to Rebakah's chalet...

upon reaching, we felt awkward.. because of of the ppl there are Reb's family members... there was Jiamin, Valerie, Meihuey n Sabrina at first... chatted awhile... n then Sabrina n Clara came.. yeah.. at last i met the "never- changing" sabrina... no improvements.. still the same old chatty sabrina...we ate.. n talk.. n talk...


this is sabrina.. see i tol ya.. no improvements.... haha...


took a group pic which we are always lacking off.. at last...

then shortly PangShen came wif ChoonSeng... i dunno why but sadly i have to say that PangShen have become more retarted.. he's more mentaly stable last time.. but now.. hes nuts... Choon Seng.. no difference.. still the arrogant bastard he used to be 3yrs ago...


the loving couple tat didnt really hit it off... they broke up last yr n now reunited todae...


well its sabrina... i dunno wad she's doin...

then came Shakila, Wan n Farhan..n many more came.. Kee Puat came... song de n the gang all came.. so it was kinda like a reunion for those ppl from 108 n 208....we make fun wif Pang Shen alot... sabrina wasnt spared also...


tats the gorgeous Wan Siti n Shakila... Shakila now like punk!!!


not forgetin Farhan......


this is a grp pic consisting of.... Sabrina Clara Valerie Jiamin N Rebakah[ the birthdae gerl ] n last is Obua the only guy... haha.. kok Kuang my long lost have brother...

so we the malay ppl were sitting in one corner chatting together.... then bah tol me abt this guy from EVSS who declared himself as not Islam anymore.. the guy named Rashidee....i couldnt figure out who the hell he is.. bah tol us tat he Burned the Quran n did those things tat is haramic...critisized Allah..... im very surprised sia.. seriouly.. furthermore recently its abt the america flushing down the Quran inside the cubicle... thats just nasty...

we chatted for quite some time... n i tink we finally went off at ard 9 plus.. bah Ida n Yana went off first.. let me kim sam n farhan.... decided to go to the beach for some frech air.. onli to find out tat theres isnt any... sialah..so the hot.. i was perspiring... like hell... we climbed the spider web at the pasir ris park... sat at the webs.. n started talkin again... talk until ard 1130 then finally went home...

so went i reached home.... my mum gave a present i got from my Aunt n my cousin... wah!! sungguh happi.. oh ya.. Rebakah also gave me a present.. thanks!!! okok.. continue on.. i took a bath n immediately after i bath i went to look for the guy named rashidee inside the yr book... couldnt find him in last yrs yearbook.. but finally saw him on the 2002 yr book... he was sec one back then... but the moment i saw him, i knoe who he is.. he's Sadiqah's brother.. !!!
ingat tak kim...sialah.. couldnt believe tat its him.. seriously.. he looks so innocent.. now black metal... ape nak jadi ngan dunia ini........

helo...time to update again...first i wanna thank my frens who sent me birthdae msges or those who tag at the tagboard.. thanks ya... so how did i spent my burfdae? normal day for me actuali.. cos i dun reali celebrate burfdaes esp mine..

after sch.. me, kenneth, hakim, sam, bah, fairuz n gab planned to go skating at Jurong.. the rest were alreadi there excep for me n kenneth.. meet together after sch n go to jurong together... then met XinYun..haha.. alot of secrets spilled out.. okok.. then reached Jurong... go to the skating place lah.. n we were shocked lah...ive nvr been to any skating place.. the cost for adult is 10.50 for two hours.. tats not including the skate shoes n gloves..so imagine how will it together cost.? so we scrapped our planned n play pool instead.. the pool was also expensive n more worth it... play pool for abt 2 hours... i brought my camera along.... haha...


tats kenneth.....


this is hakim...


a blur pic of hisam..


thats gab trying to be funny.. as always...


ok lah.. tis is bah.... kesian die....

p.s [Fairuuuuuuzz!!!! kentot kau...... ko deleted the gambar!!!! kentot.. nvr mind.. next time!!! haha!!]

so after tat.. i tink ard 8 30.. we went back home...oh ya.. in the train.. skali we have an extra fren... kenneth n gab lah.. they anyhow make a new fren.. n tat guy is a nerd geek... he was like nodding to wadever we say.. haha.. didnt managed to get a pic of him.. intend to actualli... then reached tamp... kenneth gab n sam went to eat.. the rest went home....

so yesterdae.. which is wedenesday.. is outing day.. the onli day where i finished sch the earliest... starts at 9... end at 1 pm.. NJ alreadi booked me to go bugis.. my frens actualli planned to play pool.. aiya.. sori ah guys... next week man..

we went to lavender first.. i want to find shoes, t-shirts, pants, socks, caps!!! alot...but no money.. if onli i have 1 million.. haha.. kk.. the area gt nice shoes lah.. but is way expensive.. i can find cheaper things at fareast man... then we walked to bugis.... n.. we also take pictures lah...

lets start wif these.. a picture of black n white!!! no lah.. its our beautiful feet!!


walked ard arab street.. haha.. i like tat place.. feels like the right place to be... but its kinda hot.. okok...


these is the best pic tat im able to take we all together.... the rest all.. haiyo...


this is the pic where nj said tat she looks like shes in the zoo.. OK..


this pic i took is w/o her knowledge... she was climbing on this thingy to see wads inside... but looks cute.. haha...


nice car... nice..... er.. u see tat!?!?

haha.. so we walked ard the bugis street.. very crowded... im still on my mission to find my shoes, tshirts pants!! haha.. also.. bags!! ya.. walked round n round n round again.. very confusing... pening.. theres a lot of directions to go... but dunno which one... haiya... NJ couldnt find her tshirts... cos all to small... n she say shes big.. haha.... kk.. i managed to find buy a shirt at a very good bargain.. $10!!! haha.. thats cheap...


thats my plastic! haha.. mepek aku.. n whus leg is tat? clue: its BLACK!

so after tat.. went back.... i have to go for dance prac.. n NJ went home.....

phew... im kinda feeling tired nowadays... been busy wif sch.. dance n more sch... tats all i can say.. i didnt even had the time to update this blog.. till now... its the weekends... cant imagine how time flew.. its been 2 weeks.. 2 weeks? damn... seriously, time movin too fast.. i jus wanna it to be slow n steady...

ive not been realli focusing in school... didnt study much.. guess tis is jus the beginnin rite.. later exams comin then last minute kan cheong.. tats normal for me... theres homewerk which i dun realli knoe of.. not listening in labs n tutorials.. n even lectures.. damn.. kinda scared of the future too.. im bound to fail if this carry on..

well.. tis mornin i have to wake up early as usual.. 7.00am..had to so to sch..gt captains ball game organise by IFC's grp... kinda stupid..my grp weren't really enthu on playing the game.. further more we had to play under the scorching hot sun! damn.. realli damn... cannot tahan.. so long nvr been under the sun.. it was like during my sec sch days.. band... haha.. thats where i suffer... now i have to suffer again.. but hey.. my grp did managed to go to the quater finals.. gd sia.. haha.. didnt even tink of winning.. but then we had to game wif this yr 2 grp.. siala.. lost like hell.. alot.. they were good lah.. damn.. but hence we were happy as we can go home earlier!!

now im very tired.. my legs are aching... its hurting me lah..

should i be pissed? or shouldnt i..? alot of things ive been keeping in myself... sometimes i dun tell my frens everything in me.. tats so not me.. but i tink it has come to the edge.. wad can i do? ppl say its best to tell the truth... is it? does it realli work.. huh?

RE:MIX comp is comin nearer.. n there's like wad.. onli 2 weeks.. n the grp is facing a near crucial problem.. always happen.. its never gonna end.. its so damn hard to get the grp together... i can count wif my fingers how many times the whole members all attended.. yes.. i can.. its less than 10.. why? i dunno.. commitments.. busy.. cumon.. im damn freaking tired of this shit...all this BULLSHIT!!! im tired.. wads wrong wif making sacrifices? u wanna dance, then commit urself to it.. dun make empty promises... ive done alot... i mean aloooooooot.. its realli alot... its like a one man show... n pls have some appreciation by doin somethin.. pls use ur initiative to do somethin.. u cant be so damn BODOH.. im not saying pls... it sound like im begging.. its not gonna work.. buck up guys... cos im tired of doing things for u.. u tink ur good.. then show it to me lah.. argh...

sometings tat finally is off my chest.. can tahan alreadi.. tis is the onli way rite? since im not good in conversation.. we were never really are... u guys knoe it urself...