Lately, I've been getting this rashes for no reason. Absolutely no idea why. I think I'm getting sick soon. Chicken-pox maybe?

we love cats.

any updates?

None at the moment.

Thank you Ah Li.

Finally had the time to update the blog.

I can't stand the tension in the house. Too much bad vibes. All I need is peace.

Blame who? Me of course.

The quote of the day was,

"Life is all about something new.
But the old stuffs have to be put aside for the new ones to enter."

Sensible enough.

I'm aware that I have to put in extra effort in the coming few months be it in studies or in whatever that I'm doing.

Focus.

Just need a little distraction.

Watched the highly anticipated movie, Spiderman 3, last Friday with Happy Geng. No comments about the movie though.

Spent the weekends working and spending time with friends.

Damn it. I can already feel the monday blues.

My beloved soulmate left me. You were the ultimate companion that I ever had throughout the past 5 months. Now it's finally come to and end.

Rest in peace, Zen V Plus 2GB.


Let's pray that I can get a new one.

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Last Request
by Paolo Nutini

Slow down, lie down,
remember it's just you and me.
don't sell out, bow out,
remember how this used to be.

i just want you closer,
is that alright?
baby let's get closer tonight

(chorus:)
grant my last request,
and just let me hold you.
don't shrug your shoulders,
lay down beside me.
sure i can accept that we're going nowhere,
but one last time just go there,
lay down beside me

oh, i've found, that i'm bound
to wander down that one way road.
and i realise all about your lies
but i'm no wiser than the fool i was before.

i just want you closer,
is that alright?
baby let's get closer tonight

(chorus)

oh, baby, baby, baby,
tell me how can, how can this be wrong?

(chorus x2)

yeah, lay down beside me.

one last time let's go there,
lay down beside me

my first attempt at vector art.

It's beyond my will. Nothing much that i can do but to accept the state that I'm in. Add on with the stress I'm getting currently from school.

"I don't want to end up dead."

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All The Same
by Sick Puppies

I dont mind where you come from
As long as you come to me
But I dont like illusions I cant see
Them clearly
I dont care, no I wouldn't dare
To fix the twist in you
You've shown me eventually what you'll do
I dont mind
I dont care
As long as you're here

[Chorus]

Go ahead and tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
And do it all over again
It's all the same

Hours slide and days go by
Till you decide to come
But in-between it always seems too long
Suddenly
But I have the skill, yeah
I have the will, to breath you in while I can
However long you stay is all that I am

I dont mind, I dont care
As long as you're here

Go ahead and tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
And do it all over again
It's always the same

Wrong or Right
Black or White
If I close my eyes
Its all the same

In my life
The compromise
I'll close my eyes
Its all the same

Go ahead say it
You're leaving
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are now
If you take me for everything
Do it all over again
It's all the same

Here I am sitting aimlessly facing the computer waiting for the day to pass by. Maybe today i'd rather just stay at home which i rarely do and recharge my energy before going back to school tomorrow. Ok wait, it's Monday tomorrow.

See how fast the weekends are?

So yesterday after a wholesome tiring day at work, I went with Karl to Ina and Jo's chalet at Costa Sands. Pardon me but I was tired so therefore wasn't my usual self. Met up the others after only a week hiatus and my, it seems like it's been ages since we last met.

*hint* faridah *hint* haha. I'm just joking.

Finally went off at 1am with Karl, Yana, NJ while the rest stayed through the night.

And I only woke up only at 12pm. Yet another record breaker.

Happy Birthday Ina and also Pheeza. Thanks Karl.

Good Morning.

One week have passed, a total of 5 non progressive days trapped in the lab filled with an overwhelming number of students, 5o plus from which i last counted.

Now it has become a race of 'who-will-go-online-the-earliest'.

Within one week, I've come to realize that SIP is fucking shit. Oh ya, I'm still left with 18 more weeks which is equivalent to 125 days.

Brace myself.

All of the bizarre characters put in a room.

We have:
. Olive
. Far East
. People's Park
. Santino
. Srini and Kumbar combo
. Pornstar
. Goldfish
. Cancer guy
. Lindsay Lohan
. Happy Feet

external characters: airpork, xiaxue, swimmer and thin-guy.

and that's all about it. More characters have yet to be develop, soon I will be able to make a storybook. Maybe after 19 weeks, I guess.

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Everybody Hurts
by REM

When the day is long and the night, the night is yours alone,
when you're sure you've had enough of this life, well hang on.
Don't let yourself go, everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes.

Sometimes everything is wrong. Now it's time to sing along.
When your day is night alone, (hold on, hold on)
if you feel like letting go, (hold on)
when you think you've had too much of this life, well hang on.

Everybody hurts. Take comfort in your friends.
Everybody hurts. Don't throw your hand. Oh, no. Don't throw your hand.
If you feel like you're alone, no, no, no, you are not alone

If you're on your own in this life, the days and nights are long,
when you think you've had too much of this life to hang on.

Well, everybody hurts sometimes,
everybody cries. And everybody hurts sometimes.
And everybody hurts sometimes. So, hold on, hold on.
Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. (repeat & fade)
(Everybody hurts. You are not alone.)

Pictures from Yvonne's Birthday celebration.

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Bitches that I miss.

Hot kong wo-man.

Mama Africa

Tee-beb

Lastly, Abg Firr and Kak Africa say goodnight.

Happy birthday Faridah.

It's not going to happen. Impossible. It was just a wishful thinking of the mind.

The outcome will not be the same.

One's life changes drastically.

Fcuk.

I only managed to wake up at 11am today whereas I'm supposed to be already in school. Blame it on the weird dream I had.

Fortunately, I received an sms from Seige that lab is closed. Phew.

So now Im basically doing nothing at the moment, having to endure yet another long boring day.

Maybe school reopen ain't such a bad idea afterall. At least I can meet my fellow crazy schoolmates rather than be at home. Vonne will be having her attachment at NUS. fcuking ridiculous! We will miss you my friend.

3 more days to school reopen and that's when all those crazy enthusiast people will start attacking on the freshies.

Oi Oi Oi !!!

shut dup lah!

I am taking the time to give out a big shoutout to:

Ms Yvonne

Happy 19th Birthday.

K thats all.

Have to get ready to meet the rest for the celebration.

I simply do not know why but somehow I suddenly had this feeling where everything is over and done, now it's back to serious stuffs.

No more funfunfun.

Now it's time for schoolschoolschool.

Somebody misses me huh?
black bitch. haha.

Life have been better. I couldn't ask for more. As I know that this precious moments are shortlived.

I can't say that I'm happy. Just feeling contented with what I have now.

Life can be so unpredictable so I will cherish every moment of it while it last.


"The greatest use of life is to spend it for something that will outlast it."