Timecheck : 1247AM

After a long hard day's work which starts as early as 10AM and finally ends at 6PM, its pretty obvious that one is totally exhausted. As i boarded the bus way home, i couldnt resist the temptation to close my eyes to catch a short nap. And I doze to Dreamland.

A tap on the shoulder and it abruptly ended my so-called nap. I was still in the dazed trying to get a hold of myself after the minor trauma but all i could think of is to get a glimpse of the person who tapped on my shoulder to wake me up upon reaching bedok interchange.

And there were none. Im not saying there wasnt anybody around me cos thats going to be another story, its just that i could find my 'angel'. Well whatever it is, thank you for the tap or i would have to face the embarrasement to get woken up by the bus driver himself.

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Finally i have already uploaded a whole junk of pictures which are long due. This is going to be a long picture post, guys.

Event : Hari Raya Outing 1
Date : Saturday, 4 Nov 2007

Went out for a hari raya outing with fellow dance peeps. Amin, Pheeza(dugong), Farida, Yana, Nj and Renni.







haha renni.




lepak-kia.

























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Event: Hari Raya Outing 2
Date : Sunday, 5 Nov 2007

A yearly Hari raya outing with Happy geng.






































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lastly its a tribute to our beloved gerlfren with many faces.






nites!

timecheck : 0142am

I'm filled with mixed emotions. One, seeing Britney back with her svelte body is something to be happy about, on the other hand, getting to know that Spederline is dunzo is sad bad news.

Just bear it in mind that Britney will be is now happy.

And I've also get my pay. Should i buy ipod? Bani.

I dont intend to update the pics anytime soon til the weekends. I want to see my baby cousin!

timcheck : 0300am

Another lesson with ego-man was excrutiating. Can i make a request?

I just want to kick his ass! Can i?

This time i took my guts out to reply to his questions and i have to endure the indirect insults, yes its plural, threw at my face. If you are talking about manners, well you aint have any sir.

I sorry for the lack of updates for last weekends outing because im very busy at this moment of time. Ill probably post it on this weekend i guess. No time to photoshop!

Bye guys. its research time.

timecheck : 0330am

I have never met a teacher/lecturer who is so full of himself. And for your info, its only the first lesson. I guess first impression didnt really matters to him because he didnt even make the mark to qualify into my good books.

Ego.

A man with too much ego aint a desired person. I wont deny the fact that he excels in what his majoring in but to have a teacher who shamlessly brags about his "masters in English" qualifications is way over the top. And thats barely 1/10 of the story.

I am a self-proclaimed empath. I do feel that his teaching approach is going to give us great benefits in future, but still you need the right attitude to balance these two aspects.

I barely giggled to his corny-cum-sarcastic-as-well-as-lame jokes, tormenting myself in those 2 hours. Its humiliating to have to listen to his unsensitive remarks which flows out from his mouth so smoothly, its like he has been doing this for years.

Its still in the early stages for me to foresee the future but im just looking forward to see him erupt. Im very confident that one day he's really going to get on the nerves of one of my classmates and there comes the war!

*weird fact of the day : how can a man be sweating when he's constantly standing just below the aircon? And i can vouch for that that it was freaking cold i was almost numb!

fcuker. so educated yet such a fcuker.

for his info, i do watch tons of U.S. shows. Lost, Prison Break, C.S.I., Charmed, Grey's Anatomy, Ghost Whisperer, Nip Tuck, The OC and the list goes on.

Oh ya, sir I think you're way behind time. Baywatch no longer exist.

Vonne, agree? yes mom very good!

One should learn to appreciate whatever they are given in life and be happy always. Cos' if you insist on getting the wrong emotions, who's to blame? Its You.

Well im happy... at the moment.

i draw when im bored.


i draw when im stress.


i draw whenever i want to.


mom very good!

I should learn to pursue my dreams instead of listening to whatever other people have to say. Because it makes me happy.

timecheck:1146pm

How's my first day of school?

I love it. Prolly because i had lessons which starts at 12pm and ends at 3pm. In addition, i miss my beloved friends. Its sad to hear that at least 2 of my classmates are no longer in the same class and one had an "early graduation". And within 3 days, I'm filled up with assignments, assignments and more assignments. wad da fcuk?

My Hari Raya outing was the normal usual yearly routine which i dont really seems to care. Every year its the same however there's a slight difference since my datok is no longer alive. I missed him so much. My aunt is a victim of misunderstanding and the whole generation family is not on the steady note. How much so a man can make a great impact.

K. I have to sleep since im starting as early as 8 am in the morning for tommorow's lesson. wad da fcuk?

Selamat.Hari.Raya

It was very clear that my vision show that i was watching JT's video, Sexyback. When it finally ended, I had to change my phase and move on to the next one. But I wasnt sure of what i was watching. I tried hard to get my focus on my vision, but my efforts were not much of use. However, I could hear JT's Sexyback again on the background. And i wonder.

"A repeated vision? Its not possible...."

Reality Check. I stretched out my hands to get hold on my hp. And it answered all my questions. Actually I set my alarm clock on my hp at 0500am with JT's sexyback ringtone. Oh. And when i checked for the time, it clearly stated 0523am. ok. oh no. oh sharks!!




I'm bringing Sexy back. Yeah!

Its the cleaning up season and i had to clean up my room which i normally do. Hari Raya is due in a week i still don't feel the anticipation of the occasion like i normally do in the past years. My room is now clean, neat and rubbish-free. The best part is where i came upon a few unseemingly stuffs which is a few years old like pictures toys etc.

Today Deviants did a show at NAFA along with Dash. I personally think it was for a good cause some sort like doing a charity show. Its an Arts event which i think the profits will go to the handicapped which also put up an awesome show performing their own dance item. The most important thing is that we had fun as well as exhausted as we were fasting.

It was the last straw and i couldnt stand any longer keeping my feelings inside me. I just had to blew it up. Everyhing is heading towards the negativity. And of course i felt hurt.

Lets put it aside. Its time for some fun.



Guess who's this little boy?
This is one of the pictures i found earlier on. Looking oh-so-innocent. haha.


Okay im off. I still have a template to design.

Thanks bah for bringing me and Hakim to a very cool/marvelous/hitech/im-loss-for-words exhibition at the expo. Basicaly some exhibition about infocomm which is unfortunately my area of study. Im amazed by how good the exhibition was. And i met beloved Aaron and i-forgot-her-name-even-though-we-are-in-the-same-lecture. The first thing he said to me was,

"You never come with Yvonne ah?"

Argh c'mon! Vonne's face is literally plastered on my face. haha.

Well whatever it is, i enjoyed myself minus those irritating secondary students.

And then i head my way for practise at CC for a show tomorrow.

Im tired also. Both physically and mentally.

happyBirthday.Taj

silent.treatment

timecheck: 0134am

At this point of time, you probably should be laying your ass on your comfy bed instead of straining your eyes on the computer. Well too bad i just cant put myself to sleep. I think i have a serious case of insomnia. No lah, just a lil bit teeny weeny insomnia.

Work was fun just now. School is going to start real soon. No way!! And i have too many comitments to put my concentration on. School, work, dance, cca. Ive noticed that my level of responsibility have decreased as the days goes by. Its bad, fir, its very bad.

I wished i have superpowers. C'mon Im charmed.

timecheck: 0127am

It's getting worse. I am refering to the haze. I could barely see the buildings when i left my workplace yesterday which was supposed to be brightly lighten up at night. hello? it reminds me of ghost town!

Today, I went to Geylang and managed to get my 'baju raya'. Every Hari Raya, it's a must to buy a new set of clothing. Why? It's clearly in the midset of each homo sapiens to wear one that is new. I couldnt care less cos it's all the same. What bugged me was how crowded the shop was. hello? i cannot breathe. Quickly grabbed a set and out my way of the shop. And to add on to my misery, the haze condition in Geylang worsen. hello? chocked already ah! Pollution!


pollution guys? yes


pollution guys? duh


pollution girls? yeah


pollution? yes sir!

haha. I'm getting cranky. crazy. but i havent die yet.

timcheck: 1224pm

I have a confession.

Gia is fcuking hot.

Red Long hair, reminiscence to the legendary Phoenix in X3.

Oops. This is wrong.

Im drop dead tired. Yesterday at work was the one of many fcuking busy day! And to add on to my misfortune, there's only me and Diana, my manager. The frigde broke down, the computer is also down, the place is in the mess, the kitchen is in a bigger mess, the customers keep coming. And from all that, I can only say in myself

"Aku berpuase", which means "I'm fasting".

Its like when you are in the situation thats tough and its a form of testing ur patience thats sent from the above.

And when its finally time to break my fast, i indulged myself on those chocolates that i cant get my eys off. I guess the patience pays off.

timecheck: 1205pm
This entry is specially dedicated to my all time bitch friend who's celebrating her birthday today!

Happy 18th Birthday to Nurliyana Bte Ramli.







but this is way classic....




Happy Birthday once again girl. Meet you later.

timecheck: 1214pm

Yesterday, I broke a cup at work and a plate at home. Lucky me.

timecheck: 0858 PM
Today, somehow or another, i couldnt get myself to sleep after my prayers. Twist. Turn. Twirl. no effect. I resort to the computer intending to mix the song for upcoming performance. It was only until 0941 am where i got a call from my workplace.

manager : fir, where are you?
fir : at home-ah.
manager : you not working??
fir : later right at 5?

d-a-m-n. Thats when i realised that oh-well im supposed to work morning shift today at 0900am. I rushed down to only reached at 1031am. I'm always late for work! Tomorow will be the day I will leave the house an hour earlier before check in.

It was a very busy day. Totally alot of customers. I had to pay back my 1h 30mins by heading my way to Republic Plaza to collect some stocks. Once reached, I was told make another trip to Red Dot to collect another stock.

I've been to Red Dot before for some flea markets. I talked to the manager, alamak. I talked to the other staff, alamak. aku seram. No offence. Sometimes im very intimidated by those guys. No offence again but its true. Im not criticising but im stating a fact. The part where i have to go off was the most nervewrecking experience ever. I guess im just being naive.

I took the cab back to Parkway and shortly i checked out and went back home.

I was watching the repeated telecast of SI since i was working that day. To my horror, a bat, yes a bat, came in flying into my house! And it keeps flying in a circular direction like "die tawaf". This is the second time a bat came into the house. Im still in a state of shock where i refused to get out from my room. I'll have to wait until my parents are back. There's too many insects and animals in this house! i only allow cats! cats not bats. You spoiled my plan of watching SI. You see, I missed it again.

timecheck : 1634 pm

Hibernating at home. I prefer to work but there's nothing that i can do when given a day off. No sorry, two days off to be exact. damn. Its boring and lifeless to stay at home. Adobe photoshop is my form of companion, my best friend. Today i created a new blog skin for those who have been bugging me to do one for them. cough *kelingbitch* cough.



*click for larger view

Anyone wants it? Of course, i can enhance it for you for sure.

I cant stand being at home!

I did not get the chance to watch Singapore Idol Final shows. I was prolly busy working at that moment of time. Still, i was juggling myself between working and sneakily listening to the radio that telecast SI. Im very proud that Hady won hands down. Its not like he doesnt deserves it. Its only to those people, cough *sabrinagiler* cough, that thinks he doesnt deserves the title. Ok whatever, it's over right? Luckily thank god there's YouTube. I merely watched the performances through that website. The whole event wasnt as hype as the first one, isnt it? Okok again, its already over.

Once again, I cant stand being at home!

Maybe because im so used to the working environment that i always feel i want to be there. In fact, Ive been breaking fast more at workplace than at home. haha.

I cannot wait to hold on that Giordano shirt that kelingbitch wants. Im going to get it first! haha. Im actually quite impressed with the range of clothing Giordano is selling right now. I just need that shirt.

timecheck : 1327 PM

I dig this new song from Janet Jackson's new album, 20 Y.O. , entitled So Excited. The melody is so excited yet so addictive. Ok now, I'm off to work.

timecheck: 0857 pm

So now I've changed my blogskin again. I took the whole day to do it. I like it. Enjoy guys.

N.J. = keling bitch

She obviously has learnt all she could from me. From those super-bashing to some unfunny teasing which showed a lil bit of effort(kudos!!) put in to entertain her beloved faithful readers. Not to forget, she is self-proclaimedly belongs to Hady and Taufik. I personally think this situation is not the case of opposite attracts(black n white), but it's definitely a case of confused mismatching. Lord help this sista. Mercy on me.

Why am I feeling sad?

It comes to the point where I have to question myself.

Maybe I expected to much.

I have to change myself.

I'll just forget about this and everything will be fine.

:: i will work harder in the future to prove my worth. let the torture begins. i will be back. ::

I need a haircut.

I need new clothes.

I need new jeans.

I need money.

I think i need another job.

From the above, it all leads to m-o-n-e-y.

fcuking bitch, respect the fasting month moron.

It's been two days since i started working and I've got to admit that I enjoyed working there. Probably due to the environment and my colleagues are a fun bunch of guys.

Im very relieved that we're not joining the competition. And that makes up a whole chunk of burden of my shoulder!

Next week is the start of Ramadan which means fasting, yeah! suspects, do plan out early so i can take leave.

thats all. nites.

You Have a Choleric Temperament
You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things. [true]
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. [true]

You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall. [true]
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.

At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion. [true, yuz u know it]
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

Have a safe journey guys. Come back safely also.

I should be contented with what i have but it seems that humans are never happy with their life.

I don't want my emotions to get the better of me. It's a matter of controlling myself.

Check this out guys. It funny, i can't stop laughing. By the way i didn't do this. Im jus way behind time. Click Here

My advice is not to watch Little Man at the movies. Completely waste of precious money.

nites

boo-hoo!

Not only have i did badly for my exams, but i did not manage to score well for this subject which i probably thought is my forte. I really need to buck up next semester.

My heart goes out to those who didn't excel and those who have to take supp papers at this moment of time where you probably having a well deserved break from all those mind-freaking books.

I just feel that something is not right. Only time will tell.

I headed my way for the first time to Mediacorp Centre to do some survey discussion. It ended late at about 7 pm. It was a good new experience for me. Thanks bah. I have money already. hah. My phone can now operates normally. Oh ya. i met Hady.

Hopefully i get a job by end of this week. I rather earn money than doing nothing.

time check: 0246 am

Started my day by going out with my beloved poly mates. We went to a flea market at Tanjong Pagar which reminds me of you-know-what. It didn't live up to its name of a flea market because the whole place was kind of a modernised flea market. It was very interesting as the products sold wasn't like those you would find at a typical flea market. There were cool gadgets, accessories and etc. Then we went off to Orchard and did some window shopping. At around 7 i left to meet the other group for the Overdrive competition. Overall, it was a very competitive one with quite a number of strong groups, unique individuals. Met alot of fellow peeps which i missed.


















something's amiss here. i don't know what. can you guys help me out with this?











Red Alert !!
beware of a man whose on the wanted list in Singapore. I heard he was a subutex addict on the loose. or maybe i was wrong. He didn't keep to his promise to bring sexy back. damn. beware guys.




ok lah. crap. hady penat ah. i need my sleep. nites.

Now that Paul is no longer in the competition, i guess it's time for some serious shit. Of the 3, im rooting for Jasmine and Hady to get in the finals but i have this strong feelings that Jon will be in the finals. The one left spot is very unpredictable.

I watched Snakes on A Plane. It was a good hardcore action movie.

I attended EVSS band pop today after my prayers. I really miss the times where i was in charge of the band with bah. It brings me alot of memories. I miss playing my saxaphone. I miss the band members. Kudos to the new leaders. You guys deserves to be leaders because you're meant to be one.

I cannot do any outgoing calls or smses because ive yet to pay my bills fully. Its going to be one major disadvantage for me. so guys call me instead of sms. thanks

nites. have a good weekend.

Nothing much to post lately. Still on the quest of finding the 'right' job. I can't possibly do nothing during this holidays. I need the money! I need to do something to improve my ...... haha.

Vote for Hady guys. and im a fan of Jasmine now. haha.

Oh ya, want to add on something. I can't believe Paul is also a Britney fan. haha.

First of all,

my present for you is, as ive said earlier, is Joakim's 'dignified exit'.

I can't really think of a topic today but i do remember i did have something in mind to post. Oh yah! I got it. Im sad that Steve Irwin is now dead. He died after he was stung by a stingray. His job pose lots of risk but despite this, its the passion of doing it keeps him going on. But now he's gone. R.I.P.

I had to rushed for my Aunt's Place at Bishan for kenduri. It was already late and i took the mrt to reach my destination. Upon arriving, i was wondering why the lights were off as from far i can see the unit apartment of my Aunt's place. I confidently thought that maybe the event is over but to find out that it was held at her daughter's place at Sengkang! damn. I ended up taking a cab there which was sponsored. haha. I arrive around 10:30pm and everyone kind of starts to clean up. Help out since i was not there the whole day. The baby was cute, duh all babies are cute.

I slept over at her place and only went back home this afternoon. And now i do not know what to do.

Update: I came to realise that i missed my grandfather. I realise now how much of an importance he was in the past. He's the pillar to bringing the whole family together. Now that he's gone, things have not been right. There's always clashes between the siblings. I wish to put a stop to this but there's so mush that i do which will not materialize. i missed him.

if you're not happy, i guess there's nothing i can do.

it wasnt a dignified exit. he was meant to leave way loooong time ago. sob sob sabrina.

My exams are over. Im happy its finally over but also sad to know that i wont score for this exams. I know it myself.

Well anyways, yesterday a funny incident occured. I must say there is some trueness where one's attitude changes towards different people or environment or etc. Like me myself. I tend to be quiet when im in an environment where im new at. Its a matter of how soft and delicate one can turned into where on the other hand one is aggresive in nature.

I guess this song is for you, Yana. ( oh Shit!! )

p.s sorry for the offensive and dirty lyrics.

time check : 0838 AM

I'm down with one paper left. I don't want to take any supp papers.

Next paper is tomorrow and I've yet to study.

CSI last episode was super-duper marvelous. Of course when it's directed by the man himself, Quentin Tarantino. Been lovin his work since Kill Bill. He should make a drama of CSI kind on his own.

I want to find a job.

bye.

time check: 0119 AM

I am currently in love with this song from Christina, Save Me From Myself. try giving it a listen. I dunno why but that song stucks in my head. the lyrics though is very deep and meaningful.

currently taking a break from studying. going to get back soon. i simply cant wait til thursday and ill be free from all those studying freaks.

im thinking of ways how to sent the album of Snow Patrol to those who wants it. Any ideas ?

goodluck to syam's grp for tomorrow(todae i guess) Overdrive auditions. and also those who i knoe joining.

save me from myself.

nites.

Nurul didnt make the cut. There's still Hady to hope for. I voted ! , one vote for hady. haha. Long live Joakim, you'll not only get criticize yet again, maybe you'll survive yet another week. There goes your self-esteem.

I got hold onto Christina Aguilera's new album, 'Back to Basics', and i must say im impressed that its actually quite a good album. As always, its her vocals that bring out the power of each songs. But i still wont be a fan ah, still devoted to Britney. heh. Im trying to get the full album of Justin Timeberlake, still in the process. Yet another good album, worthy of the grammies i must say. seige, u want ? heh !

Today, in the morning i watched the movie 'My Super Ex-Girlfriend'. heh. one great movie and its funny. The movie doesnt really make sense as its not realistic but who cares, i enjoyed it ! still on my waiting list is 'The Breakup'. maybe i'll watched it tomorrow.

i still have yet to really put myself in study mode. mugging in the weekends.

nites.

My quest to study in school failed miserably as the study session turned to be a 'gossip' session. It wasnt entirely gossiping, we still chat about our future, our dreams (!!!) and our trip to U.S.A, Thailand, Bangkok and JB. Im eager to get out of Singapore as ive never step foot out of here. Its been so long since i went to JB also. I really want to go Bangkok because of shopping

Moving on, i had dinner with Yana and NJ(who seems quite cheerful. good) at KFC. I was forced since yana want to break her fast and 'kempunan' ayam. My mind wasnt in peace as i had to missed my newly favourite chinese 7pm tv show.

And i rushed home(yet again) to catch Singapore Idol. Luckily i didnt missed much. As usual, im amazed by how wonderful singer Hady is. lagu feeling beb. Florence comment to Joakim was so true but she gave it in a polite manner. Hady the best lah, undisputed best singer of the show. Vote for him, guys. I did what i should.

i spent the whole weekend watchin movies!

3 movies to be exact. Cars, The Lake House and John Tucker Must Die. haha. all for free.

after 3 days hibernating at home, i finally step out of the house making my way to Shing Shiong. bole lah.

i have 3 exam papers to mug for.

wad else. oh ya. i need my phone back.

nites.

Today is officially the last day of school. I cannot get to eat my chicken rice at IT school anymore. No more lunch at design school. oh-damn! Im going to miss school food. Next week is start of my one week study week. Study all night long.

I'm doing a janet. I need to relax to release all the stress in me. I need....

I came to school today to attend a presentation by my classamtes which i have already completed last week. It lasted for barely an hour and we were free to go. I had my early lunch and i went back home . nothing to do since projects are all completed. Now i feel bored. And i had to came back cos i had to do a show in evening. Exhausted.

I actually hurried myself home to catch Singapore Idol. I shan't say that i'm obsessed with that show its just that i'm still/just not satisfied with last week Rahimah's departure. Its not only unfair but it also shows that Singapore doesn't really care about talents. no offence sadly its true. I'm pissed off that Mathilda is out now. So much talent yet unfortunate. At least Jasmine has improved. The two most undeserving ones still have yet to be kicked out. I will explode if Hady's out. Now it's not the time for me to vote him. I wanna save money. haha

nites.

i wish i could help, but i can only do this much as a friend. love can both represents happiness as well as sadness. one feel happy to be in love, on the other hand one feel sad when the love is gone. it really pains me how she is able to go through this phase all by herself knowing that she is not even strong herself. to add on, its even surprising how she is able to move on from the past though for sure it still hurts on the inside. the outer layer is just a pure imagination of deception. brace yourself gerl.

listen to: Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol

one more project submitted. im still left with drama which is tomorrow. there's still lab test this cumin friday and then im free. however there's still exams to dread for. haiz. bring on the holidays i cannot wait. yesterday was simply great plus a good experience! after that there was a buffet for us, but unfortunately i wasn't that hungry. i dunno why. chocolates were the best.

thats all. en su galeria

haiz. have to remove the previous post cos people are offended.it makes me sound like sore loser. agreed. but it wasnt. apology.

back to reality. me and family went to some hospital i cannot recall the name to visit my cousin who just gave birth to a baby girl yesterday. her name is Natasha Arina. unique. then came along other cousins together with their little babies. it was babies haven just now with about 4 babies in one single room. it looks funny cos time goes so fast that i didnt realise they alreadi have babies. all those young couples carrying their babies are very cute to look at and it absolutely make my day. tommorow is back to school which means back to stress. goodnite.

oh ya. my body fucking aches.

Majulah Singapura!

eh boleh-belah-lah! ok crap. So today is National Day so its no-school day. at last im able to rest my mind from from all those projects, not quite true. haha. handed up Java project. quite a relieve. only left with one more project which is due next week and my group have no idea of doing it. going to my aunt;s place to celebrate her birthday which falls on today. cool to be given birth on national day. i cannot wait for the holidays. i just want to relax.

time check: 11:47pm

just came back from Joyce Guo's chalet-cum-Birthdae party. i kind like expected this to be a 407 reunion. alot of people were there. majority from class 407 and my 208 class also. i really enjoyed myself. bring out the playful time we had during those secondary school days. we're just a bunch of fun playful people! haha. i was happy to meet Deheng after way too long! we're just childish. and i also ate something that is terrible! fuck. klah i have to go.

back to javaing. nites.

yeah-ness: Java is almost complete!

nay-ness: totally neglected other projects. Im still left with drama play and mobcomp! fuck man.

Happy Belated 18th Birthdae to Joyce Guo!!

I plea for janet to come home. Please come home honey. I have to admit, i miss you. I miss your touch, your presence and its really starting to bug me. I pray for your safe homecoming. may you come home safely and also in one peace. I may sound ridiculous, but for once, I am serious about this. janet please come home. its about time......

i tried to hard. but i failed. i just need help.

[java]

i start my day coming to class late ! even though i woke up early and left home way too early then usual. all because of the bus. its getting way out of control. students, passengers are getting more inconsiderate and brainless prolly just thinking about themselves. i have to wait for 20 minutes to be able to board a bus. what the eff ? and why do the buses keep using single deckers since they know there'll be a lot of students coming for morning classes ? stupid idotic people. i am going to complain to sbs. boycott if i can. pay so much and this is how it turned out to be. b.i.t.c.h.

k. 'nough said people. as planned, i went with Asian Civilisation Museum for my arts appreciation all the way to Raffles Place. lucky i had swee hoon as my companion. we went off after doing our rounds.


this scare the hell out of me !



the bad thing is that we had to make our own trip home. so we took the tarin from Raffles. annd just outside the mrt, there was this band performance. very cool and relaxing atmosphere.
Update: on our way back, there was this woman/man who dressed up in kimono. wow. respect him/her for his/her bravery. feels like japan! ha. from head to toe, together with the accessories on her/ his hair. but she/he kinda look like a lunatic as well. haha.



there's too much hatred going on. i can't actually be bothered. if it needs to end, i wont hesitate to end it. cos thats the only solution to it. just a note to remember, education is important, at least for me.

yeah-ness. like finally. ive been wanting to change this blogskin for freaking long. just that i dont have the time. im way to busy. yesh i am. wadever it is, i hope you guys like it. haha. i just realised i dun have much pictures of myself. haha. this blogskin is like dedicated to the 2 other bitches lah mcm gitu aku rase. haha. outs!

Happy 18 th Belated Birthdae to Bah! sori ah a lil bit under schedule. Im too busy!

p.s. petong maha storm.

i did my first debut show for production crew. frankly, it was boring. sorry Tanya. i was assigned into the security department, and was placed at the backstage. Tanya was late by an hour. celebrities are always late. was told she went to salon to set her hair up, but what the f***, when she finally show up, the hairstyle was one where i could easily do. ha. just tie her hair, messed it up, and there you go. throughout the whole show, i was at backstage with some others sitting on the floor doing nothing. there weren't anything for me to guard anyway. i take it as a good first experience nevertheless. and i am lookin do alot of shows.

thats all. goodnight !

i was supposed to attend a 'kenduri arwah' but unfortunately i dozed off. i was looking forward to watch Singapore Idol, like finally, after so long. one word, dissapointment. only Hady and Rahimah stands out for their vocals, for me. wadever.

time is precious for me. i have to simultask alot of things. im still forever struggling with my java, there's still drama in production, an event to be organise what else, projects. i have to stop dancing at the moment. let's see how it goes.

I am back!

yesh i am. but then not with the new layout. hah. im simply too busy to do it. i just missed blogging.

giving my shoutouts to Hakim, Adil and also Bah [advance, beb] Happy Belated Birthdae guys.

last saturdae was RE:MIX. finally its over. im glad its over cos i want my life back. but im going to miss those guys.

and yah. the 'stress' period is back. JAVA assignment! fuck hell yeah! cibai to the person who fucking created JAVA. stupid arse.

lastly, so now its confirm siti nak kahwin. astaga. Siti, Siti. ko nak jadi macam Britney?



i love this picture!

how ah?

firstly, i want to give a shout out to Syamsinator and Susie, HAPPY BIRTHDAE Y'ALL!!

wad's ma name y'all??

say ma name y'all!!!

haha. sorry syam there's no picture because i do not have photoshop yet.

everyday is a tiring day for me. i have to attend dance class in the afternoons ad then dance prac at nite. unbelieveble. i do not even have time for my studies, as in projects. i feel so bad because im not doing my part as a group member. ha. then i still have to attend meeting for production crew. how?

i'm tired ah.

thanks to those who came to support for REMIX. especially jessica, heh.

we had to came back for dance class the next day as early as 9.30 am! i really thought that i could have a day rest of sleep. eventually we were late. 4 instructors, 4 different styles. struggling to get steps. hah. especially floorskills which was way too complicated and hard.

im going to be busy in time to come. didn't really expect it. next classes will be on wednesday to saturday. die.

finally.

ive learnt how hard it is living without a computer. it was pure plain torture. i was tortured for about 2 weeks since the holidays.

many things had happened. dance competitions, exams and etc.

im only left with a week of holiday. but there is no resting time for me since my group made it to the finals of REMIX. pure yeahness. hard work pays off.

thats all i have to blog. bye.

too much is going on at this time.

i can see that im going to flunk my tests. blame it on myself.

my computer is down as well. luck is just not by my side.

take care people.