Hi there.

Its 1.12 AM. I can't sleep. I've tried to sleep, forced myself, counted till millions, rolled back and forth, still I can't sleep. and as the result I'll only have about 5 hours sleep. It's been getting bad lately, really really bad.

Fasting month, Ramadhan, already started 4 days back. I've been keeping myself busy with work. My social life has reached the level of being labeled as being boring. But I've always preferred myself to being alone.

Nothing much till the end of the year I guessed. And I've started back on a very very bad habit. I'm contemplating if I should risk myself into the scene again because its bad, very very bad.

youdidntcalledme.