double the sadness, double the blow.

i lost my grandfather last monday, 27th March 2006.

it hurts cos i was there in his presence along with my grandmother.

didnt say the last goodbye.

who would have thought he will just go away like that.

im still in a state of shock.

there were many signs in fact.

but its fate.

Al-Fateha untok Haji Amat bin Haji Riduan

[ I'm not dead just yet ]