hello... long time nvr update.. been busy again.. very busy... sometimes nvr even touch the comp when reached home.. okok.. well.. firstly, the competiton is getting nearer.. well i hope it end soon so that i can concentrate back on my studies... im realli dying n sufferin wif JAVA... syam.. skrg baru aku tau asal ko fail java... haha.. kk...

oh ya.. i alreadi knoe the rashidee guy.. even when to his blog.. he says he wants to master pyrokinesis.. wah.. bagus tu... dah ble jadi one of the charmed ones... PIper has tat power... i wonder whether these powers exist.. wont believe until i see it wif my own eyes.. well bring it to me.. as long as u dun burn me.. haha...

kkk... i dun have time to tell details abt wad happenin nowadays.. time is jus precious.... tomlo im havin maths test... kk.. its quite alrite as tis point.. still the early stage.. i noe im gonna have problems when time to come.. get ready firdaus... tomlo goin out... who else.. its her.. haha.. kk... im goin off... bye..

hello!! todae is Rebakah's birthdae... yes.. n i went to her chalet... together wif Hakim, Sam, Bah, Yana n Ida..... met at Bedok Interchange for a change instead of the usual meeting place which is tamp interchange... went to buy present for rebakah.... as well as buying clothes for the competition.. Met Javern who is workin at Hang Ten... he tol me a shcoking revelation abt DW, the company i hated... wow... its getting terible.. i had jus went down to the company to collect my product earlier on... we chatted for a while.. then went off to Rebakah's chalet...

upon reaching, we felt awkward.. because of of the ppl there are Reb's family members... there was Jiamin, Valerie, Meihuey n Sabrina at first... chatted awhile... n then Sabrina n Clara came.. yeah.. at last i met the "never- changing" sabrina... no improvements.. still the same old chatty sabrina...we ate.. n talk.. n talk...


this is sabrina.. see i tol ya.. no improvements.... haha...


took a group pic which we are always lacking off.. at last...

then shortly PangShen came wif ChoonSeng... i dunno why but sadly i have to say that PangShen have become more retarted.. he's more mentaly stable last time.. but now.. hes nuts... Choon Seng.. no difference.. still the arrogant bastard he used to be 3yrs ago...


the loving couple tat didnt really hit it off... they broke up last yr n now reunited todae...


well its sabrina... i dunno wad she's doin...

then came Shakila, Wan n Farhan..n many more came.. Kee Puat came... song de n the gang all came.. so it was kinda like a reunion for those ppl from 108 n 208....we make fun wif Pang Shen alot... sabrina wasnt spared also...


tats the gorgeous Wan Siti n Shakila... Shakila now like punk!!!


not forgetin Farhan......


this is a grp pic consisting of.... Sabrina Clara Valerie Jiamin N Rebakah[ the birthdae gerl ] n last is Obua the only guy... haha.. kok Kuang my long lost have brother...

so we the malay ppl were sitting in one corner chatting together.... then bah tol me abt this guy from EVSS who declared himself as not Islam anymore.. the guy named Rashidee....i couldnt figure out who the hell he is.. bah tol us tat he Burned the Quran n did those things tat is haramic...critisized Allah..... im very surprised sia.. seriouly.. furthermore recently its abt the america flushing down the Quran inside the cubicle... thats just nasty...

we chatted for quite some time... n i tink we finally went off at ard 9 plus.. bah Ida n Yana went off first.. let me kim sam n farhan.... decided to go to the beach for some frech air.. onli to find out tat theres isnt any... sialah..so the hot.. i was perspiring... like hell... we climbed the spider web at the pasir ris park... sat at the webs.. n started talkin again... talk until ard 1130 then finally went home...

so went i reached home.... my mum gave a present i got from my Aunt n my cousin... wah!! sungguh happi.. oh ya.. Rebakah also gave me a present.. thanks!!! okok.. continue on.. i took a bath n immediately after i bath i went to look for the guy named rashidee inside the yr book... couldnt find him in last yrs yearbook.. but finally saw him on the 2002 yr book... he was sec one back then... but the moment i saw him, i knoe who he is.. he's Sadiqah's brother.. !!!
ingat tak kim...sialah.. couldnt believe tat its him.. seriously.. he looks so innocent.. now black metal... ape nak jadi ngan dunia ini........

helo...time to update again...first i wanna thank my frens who sent me birthdae msges or those who tag at the tagboard.. thanks ya... so how did i spent my burfdae? normal day for me actuali.. cos i dun reali celebrate burfdaes esp mine..

after sch.. me, kenneth, hakim, sam, bah, fairuz n gab planned to go skating at Jurong.. the rest were alreadi there excep for me n kenneth.. meet together after sch n go to jurong together... then met XinYun..haha.. alot of secrets spilled out.. okok.. then reached Jurong... go to the skating place lah.. n we were shocked lah...ive nvr been to any skating place.. the cost for adult is 10.50 for two hours.. tats not including the skate shoes n gloves..so imagine how will it together cost.? so we scrapped our planned n play pool instead.. the pool was also expensive n more worth it... play pool for abt 2 hours... i brought my camera along.... haha...


tats kenneth.....


this is hakim...


a blur pic of hisam..


thats gab trying to be funny.. as always...


ok lah.. tis is bah.... kesian die....

p.s [Fairuuuuuuzz!!!! kentot kau...... ko deleted the gambar!!!! kentot.. nvr mind.. next time!!! haha!!]

so after tat.. i tink ard 8 30.. we went back home...oh ya.. in the train.. skali we have an extra fren... kenneth n gab lah.. they anyhow make a new fren.. n tat guy is a nerd geek... he was like nodding to wadever we say.. haha.. didnt managed to get a pic of him.. intend to actualli... then reached tamp... kenneth gab n sam went to eat.. the rest went home....

so yesterdae.. which is wedenesday.. is outing day.. the onli day where i finished sch the earliest... starts at 9... end at 1 pm.. NJ alreadi booked me to go bugis.. my frens actualli planned to play pool.. aiya.. sori ah guys... next week man..

we went to lavender first.. i want to find shoes, t-shirts, pants, socks, caps!!! alot...but no money.. if onli i have 1 million.. haha.. kk.. the area gt nice shoes lah.. but is way expensive.. i can find cheaper things at fareast man... then we walked to bugis.... n.. we also take pictures lah...

lets start wif these.. a picture of black n white!!! no lah.. its our beautiful feet!!


walked ard arab street.. haha.. i like tat place.. feels like the right place to be... but its kinda hot.. okok...


these is the best pic tat im able to take we all together.... the rest all.. haiyo...


this is the pic where nj said tat she looks like shes in the zoo.. OK..


this pic i took is w/o her knowledge... she was climbing on this thingy to see wads inside... but looks cute.. haha...


nice car... nice..... er.. u see tat!?!?

haha.. so we walked ard the bugis street.. very crowded... im still on my mission to find my shoes, tshirts pants!! haha.. also.. bags!! ya.. walked round n round n round again.. very confusing... pening.. theres a lot of directions to go... but dunno which one... haiya... NJ couldnt find her tshirts... cos all to small... n she say shes big.. haha.... kk.. i managed to find buy a shirt at a very good bargain.. $10!!! haha.. thats cheap...


thats my plastic! haha.. mepek aku.. n whus leg is tat? clue: its BLACK!

so after tat.. went back.... i have to go for dance prac.. n NJ went home.....

phew... im kinda feeling tired nowadays... been busy wif sch.. dance n more sch... tats all i can say.. i didnt even had the time to update this blog.. till now... its the weekends... cant imagine how time flew.. its been 2 weeks.. 2 weeks? damn... seriously, time movin too fast.. i jus wanna it to be slow n steady...

ive not been realli focusing in school... didnt study much.. guess tis is jus the beginnin rite.. later exams comin then last minute kan cheong.. tats normal for me... theres homewerk which i dun realli knoe of.. not listening in labs n tutorials.. n even lectures.. damn.. kinda scared of the future too.. im bound to fail if this carry on..

well.. tis mornin i have to wake up early as usual.. 7.00am..had to so to sch..gt captains ball game organise by IFC's grp... kinda stupid..my grp weren't really enthu on playing the game.. further more we had to play under the scorching hot sun! damn.. realli damn... cannot tahan.. so long nvr been under the sun.. it was like during my sec sch days.. band... haha.. thats where i suffer... now i have to suffer again.. but hey.. my grp did managed to go to the quater finals.. gd sia.. haha.. didnt even tink of winning.. but then we had to game wif this yr 2 grp.. siala.. lost like hell.. alot.. they were good lah.. damn.. but hence we were happy as we can go home earlier!!

now im very tired.. my legs are aching... its hurting me lah..

should i be pissed? or shouldnt i..? alot of things ive been keeping in myself... sometimes i dun tell my frens everything in me.. tats so not me.. but i tink it has come to the edge.. wad can i do? ppl say its best to tell the truth... is it? does it realli work.. huh?

RE:MIX comp is comin nearer.. n there's like wad.. onli 2 weeks.. n the grp is facing a near crucial problem.. always happen.. its never gonna end.. its so damn hard to get the grp together... i can count wif my fingers how many times the whole members all attended.. yes.. i can.. its less than 10.. why? i dunno.. commitments.. busy.. cumon.. im damn freaking tired of this shit...all this BULLSHIT!!! im tired.. wads wrong wif making sacrifices? u wanna dance, then commit urself to it.. dun make empty promises... ive done alot... i mean aloooooooot.. its realli alot... its like a one man show... n pls have some appreciation by doin somethin.. pls use ur initiative to do somethin.. u cant be so damn BODOH.. im not saying pls... it sound like im begging.. its not gonna work.. buck up guys... cos im tired of doing things for u.. u tink ur good.. then show it to me lah.. argh...

sometings tat finally is off my chest.. can tahan alreadi.. tis is the onli way rite? since im not good in conversation.. we were never really are... u guys knoe it urself...

todae sch.. bluek.. oklor... gt alot of borin lectures... realli damn borin.. abt 2-3 lectures.. n i cant stand it anymore.. i tink i slept on some lectures.. so ya.. tol nj abt the latest scandal, n her reaction was damn kekek.. astaga... i couldnt stop laughing actualli...

i have jus actualli finished watching Star Wars.. Hot-Ness... download lah..haha... George Lucas is one hell of a man.. gotta agree its the best of the first 2 chapters... kesian padme mati... n tis time i find R2 very cute.. haha.. esp the beginin part of the story... kk...

have to study.. gt maths test.. tomolo long day again like todae.. sialah... but wednesdae is always holidae...!!!

the music tat ure listening is my favourite song at the moment... thanks to the show OC!!!! damn.. tis is the song they played when Marissa shot Trey.. oops sorry!! no spoilers... haha..actualli.. i downloaded alot of shows... OC.. Desperate Housewives, Charmed also...ive seen the season finale of Charmed n OC... gotta say.. its marvelous.. seriously.. marvelous.. extremely marvelous.. kudos to the directors... if onli singapore dramas are like those in the US.. ill be extremely happy..esp OC.. im sure the show's budget is damn high.. n they produce great shows! tats good news wad... ive alreadi watched the whole season of Charmed but CH5 is jus abt to show the new season on June 1.. hahaha....

heloo guys...jus wanna update since im dead bored at home now...

so i wanna talk abt yesterdae tat i saw... kinda disturbing... got a msg from kim ard 3 plus.. he ask wether wanna "lepak"[chill lah] at tamp.. ok.. i agreed... so gab n adil n kim will be there lah.. so ard 430.. met gab n kim.. adil comin later.. he wanna pray first..[action baik] so we were walking towards TM where we saw Nabil n Sarah.. upon getting nearer, i happened to see something like Sarah n Nabil were holding hands!!! seriously.. im not jokin... n i can posibly make a mistake.. im quite alert u knoe... so we all talk to them a while.. oh ya.. when Nabil saw us, i can see the expression on his face.. he looked shocked... so talk awhile, then sudenly Gab also say tat he saw Nabil n Sarah holding hands lah!! aiyo!!! is tat true?? we did ask her if she was still wif Azri..n she say she is... damn.. but since 2 eyes have see it... it probably wont be a mistake rite... n im sure, i dead serious, conferm to the bang bang boogie tat i saw their hands together....

oklah.. its not tat im jealous.. haha.. im jus curious... it is goin to be a big issue.. im so kpo.. haha..then we continue on walking at TM... oh saw ida n her mother.. wif another women.. n then we went to coffeebean.. chill there ah.. talk2.. waited damn long for Adil...it was onli when he reached tat we ordered a drink.. i tink abt one hour plus..haha...then Gab had to go for his church so left me kim n adil... we walk2 ard TM again.. u knoe theres a new extension on the last floor... outdoor one.. seems like got something event happenin there or wad lah... went there to find out there's POwer Rangers!! hahaha.. first time u knoe i saw power rangers live in action!! haha... k lah.. malu lah.. alot of children..then finally went home...

todae i did nothing.. realli borin for a sundae... went to help out at my grandparents shop... then yana called.. jus came back from LA seh.. rich biatch..haha.. then do absolutely nothing... watched tv... am goin to revise my work cos gt test comin...tomolo schoolin.. alot of money is needed... sialah.. im bankrupt!

here comes the weekend!! n yeah!!! ya yeah!! haha... so one week of school.. wads my view? its been great! realli... poly life im so lovin it.. haha..

todae is the fridae.. had lesson starts at 9am...ended at 1pm.. was very late for my prayers... due to the lecture i have to attend... dun understand them.. i dun wanna miss anything actualli.. tis is jus the beginin...had borin lessons also... so wad.. heck care lor.. kinda regret not signin up for production crew... n rugby.. damn....

so after prayers... went to eat at Long John wif Hakim n Nadia "Brack".... as usual... Hakim n his fantasies...n i tink our conversation turned into a porno one..toking abt doggy style lah... wet dreams.. haha.. n Nadia is one horny=hairy monster...!! haha.. hakim had this theory tat if a gerl have more hair than she shld..it indicates tat shes very horny... sounds corny... haha...

so then e walk ard TM... met the belle of my course.. n hakim.. biase lah.. taste too damn high.. everything not pretty.. never learnt his lesson.. haha..then went to guardian... apply for job.. this time.. the person in charge was there lah.. ask stupid questions even their worker laugh... stupid2 stupid..hopefulli i get this job..

then after tat... walked back to Hakim's house... from Tamp interchange to Afgan.... tok as we walked.. chat again..biase lah.. fantasies came up again.. byk berangan....

then went for dance prac.... as usual... bla bla bla.. went home lah.. tats all..

2nd day of sch was still damn fun.. yes.. i so like school.. as for now lah.... so todae.. as usual.. met danny then walk to sch... then reached TP, went to class wif Joshua all...now we're on our own instead of meeting as a class first... so there was Joshua, Yong Hui n Wee Long.. todae is a very short day... starts at 9am, then goin home at 1pm...had tutorial first... one hour past.. i was like counting down the time.. cant wait to go off.. then gt lecture wif the "gilo" lecturer... n had a very boring lecture abt java.. damn i slept... n lastly there was apel... its some sort like CME... wadever crap...

we were released early from class... went to survey for CCA... damn!! i cant figure out.. realli.. wad to join?? or shld i not join?? my choices: Hockey/Floorball, Rugby, Production Crew, DRAGON BOAT!! haha... dragon boat... i can lose weight like tat if i join dragon boat.. haha... but now come to tink of it... its a bit waste of time... have to study all.. n i heard practices starts at nite.. damn.. imagine if i go home late from practice, then still got homewerk... how to cope.. im still in dilemma..

so after tat.. met danny, Nj, Hakim...go library cos Danny had to do his deferment on NS.. then after tat went to TM... goin to watch movie... Amityville horror... actualli we were late.. but luckily there were advertisements... so we still managed to watch the show start from stracth.. overall.. the plot.. boring.. seriously.. but the scary parts.. siallah.. kudos to that...!! it was good.. ya.. i was sitting next to Nadia "Brack"...... kau.. she scratched my thighs.. astaga... okok lah.. i shouted.. so?? haha.... but she realli terible.. my thighs.. gt marks alreadi.. haha.. she show ah.. i tink gt this SATAN in the house lah.. a lil bit reminds me of Exorcist.... shazana!! haha.... kk.. then after tat went to eat at KFC.. since Nadia "Brack" was craving for chicken.. instead she didnt buy one... after eating.. walked2 from TM until Afgan... "brack" went home.. fairuz goes off.. left e danny n hakim.. then we lepaks near hakims place.. as usual... tok2 then finally went home......

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how do u knoe whether a person is real? split personality or jus CUNNING? on time bein good, another bein bad... ive had many bad experiences b4... but even though ive experienced this b4, but still i fell into traps of these kind of ppl.. i jus experienced a new one lately.. sometimes i wonder.. wads their motive? popularity? fame? or jus simply hatred? it is still a mystery.

but wadever it is, it has to be first hand infomation. mine is onli one part of it.. the other, mystery. will i ever get to find out? or will it still remained unsolve?

as to how much the feeling hatred can bring damaged to a persons life? Hatred is one of the 7 Deadly sins. can be clasified under Anger.

Anger - inappropriate (unrighteous) feelings of hatred, revenge or even denial, as well as punitive desires outside of justice (Dante's description was "love of justice perverted to revenge and spite").

the power of Anger is control by Satan.. so as to say, im also a Satan when im angry. but will this sin ever go away? im not sure abt tat..

thats not the onli sins tat can conquered ppl.. theres also Envy

Envy - resentment of others for their possessions (Dante: "Love of one's own good perverted to a desire to deprive other men of theirs").

sometimes jealousy in a person may lead to disastrous endings.. DEATH.. but so far.. based on my experience.. jealousy will leads to hatred. jealousy cant be controled. a person may go to the extreme jus to please their jealousy. example: staring mysteriously at wadever another person doin. the jealous may wan to be the best even though their worse. n also by manupulating other ppl to hate others. tats the power of envy.

"oooooo scary! cant wait to noe wats gonna happen! lets c.."

yo ho!!! haha... okok.. its earli in the mornin... i wanted to update yesterdae, but was damn freaking tired.. so now im updating.. theres alot to update actualli... but since im lazy.. i shall type very the ringkas one...

on thurs, theres still orientation at TP... ok.. bla bla bla... the longest day... shout here n there... i also kinda tired to shout...then theres campfire w/o fire... cool rite.. ya rite!

so yesterdae.. fri.. had to reach TP by 1130... was late.. even though my house is like 1 km away from TP... haiya.. okok.. go meet NJ first... then go class.. take attendance... then shortly go for my prayers... after tat i didnt go back... "u-knoe-i-knoe"......met Sam Adil[action HALIM] n Bah at Ghufran... met alot of my frens also in TP...NJ also "u-knoe-i-knoe" wif wan siti... they also cant be bothered.. cos its gonna be a long day also.. got dragon boat lah.. Jam n Hop? at TP?haha... kekek!... okok.. carry on... then we were so borin.. so we decided to play pool!! yeah!!! my addiction to it is getting stronger!!! haha.. n to adil... 4-0!!!! haha.. loser.. it was btw ex 407 versus ex 408... of course la we win!! haha... there was alot of funny moments while playing... the one i realli remember when it was my turn.. stress lah dunno which ball to shoot...the background music was playing the Mariah Cali's Its Like Tat.. n tat adil suddenly say to me " Its Like That yo!" n i saw his face! haha.. kekek... dah lah pakai baju kurung abe masok pool!! haha...DOSE... nvm...

ok so after tat.. me n NJ lepaks sumwhere...then met Syam... so all the TP students together! haha... tok abt TP lah..NJ kan blur.. so byk bende die tak tau...tok alot.. tol him abt my problems... in my class... theres tis 3 gerls...one of them is older than the rest..the other 2 keep listenin to the older one... like kena psycho... dunno lah why.. they're so stupid... oh ya.. they were from the same sec sch...everyting they do is bcos of the older gerl... shes good at toking as in very cunning like a fox..a bitch fox! but also bodoh lah.. i win her in o levels... ya crap...i pity the other 2 gerls... they are like bein used by the older one...n bein gerls... usual ah.. hyprocrites...its normal.. backstab frens... im not sexist here.. but its true..the 2 gerls are beyond hope.. but theres somethin tat can be done... unless tat Bitch FOx psycho them again... hey Bitch Fox... pls get a life u cunning asshole bitch...i hate her! looking at her makes me puke... esp her hair.. afro mah.. tapi realli tak lawa..if onli i knoe how to break the curse the cunning fox put on the 2 gerls...theyre are realli anti social now....i knoe this aint gonna last... cos the cunning fox will backstab the 2 gerls sooner or later..

so tats all ah... now im desperateli lookin for job!! need to provide for myself!! damn!! is there any tat u guys can recommend? haha...

orientation was not as i expected!!

it was kinda fun.... yeah... realli.. dun no lah wad to say actualli.. i try to put my mind on the positive side instead of the bad one... cos u knoe.. when ure lonely... no frens.. n u have to starts from scratch again.. by makin frens all.. well.. it wasnt tat tough lah....

so far.. my class... ok lor.. couldnt ask for more.. well his is jus the first day.. u cant expect them to be so open... yeah ha! like my frens in east view... they're jus fabolous... gotta live life the right way...im sure when time comes, my class gotta be great... im in the second class of my course, Infocomunication......i knoe none of them.. but i was lucky enough to met a fren i made earlier in the HUGE auditorium... god damnit! ive never entered tat place b4.. it was big.. bigger than mediacorp's stage.. so grand.. well heck care...

mornin was borin as expected.. wad else cld u asked for other than lectures... lectures.. n more lectures... speeches... wadever... i was bored to death by it.. try to calm myself man.. borin n kinda makin me to sleep... but luckily there were performances planned... got dancing lah.. theres a band... gotta say the music they played were fabolous.. well.. this is poly, no more secondary sch..

meet the ppl that im gonna see for 3 yrs... or lesser maybe... i tink if im not wrong.. theres abt 21 students in a class... as compared to 40 in secondary sch.. haha... we had mentors.. unfortunately all guys... damn..had a traditional icebreaker game.. wad u expect.. its the first day.. get to knoe section... normal... i wasnt nervous for a record.. try to be myself n not be shy for the fact... be yourself... the most important motto in life...

come to tink of it.. i couldnt realli figure out my future... is it bright? im so lost..... im kinda a poor planner.. but at times im good at it.. gotta say im very inconsistent... is tat a good thing.. nope its bad... well wad to do.. thats me... after all the fun tat we had wif the mentors, i kinda admit tat im liking TP.... the shouting lah.. cheers.. i wanna be a mentor!! those tat inspire me to be one...are basyirah berok[ the girl i knew in my attachment] nadia's sis... i saw rachid[ the one who is all over fairuz] well he's one too....haha.. realli...

last but not least, it ended with a programe called mass dancing.. all TP students must knoe the dance... haha... serious.. kind of hilarious..... if i were to become a mentor, i must knoe the dance steps.. haha.... k lah wadver... i dun mind.. i wanna enjoy my life as much as i can.. unlike those in secondary sch where i gotta admit i kinda refrain myself from doin things tat i like... due to wad??? controversy.....

tats not the end of my day.... i still managed to go for my dance prac but sadly theres onli 2 ppls tat came.. so sad...gotta say im disapointed... a little sacrifice is not worth the pain.. competition is not far from now.. ppl busy wif their own commitments...im worried... u guys better do be worried........

the weekend was great!! damn fine! absolutely enjoyed ma weekends after so long.... yeah.. we had a 407 gatherin..last years batch... had a BBQ organised by us... held at Pasir Ris Park....

so let me start by typin tat firstly Bah came to my place.. help me out wif carryin things.. i have lots to carry.. then took a cab to Danny's place which is nearby..then head to the park... Sam Kim n Gab alreadi arrive.... then unpacked the stuffs... bla bla bla.. one by one came...Khairul Uda came along.. Po Tiong.. Fairuz, De Heng n Nadia came together..bla bla bla..oh ya.. Sam bought along his tent.. theyre goin to ovenite there.. then we all start the fire... its kinda tough setting up the fire.. its not as if i always do it..


tats Gab.. he claimed tat his hair tat day was the nicest so far of all his other hairstyles... ya crap!


the one on the trolley is Bah.. n tats Po Tiong wif his 'very expensive new bike'...


thats Khairul UDA blowin! Sam n Fairuz 'Cooper' lookin amaze at how good Khairul UDA is at makin fire..haha..


thats er....Nadia n Mat Jawe Sucks Bah...


a grp gatherin.. theres Ah Beng Danny, Maniac Joyce Guo, Lorraine[ Danny's scandal ] Kenneth, Angeline, Nadia n 'charmin' JunMing...


im the satay boy as someone called me... wadever.... im busy preparin the food!!! oh ya.. in the background was Yee Teng[Big Bedengdeng] n her gang.....


another satay boy.. tats sam... on another pit..


a dream come true.. Ah Beng Danny been wanting for the day to come n take picture wif eheem.... Yee Teng...

yeah.. yee teng came wif Zheng Xi Mei Huey n Song Lim... that ass! haha... miss the good old times... Then Joel came. Q... n some others which i cant remember...everybody was chattin havin fun.. cathin up the times... as usual...


believe it or not.. Bah was drunk when he took this pic... he drank too much....he cant even stand properly... look at his hand.. its looks cacat...scary... hakim muke stoin..


the focus on this picture is not abt the grp.. but its abt Sheikh n Hakim... hahaha... sheikhs been bullied again... hahaha...but he looks like his enjoyin it....


im not drunk! i swear i wasnt! but.. mmmm...

so evrybody starts to go home...one by one... lesser n lesser ppl were left... til in the end its left wif me, Sam, De Heng, Kim, Kenneth, Danny n Po Tiong.. oh ya.. tat Gab also.. its seems like its goin to rain.. so we start to clean the place in case its rains.. n hell yeah we were right... luckily we clean it fast cos the rain came n it was HEAVY!! damn right... we seek shelter in Sam's tent.. just to find out that it was nt fully covered. so theres water leakage.. damn! wad are we gonna do?? Hisam's missin[ he went to toilet actualli ]so me, deheng gab, danny n potiong ran along wif our belongings to the nearest shelther...then to find out tat Kim n kenneth is not wif us.. they were still in the tent waitin for Sam..damn.. was worried abt them.. so me gab n de heng went back runnin to the tent wif the thunders n lighting above us.. i was scared lah.. skali kena electricuted...im not ready to die yet...Gab n Deheng help kim n kenneth carry along some stuffs.. they have to evacuate the tent as its flooding... while i went to find sam.. so i headed the toilet.. n yeah i was right.. he was wif Po Tiong's Bike also... damn.. the rain was very heavy...very cold.. then got this man lah.. kind.. give us Coffee... trime kasih very much.. then came Danny n Kenneth... they were lookin for us.. haha...it feels like some movie or show like tat...haha..i tink we waited for abt 15 mins.. then we ran back to the shelter...

at the very least everybody is together.. reunnited...drenched from head to toe.. its cold.. ver cold.... but still it didnt stop me from takin pictures...


thats gab n Hakim... wads wif the look hakim? haha..thers this sinister look on his face... n gab...wad an asshole...

so there we were... stayin in this small shelter enough exactly for us... stayed there for i tnik abt an hour... talking cock.. n if theres gab.. u always knoe wad happen... theres the noise made by deheng's nature frens.. haha... he claims they are doin sex!! haha... then talk abt life.. many secrets were spilled...

then the rain kinda of relax....drizzle.. it was 2 in the mornin... i cant go home... actuall i dun want to.. so decided to wait till the rain stop... we brought along Sam's tent which exactly fit into the shelter... n tats when the fun actualli starts... we were all in the tent.. minus kenneth.. he went home for a while.. thers a candle in the middle of us... we talk abt life. the past. the present. but not exactly abt the future.. talk abt "The Story Of Johari", "Jian Shun, the Maniac" or maybe the accidents tat happen in our class... actualli the most fun one was abt the Johari thingy... it was hilarious... talk n talk until it was abt 3 am in the mornin.. the rain kinda have stopped... Kenneth was back.. n we planned to BBQ again.. as in now... since thers still some food left n theres burger! haha... dun want the food to go to waste..

we went back to our pit.. started the fire again.. n this time it was easier to make the fire.. the fire was big... yeah.. cooked the food easily....then the food is ready.. we are like nuts.. eating in the early mornin.. havin a very early breaksfast! haha...n if eating wasnt enough of course we had chats...n i realli enjoyed my self... tokin crap is Gab's forte... wadever it is, yeah gotta admit.. if it wasnt for him.. we will not be the same as for now..[ Gab, dun be too pleased, u asshole! ]

so for now.. its like 5 am... clean the area.. i wanted to watched the sunrise.. gab wanted to watched too but he ended up sleepin..thats exactly our plan! haha... managed to take our mini revenge on him.. De heng put some Charcoal on his face while hes asleep.. pity i didnt take a pic of it... but i managed to take this...


oohh... so sweet! hahaha... little hanky panky there...!!! haha..

everyone else was asleep except for me Sam, De Heng, n Danny... dunno wad to do.. so i decide to play wif fire.. me deheng n sam.. burn all the things tats left.. anything.. bread.. paper cup.. tissue.. causing pollution!! haha... but it was fun..

but damn i didnt watched the sunrise.. dunno where it was.. then the four of us went bathing in the sea... theres creepy crwalers in there.. i didnt go far.. scary lah sia.. step on something very creepy... yucks!

then after tat.. i have to head home.. went home wif Danny.. n damn we are so lucky... second time lucky i shld say.. taxi came to us again! jus like the previous time... then went home.. bla bla bla... didnt bath.. i was damn tired!! str8 to sleep... woke up at 11 plus..

then have to go to Tan Tock Seng.. goin to visit my 'JuJuk'... tats wad i called her.. my great great grandmaother.. aiya.. tats all ah.. wah damn long entry!!

U'RE ARE PISSING ME OFF!!!!!

damn.. dun no lah.. whether to love her or hate her.... wadever i do doesnt please u.. wad do u want me to do??? when im doin nothin at home u complain! when i go out u complain! so now im doin somethin yet u complain! i cannot dance, i cannot hang put wif my frens? so wad i can do??? stayin home kinda make me sick!! never will u be satisfied on wadever im doin! im tired.. oh ya... maybe after gettin my o's result ure bein nice to me... well it didnt last! im freakin tired n ure not the onli one wif problems... when i scold u back ure sayin im disrespectful! well i have to fight for my own right! I HAVE A LIFE REMEMBER!!!!???? im tired of all tis...

u wanna who im toking about?

its my mom

stress is back!

haiz.. im so stressed out... haven been feeling the stress since the o's... theres too much things on my mind... the bbq.. dance... school... ex-work[if there's such word]....no one can help... me myself n i... im tired.. n tis is jus the beginin.. i tink i might become crazy like jian shun... i rather go asylum than stay at home.. at least i have my peace....

P.I.S.S.E.D.

the onli word tat can descibe the state im in.. pissed at that company.. i knoe from the start im cheated.. i can feel it damn it assholes! ure jus usin me for the benfit of the company! assholes mutafuckers.. theres a limit to my patience. i knoe im too kind hearted.is tat a lesson to me? is this retribution or wad.fuckers! u guys think u wad? president? assholes indeed!i better get the things i buy or else im gonna have to resort to goin to the police. n u guys are gonna pay! ill go beserk! dont dare me.i can n i WILL!

gotta update...

abt yesterdae... okok... firstly... had to meet Danny, Bah Kim n Sam... goin to TBC... send their timesheet... bla bla bla.. saw the chiobu at Carrefour.. wow... very sweet man!! then went back to pasir ris beach... me danny sam all orgainising a barbeque for 407 2004... actualli rite.. i wanted a camp lah!! haha.. but nvm lah.. since we might even overnite there.... okok.. so... when to pasir ris beach by walkin from pasir ris interchange... n damn! weather was freakin hot..... n the distance was far!! fuckin far.. sweatin like hell...

reach there, skali cannot book pit... since now technology is so advance... booking pit is now tru the AXS machine... damn... a wasted trip....

then took cab to Shing Siong[ rite spellin?? ] bedok..... go n conferm the prices of the things we've plan... alot ah.. n furthermore our bugdet is not much since we're not workin.... n whu the hell knoes wads crayfish?? nvr heard of it b4....okok...

so after tat.. went to bedok interchange wif danny.. meetin zul... he jus came back from sch.. n instead of goin home, he ask me to lepak... astaga.. pegi lah aku.... ate at LJS..... sat there for quite somethime ah.. i tink shld be abt 2 hours.. tokin crap n abt our past... alot of secrets!! hahaha... bla bla blah.. n unfortunately i was down wif flu.. damn.. terible... so ard 8 plus.. went home....

so tats all ah... todae.. goin to DW AGAIN! im tired of comin down again n again! its freakin making me mad.... never mind.. patience....

oh ya... to readers from 407.... bbq next saturdae on the 14th May....... shld start ard 6 plus... can overnite if ya want to... i give u guys a call.. see ya!!

so todae... wad do i do... erm.... lets see...

mornin i woke up ard 9..
watched Studio Disney....
get ready to go to my cousin's wedding....

so was at the wedding.. the place at bedok south.. so it wasnt far from home.. went wif ma siblings first... parents comin later... not much ppl... dunno why....very the 'mendak'....notice the changes ard me... alot..... found out some dirty secrets also...

changes as in..

Perm Hair...

yes... alot! erm.. sorry rebonds, ure out.. make way for perms!! haha.. my cousins who rebonded their hair permed their hair.. as u may notice, im the person who like hairstyles... haha... maybe i can bcome hairstylist... bullshit man firdaus.. keje bodoh seh.. but alrite wad....perm hair is the in thing now.... i like perm hair like mariah carey.. not the one like kelis... the milkshake lady.. tat one afro lah... but cool lah... okok...

wad abt dirty secrets... erm... okok.. lets start like this... the groom was my cousin.. am i rite in saying groom? i wanna meanin to say the guy whose married.. im not so sure.. okok.. stupid firdaus.. his father married for 2 or 3 times... im not sure lah how many exactly... i usually meet the second wife... todae i managed to see the first one...the 'groom' is from the dunno which one wife... i usually meet 3 brothers from the same father.... but somehow todae, the were more brothers than i expected... alot ive never seen b4...n the funny thing is all was guys.. no gerls... hmm...

these lead to another one of my 'wak'[someone tat has the post of grandparents].....i was shocked tat he married a new wife....this news was from my sis... but my mum say he secretly married again long time ago... n from the second wife was 2 sons... the first have 3 daughters.... the son came... n my.... the father got damn good genes lah sia..... the daughters were gorgeous beautiful bitches[ which means they're beautiful but their attitude sucks!] n the son was also handsome lah...[ im not gay ] but seriously... aku pon ade jealous! hahaha.....

erm. wad else.... i didnt help wif the kendarat.... nothing to help.. i was kinda bored...n hot! very stuffy!! was expecting the rain....but damn... only cloudy...then gt a call from nj.... astaga.. blur queen.... now theres tough competition btw she n fairuz.. both blur-blurs!

so now... i wanna ciow! im still angry at guardian.. makcik ko ciiiiibai! haha...