hello... jus came back from Bah's chalet.. ton there for 2 nites.. have lotsa pics.. ill upload them later...

okok.. on the first day, which is on fri.. i went there wif Danny.. he came back from his interview.. kk. its around 1030..then we reached the chalet.. kinda lost in the beginin lah.. Zul, Kim n Bah was there.. we sat at the playground and talk2 while waiting for the rest, Hisam, Gab n Kenneth... Kenneth came then Hisam and Gab came also.. so we relax at the playground onli since Bah's parents were in the chalet..damn bored.. so we walked2 all the way out from east coast.. when to the area where Hisam n Gab says there were many cockcroaches. the site is kinda disgusting.. then we went to Coffe Bean.. there was a fight btw malay pakciks.. memalu kan masyarakat melayu.. confirm mabok.. ini conferm masyarakat sampah.. then went to the beach lah.. then finally went back to chalet ard 4 plus...but then cannot go in since his relative and the chalet were occupied.. so we slept in the playground.. kesian kan.. mcm takde umah gitu.. tats when the fun starts.. kinda..Zul was awake.. me also.. haiz..took pictures lah..


gabriel sleeping huh..


idiotic face... as said by yana..


zul's buring his hand wif a lighter... haha..

if thats nt enough, wad abt this....


gab wasnt the onli victim, theres some others too... like this..


birthdae boi wasnt spared..


more


kenneth...


my cute companion which was physically abuse by Zul...

so tats all for the nite.. i tink we woke up ard 7.. all went in the chalet..then play games.. Hakim n Kenneth brought their PS1.. so early..some continue sleeping and some continue playing.. Bah went off to take Raudah..


these are the ppl tat basically could not let go of the controllers..

then went to Mac for our lunch.. Kenneth went home earlier on.. Zul is also goin after we had our lunch.. long time nvr eat at Mac.. skali i saw Sha, my poly fren.. working at mac huh.. Hakim spotted her... so disturb her for awhile lah.. order her ard.. haha.. kk..

afta lunch.. alked back to the chalet...


and this is wad we do.. sleep...



birthdae boy wif his beloved wife..

i had a rude awakening.. ppl were all gatherin around me.. not me actualli.. its ard us.. yes.. alot of ppl.. NJ, Yana, Yuz, Nadia, Bee, Hasli and Farhan was gathering ard us.. looking ans smiling mysteriously.. haha.. they came and join in the fun.. jus to tell u something.. the next few pics are nt taken from me.. its from the "gatal" gals..


looking at this pic, it kinda reminds me like an advertisement...
"Wanna chat for sum fun, please call 1900-933-8274... Call now...."


two lovebirds, NJ and Ex Mrs ehem-ehem...


doin Yana's hair.. Yana looking happi.. wadever...


tats the very chirpy[ noisy ] Nadia, Hasli[ part off ] Farhan and happy always Bee...


both Nadias... both sort..


the usual 3 gals.. Yana minah hijau, Nj n Yuz


have to post their stupid pics.. or else they'll keep asking from me..


another one more.. nvmlah.. gerl-feeling...


somemore... haiz.. this one where at Macdonalds..


more... walking by the beach..


still at the beach.. still walking...


minah-minah pasrah...


the Singapore flag.. saw it.. yesterdae was the preview... felt so patriotic out of the sudden...


the birthdae cake...


birthdae boy cutting the cake.. actualli Bah's lil bro also celebrating his birthdae...


birthdae boys..


Makan Queen; Yana wif Bah and Hisam.. sory eh Sam.. candid pe...


those others who came.. Idiotic Gabe, Mei Huey, ZhengXi, Nadia, Thin pung-pung Joyce, Danny and Cindy...


ini boy tga relax k..


i jus do nt knoe wad they were discussing abt.. am very curious..


the kerang bakar... so nice for one gerl.. hehehehehe... so irritating.. hehehehe... well wadever..


i am supposed to be in the pic also... but then dunno lah... she's the main attraction... damnit..


yes.. tats Ms Ong.. the lovely maths teacher.. so beautiful and gorgeous..


no choice.. tats idiot is wif her..he's trying to act cute..


Karjin in blue... he came afta his floorball prac.. he was disspointed due to some reasons.. plan foiled....


Diva Siti came... and went home shortly...well.. the diva is jus buzy..


tats man... cute but very noisy..

tats all lah for yesterdae... Danny went home.. Kenneth apparently didnt came back.. the rest all went home.. onli left me, Bah, Adil, Hisam n Kim.. i slept early.. cos damn tired..

todae.. woke up ard 8.. first to see was Adil..haha.. rambot havoc..took my bath and get ready to go home.. Bah's still sleepin..ya.. left wif Adil leaving Gabe...haha... now im home.. have to get back to the real world.. tomolo schooling alreadi.. have lots of projects man..

im still tinking abt the talk i have wif Yana.. good luck Yana wif ur future plans.. she's the first person to hear all abt it..
*im waiting for the rite time and still thinking of makin the rite choice... i rather be frens wif her forever than not to be frens if the relantionship didnt last......may i make the rite choice...*

Firstly, wads wif the tagboard.....!!!!??? who the hell man.... i dun need any viagra lah.. im nt erectile dysfunction ok... assholes.. must be some childish faggots doins...

ok.. so yesterdae, sch as usual...after sch was suposed to meet Hakim, NJ Kenneth and Danny to go find present for Bah's birthdae..okok..

NJ, i am so very sorry lah... sorry to keep u waiting... maybe u havin ur pms or wad then ure angry at me... haha... kk... this is a public apology ok...

erm ya.. she waited for me for a very long time... i was wif kenneth earlier on... finish school early.. but then, my hp batt was low, so it was off.. i slept in the arcade for a while, oblivious to the time... haha.. kk..

kenneth ate at LJS, nj met us shortly.. after eating, went to hunt for things... finally we found somethin tat suits tat guy well.. we're gonna buy it!!!ya da ya da.. then we continued walking.. pasar malam, then went home..

im happy wif the results... satisfied i shld say... got back all my test result... pleased... as ive tol ya b4.. i m very lookin forward to sch.. cannot stay at home any longer.. or else ill self distruct.. kk.. sch was ok for me todae... borin also gt.. attended a very useless lecture... no purpose one... had break wif danny.. broke my rule of nt eating during lunch.. well i cant sustain myself whenever im in BreadBoard.. too much TEMPTATION.. seriously.. the western food sumore.. its too hard to resist.. danny also broke his rule to save money... rules are meant to be broken isnt it.. saw Hani.. astaga... she very terok... she wore PURPLE eyeshadow jus to match her purple blouse.. haha.. very funny....kk..then attend class... bla bla bla and finito[aka NJ]..

so now.. tot of goin gym... but change mind... later run onli.. maybe some other day... bye lor..

holidae comin to an end... good for me... im looking forward to term 2.. haha... sound ridiculous.. ive realised how time flies.. it felt like yesterdae where i jus starts school..

so yesterdae, i broke my rule of the day to stay at home.. dun ever mention to me the word pool.. im kinda addicted to it.. gonna try to reduce playing pool from now on... make it like a new year resolution.. the usual suspects were there feat a guest of honour, Md Khairul Bin Uda.. NJ Bah KIm and Farhan later came on.. Our guset of honour went off happily knowin tat he didnt pay for the share.. nvm.. wait and see. his birthdae is comin rite.. he'll get his just desserts... carry on, after tat went to laze ard at Coffee Bean.. another addiction of mine... ive learnt a very big lesson.. NutMeg = X nuts X... that was wad i tot of it in the first place.. dammnit.. i barely drank half of my Mocha... it taste awful man... damnit.. waste my money onli... we talk everything...haha...it would have been better if theres more workforce.. ahaha.. but nevertheless, it was still good...

todae.. woke up so late i miss my cartoons.. for a record since open sch, my time was 11 am... did notin at home... then ard 2 went to sch.. was supposed to use the computers in the library, but sadly i dunno how to operate tat damn comp!! haiyo.. so embarassing... so much for bein a student... have to do it on mondae no choice... cut my hair... damnit.. damn short and finally went home... so wads next? stay at home lor...

this is by the request of Missy NJ.. u want the pics..? do like wad u always do.. save the pictures on ur computer...first uput the mouse arrow at the picture, then right click and save... dah.. senang kan?

First Pic...

nah... this is a must to save!!!


this is the preparation for the spin.. jus the beginnin.. as usual tats gabriel..


thats the bashing part...



continuation of the bash....


and again more bashing....


this is the result... HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!


look at her.. shes jealous at yana for some reason...


the 3 makwes... Yuz, Nadia and Yana... NJ squeezin her toots...as seen from the pic..


again.. makwe fantasy... upclose and personal..


and again... each acting cute.. miang la tu..


and again... can become singapore's own version of destiny's child..

yesterdae was fun... celebrated hakims birthdae yang ke 17!!! sori man kim.. mistook 17 to 16.. hahaha...so play pool at the usual place... Adil Danny Kenneth Bah NJ Fairuz Gab was there... then watched Fantastic Four at TM.. Syam n Yana add on... Adil faggot went off wif cibai Kenneth... phew... wad can i say.. as usual we smuggled in food... haha... the movie was damn good.. 5 out of 5 stars!!! hahaha.. i enjoyed it... but nothin can be compared to X-Men.. Its still the best among other Marvel superheroes movies..im drooling over Jessica Alba... yes man.. she's damn hot.. hot hot hot!!freaking hot.. sadly i cant watch her other movie, Sin City, cos its rated M18... damn... but the show is hot.... hahaha... im tinking of watchin it again..i like Sue Storm... like her powers... Johny was also good.

todae... went out wif Danny... went to beach road and bugis.. he bought 3 tshirts and "kangaroo" pants for jus $60!!.. wow.. good bargain... u knoe why i call the pants kangaroo pants? cos theres like a big pocket in front of the pants.. can touch the "Kook-ku"...

for a record, ive been goin on for 3 in a row... but todae.. im back home early.. have to stay at home.. have to... later kena grounded, then more worse...

im achin... my body is aching... cos yesterdae i ran the whole of the reservoir... long time nvr exercise..since this is the holidae, like wise i do somethin thats beneficial...

then in the afternoon , went to my class BBQ... my poly class... had fun yesterdae... we were entertained by this cute caucasian boy who claimed that his name is Jackie Chan.. but we later found out tat his name is Jack... very cute..mischievious and adorable... miss him... our last encounter was where he hid under the table bcos his mother is comin to him...he jus doesnt want to leave us... he even peed!! haha.. the whole conversation whif his mum was funny and cute.... finally he left us for good....

todae is Hakim's 16 birthdae...


so as tradition among us peeps... our asses are gonna land at the pool tables... i was intending of watchin Fantastic fOur.. wanna watched... but due to unforseen cicumstances, i tinks there's a possiblity that im nt able to watched it.. nvm.. next time..

nj.. here's the links to the pictures... click here

6 July, Wednesday 2005

it was Mr Karjin's cucu birthdae!!! yes.. i knoe the pic is kinda dark..took tat pic while playing pool... Crappie, shappie, nappie.... adil spent his burthdae wif his fellow mates playing pool... cos there isnt anyone to celebrate wif him at home... lonely... adil's lonely...


adil is damn sad.... he didnt dare to show his sad face.. crappi shappie nappie....

7 July, Thursdae 2005

Kailun's birthdae.... Jay Chou look alike... but failed to capture his entire face.. well.. he's the same as the Crappie adil... happy birthdae my fren...

the dae i went out wif NJ... from Tampines, all the way to beach road.. from beach road all the way to esplanade... from esplanade all the way to clarke Quay.. final destination: Raffles Place...so jakon... she's like a "kampong gerl first came into the modern world".....


eh.... which one is NJ??? which one is the real one... hahaha... try guessing.. who get it rite win a treat from me....*[ LIKE REAL!!! ASSHOLES!!!! ]

8 July, Fridae 2005

Todae is dehengs birthdae.. sadly no picture of him..

last paper of term test.. emaths 1... the onli paper tat i can score.. one hour of test and we're released.. next week is Holidae.. one week of rest and relaxation.. mondae is my class BBQ... gonna miss season finale of desperate housewife.... todae played pool wif uda kim n NJ... kenneth , azri n yan was there.... n there is stops...

P.S. NJ kalau ko nak gambar.. pls tunggu cos theres somethin wrong wif the hotamil server...

todae had my INTCF test.... made few mistakes... realli damnit.. after tat went to TM wif Danny... then met hakim and gab.. tok for abt 20 mins.. then went home... something made my day.... someone miss me....

firdaus is happy...

well.. wad a dae...attend sch for onli 2 hours... yes.. cos i dun have lab... attend lecture at 11 am.. was late waitin for the freaking bus... met jodie for my companion.. late as a couple.. haha... luckily there were still seats available... then at one, went for my prayers...

after prayers, me Hakim Bah ate at BK.. then bah went off to meet raudah kesayangan... adil met us shortly.. chill at Coffee Bean.. try new drink...White Chocolate Dream if im not wrong.. nice.... Caremel was nicer... but Kencing Manis... gt a call from NJ... wanna meet us.. she's meetin Yana... Yana cutting off her locks.. the minah hairstyle... followed them eat at LJS.... then went to some saloon at CS...sat there while reading some mags... suspiciously NJ was reading mags like Mens Health n FHM.... kinda confused wif her gender i tink.. those are for guys not gerls.. maybe shes a man stucked in a gerls body.. Adil was wif me on that...waited for abt an hour maybe?? so theres this guy who was there also.. he's cuttin of his freaking short hair.. but then we noticed that even after Yana's hair was done, his was still not done.. haha.. seriously.. i dun see much difference on his hair.. but it took so long to end.. even after we left the salon, have not yet finished.. well wadever...


this is the new and hot yana... seriously.. she looks hot.. hotter than when she has that minah hairstyle.. no offence to those minahs!!

todae was ok..... sch was ok... borin lectures... im still not listenin in lectures.. im dead u knoe.. well wadever... after sch.. jeng jeng jeng.. wad u expect.. wednesdae is pool dae.... haha... meet NJ at small mac... she wants to eat chicken bcos of her pms.... so go KFC at the cpf building... the hakim n danny and kenneth ADilcame.. so after eating went to play pool at pavilion... at the beginin.. it was kinda like borin.. dunno why.. until hakim introduced us this game called "Cut Throat"[ if im not wrong ].. siallah.. i loves tat game.. but the game has also its disadvantages... its like Survivor... had a lot of backstabbing.... me esp.. tats why they kill me so soon tat i don even had to touch the ball lah... haha... u can see each of the sad faces not to put their ball in.. haha... so sori u guys.. but had fun.. esp when Gab came.. haha.. wad u expect..i had an alliance wif him first... but then betray him.. hahaha.... so fun... okok.. the when Hisam came.. me adil n Nj went off to meet Cikgu Azizah... cos adil is retaking his mt o levels again n asking Cikgu for guidance...then bla bla bla.. tok2 abt the previous years malay students.... tomolo im comin back to evss for the "talentime" thingy... wadever shit...

so recently.. i feel tat she's avoiding me... not the way she use to react when i tok to her... why?? i dunno the ans... im still findin.... did i do somethin wrong? or am i jus bein paranoid..... i tink i am.. but still i have "this" feeling.....

the end of the month is comin.. July im waitin for...my term test is next week... still strugglinng wif JAVA... aint able to cope wif tat sub...luckily i have onli 4 papers for my term test..

problems have subside.... im sure its comin... finding the rite opportunity to attack me again.. well.. im waiting.. now im ready...

i knoe.. its been ages since i last post... im tired.. but now im kinda free...i tot im free for now.. but i was wrong.. troubles start to attack me again.. when will tis end.. jus have to take it in a positive side... im tired of this... but im left w/o a choice.. tis is a part of a parcel of life.. this is my life... never ending troubles.. kinda guess maybe im jinxed...hope this end soon... or else ill fall into depression.... its coming soon...

hello... long time nvr update.. been busy again.. very busy... sometimes nvr even touch the comp when reached home.. okok.. well.. firstly, the competiton is getting nearer.. well i hope it end soon so that i can concentrate back on my studies... im realli dying n sufferin wif JAVA... syam.. skrg baru aku tau asal ko fail java... haha.. kk...

oh ya.. i alreadi knoe the rashidee guy.. even when to his blog.. he says he wants to master pyrokinesis.. wah.. bagus tu... dah ble jadi one of the charmed ones... PIper has tat power... i wonder whether these powers exist.. wont believe until i see it wif my own eyes.. well bring it to me.. as long as u dun burn me.. haha...

kkk... i dun have time to tell details abt wad happenin nowadays.. time is jus precious.... tomlo im havin maths test... kk.. its quite alrite as tis point.. still the early stage.. i noe im gonna have problems when time to come.. get ready firdaus... tomlo goin out... who else.. its her.. haha.. kk... im goin off... bye..

hello!! todae is Rebakah's birthdae... yes.. n i went to her chalet... together wif Hakim, Sam, Bah, Yana n Ida..... met at Bedok Interchange for a change instead of the usual meeting place which is tamp interchange... went to buy present for rebakah.... as well as buying clothes for the competition.. Met Javern who is workin at Hang Ten... he tol me a shcoking revelation abt DW, the company i hated... wow... its getting terible.. i had jus went down to the company to collect my product earlier on... we chatted for a while.. then went off to Rebakah's chalet...

upon reaching, we felt awkward.. because of of the ppl there are Reb's family members... there was Jiamin, Valerie, Meihuey n Sabrina at first... chatted awhile... n then Sabrina n Clara came.. yeah.. at last i met the "never- changing" sabrina... no improvements.. still the same old chatty sabrina...we ate.. n talk.. n talk...


this is sabrina.. see i tol ya.. no improvements.... haha...


took a group pic which we are always lacking off.. at last...

then shortly PangShen came wif ChoonSeng... i dunno why but sadly i have to say that PangShen have become more retarted.. he's more mentaly stable last time.. but now.. hes nuts... Choon Seng.. no difference.. still the arrogant bastard he used to be 3yrs ago...


the loving couple tat didnt really hit it off... they broke up last yr n now reunited todae...


well its sabrina... i dunno wad she's doin...

then came Shakila, Wan n Farhan..n many more came.. Kee Puat came... song de n the gang all came.. so it was kinda like a reunion for those ppl from 108 n 208....we make fun wif Pang Shen alot... sabrina wasnt spared also...


tats the gorgeous Wan Siti n Shakila... Shakila now like punk!!!


not forgetin Farhan......


this is a grp pic consisting of.... Sabrina Clara Valerie Jiamin N Rebakah[ the birthdae gerl ] n last is Obua the only guy... haha.. kok Kuang my long lost have brother...

so we the malay ppl were sitting in one corner chatting together.... then bah tol me abt this guy from EVSS who declared himself as not Islam anymore.. the guy named Rashidee....i couldnt figure out who the hell he is.. bah tol us tat he Burned the Quran n did those things tat is haramic...critisized Allah..... im very surprised sia.. seriouly.. furthermore recently its abt the america flushing down the Quran inside the cubicle... thats just nasty...

we chatted for quite some time... n i tink we finally went off at ard 9 plus.. bah Ida n Yana went off first.. let me kim sam n farhan.... decided to go to the beach for some frech air.. onli to find out tat theres isnt any... sialah..so the hot.. i was perspiring... like hell... we climbed the spider web at the pasir ris park... sat at the webs.. n started talkin again... talk until ard 1130 then finally went home...

so went i reached home.... my mum gave a present i got from my Aunt n my cousin... wah!! sungguh happi.. oh ya.. Rebakah also gave me a present.. thanks!!! okok.. continue on.. i took a bath n immediately after i bath i went to look for the guy named rashidee inside the yr book... couldnt find him in last yrs yearbook.. but finally saw him on the 2002 yr book... he was sec one back then... but the moment i saw him, i knoe who he is.. he's Sadiqah's brother.. !!!
ingat tak kim...sialah.. couldnt believe tat its him.. seriously.. he looks so innocent.. now black metal... ape nak jadi ngan dunia ini........

helo...time to update again...first i wanna thank my frens who sent me birthdae msges or those who tag at the tagboard.. thanks ya... so how did i spent my burfdae? normal day for me actuali.. cos i dun reali celebrate burfdaes esp mine..

after sch.. me, kenneth, hakim, sam, bah, fairuz n gab planned to go skating at Jurong.. the rest were alreadi there excep for me n kenneth.. meet together after sch n go to jurong together... then met XinYun..haha.. alot of secrets spilled out.. okok.. then reached Jurong... go to the skating place lah.. n we were shocked lah...ive nvr been to any skating place.. the cost for adult is 10.50 for two hours.. tats not including the skate shoes n gloves..so imagine how will it together cost.? so we scrapped our planned n play pool instead.. the pool was also expensive n more worth it... play pool for abt 2 hours... i brought my camera along.... haha...


tats kenneth.....


this is hakim...


a blur pic of hisam..


thats gab trying to be funny.. as always...


ok lah.. tis is bah.... kesian die....

p.s [Fairuuuuuuzz!!!! kentot kau...... ko deleted the gambar!!!! kentot.. nvr mind.. next time!!! haha!!]

so after tat.. i tink ard 8 30.. we went back home...oh ya.. in the train.. skali we have an extra fren... kenneth n gab lah.. they anyhow make a new fren.. n tat guy is a nerd geek... he was like nodding to wadever we say.. haha.. didnt managed to get a pic of him.. intend to actualli... then reached tamp... kenneth gab n sam went to eat.. the rest went home....

so yesterdae.. which is wedenesday.. is outing day.. the onli day where i finished sch the earliest... starts at 9... end at 1 pm.. NJ alreadi booked me to go bugis.. my frens actualli planned to play pool.. aiya.. sori ah guys... next week man..

we went to lavender first.. i want to find shoes, t-shirts, pants, socks, caps!!! alot...but no money.. if onli i have 1 million.. haha.. kk.. the area gt nice shoes lah.. but is way expensive.. i can find cheaper things at fareast man... then we walked to bugis.... n.. we also take pictures lah...

lets start wif these.. a picture of black n white!!! no lah.. its our beautiful feet!!


walked ard arab street.. haha.. i like tat place.. feels like the right place to be... but its kinda hot.. okok...


these is the best pic tat im able to take we all together.... the rest all.. haiyo...


this is the pic where nj said tat she looks like shes in the zoo.. OK..


this pic i took is w/o her knowledge... she was climbing on this thingy to see wads inside... but looks cute.. haha...


nice car... nice..... er.. u see tat!?!?

haha.. so we walked ard the bugis street.. very crowded... im still on my mission to find my shoes, tshirts pants!! haha.. also.. bags!! ya.. walked round n round n round again.. very confusing... pening.. theres a lot of directions to go... but dunno which one... haiya... NJ couldnt find her tshirts... cos all to small... n she say shes big.. haha.... kk.. i managed to find buy a shirt at a very good bargain.. $10!!! haha.. thats cheap...


thats my plastic! haha.. mepek aku.. n whus leg is tat? clue: its BLACK!

so after tat.. went back.... i have to go for dance prac.. n NJ went home.....

phew... im kinda feeling tired nowadays... been busy wif sch.. dance n more sch... tats all i can say.. i didnt even had the time to update this blog.. till now... its the weekends... cant imagine how time flew.. its been 2 weeks.. 2 weeks? damn... seriously, time movin too fast.. i jus wanna it to be slow n steady...

ive not been realli focusing in school... didnt study much.. guess tis is jus the beginnin rite.. later exams comin then last minute kan cheong.. tats normal for me... theres homewerk which i dun realli knoe of.. not listening in labs n tutorials.. n even lectures.. damn.. kinda scared of the future too.. im bound to fail if this carry on..

well.. tis mornin i have to wake up early as usual.. 7.00am..had to so to sch..gt captains ball game organise by IFC's grp... kinda stupid..my grp weren't really enthu on playing the game.. further more we had to play under the scorching hot sun! damn.. realli damn... cannot tahan.. so long nvr been under the sun.. it was like during my sec sch days.. band... haha.. thats where i suffer... now i have to suffer again.. but hey.. my grp did managed to go to the quater finals.. gd sia.. haha.. didnt even tink of winning.. but then we had to game wif this yr 2 grp.. siala.. lost like hell.. alot.. they were good lah.. damn.. but hence we were happy as we can go home earlier!!

now im very tired.. my legs are aching... its hurting me lah..

should i be pissed? or shouldnt i..? alot of things ive been keeping in myself... sometimes i dun tell my frens everything in me.. tats so not me.. but i tink it has come to the edge.. wad can i do? ppl say its best to tell the truth... is it? does it realli work.. huh?

RE:MIX comp is comin nearer.. n there's like wad.. onli 2 weeks.. n the grp is facing a near crucial problem.. always happen.. its never gonna end.. its so damn hard to get the grp together... i can count wif my fingers how many times the whole members all attended.. yes.. i can.. its less than 10.. why? i dunno.. commitments.. busy.. cumon.. im damn freaking tired of this shit...all this BULLSHIT!!! im tired.. wads wrong wif making sacrifices? u wanna dance, then commit urself to it.. dun make empty promises... ive done alot... i mean aloooooooot.. its realli alot... its like a one man show... n pls have some appreciation by doin somethin.. pls use ur initiative to do somethin.. u cant be so damn BODOH.. im not saying pls... it sound like im begging.. its not gonna work.. buck up guys... cos im tired of doing things for u.. u tink ur good.. then show it to me lah.. argh...

sometings tat finally is off my chest.. can tahan alreadi.. tis is the onli way rite? since im not good in conversation.. we were never really are... u guys knoe it urself...