Friday, March 11, 2005

i hate it...

i intended to update yesterdae.. but stupid server was down.. everything is bad now.. even the tagboard is down.. wads wrong wif all these things.. everythin doesnt seems to be rite... shit all....
ok now the tagboard is ok...

i was ready filza's blog n came upon her latest entry....

"sumtyms i wonder if ppl r actually sincere or juz merely tryin to b nice ..smilin on the front but stabbin at the back ..keepin stuffs frm each other .. and avoiding ...is it a blessing to be really patient ..and i mean really really patient or juz to make oneself suffer ??recently i realise how patient i really am ..and it totally shock me .. i've tolerated way to much unwanted stuffs and been givin lots of chances ..when will it come when it's my turn ??forgivin most of the time ..yet remembering the reminisces ..........................."

this kinda relate to me also.... im kinda feelin like this also.... well.. shit abt it... im up alone against this... haiz..

well.... lets change the subject.. yesterdae... i went to my old sucky job at tangjong pagar..... have to settle some unfinished business again...... wow my.... there's alot of changes.... i mean alot..... i think out 13 ppl, 5 are alreadi out...... haha.... i do not lose out from quitin tat sucky job.. i was suprised to find out even one of the strongest ppl there quit his job.. when i see my managers.. shocked.. changes again.. one alreadi grew moustache, the other dyed her hair black... wah.. even my fren changed abit.. now longer hair.. wah...... erm.. settle the problem.. then went home.... anyway i walk from my workplace to rafflescity.... even though i can take from tangjong pagar mrt... i jus wanna walk... tats wad i like to do... walk alone.... then went out again.. to my cousins place at sengkang.. gonna held a surprise party fo her.. reached there ad 5 plus to dinf tat theres onli 2 ppl.. pathethic.... watched dogdeball... eat lah.. then went ard 8 pm.. shes abt to reached home wif her husband.. her husband planned all of this..... surprised her all.. the food are delicious... altogether theres abt 15 ppl.... i reached home at 1130pm.. took taxi home.... n i was tired so i went to sleep soon after bathing......

so.. thats all lah...... todae... goin for prayers.... zul called me jus ow.. ask to go his previous workplace get some documents or wadver shit......... but cannot... i later have to go Feminis'ma prac at 6.. meeting the gerls.. my gerls.. hahaha... okk lah.... update again later...

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