review of 2008

hey guys. It's already the end of the year 2008, and as tradition of the past years, its now time to post a topic about my year in 2008. yeah fucking waste of time but i'll make it short.

2008 started of great and myself being a happy man! finally graduated from TP in April after few months of mental stress due to fucking-stoopid end of year project. but somehow i managed to escape, hahaha.

so i thought ill be enlisted 2nd half of the year. yeah right. i've never publicly informed my friends what's the problem because then all the WHY, WHEN, HOW, WHAT will start, and i'm freaking tired of telling the junks all over again.

so the problem was, i was diagnosed with TB (tuberculosis). 6 months treatment, my urine was uniqely red! haha. and the funny thing was, i didnt get any symptoms of one having tb. so life was still pretty normal and i got into a new job.

so six months later, after regular checkups, i was cleared of tb. to cut this fucking piece of shitto, bla bla bla finally im enlisting into army in just 6 more days.



im still optimistic that one day it will happen again. exactly 1 year.

Today was my cousin, Kak Yaty's wedding. All the other cousins gathered and kind of helped out for the wedding. Yes, pictures will be up soon.

9 fweaking more days. aku blom prepare pape siol.

Hey ya!

I want to wish,

Happy 20th Birthday to San-jay!


remember my post back then on 26 January 2008?
click click

yup thats her.

“It takes a couple seconds to say Hello, but forever to say Goodbye.”

To all friends celebrating Christmassss,

Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays!!



cheers,
firdaus

Happy geng session #654.

This time round we went to Bugis. Initially the plan was to eat at Newton, but then we went to ZamZam instead. After that we just hang out Bugis, play charades and relax chill usual fun session.

Certain pictures courtesy of Ms Raudah. (*click to go to her blog)
For more pictures go to my multiply. (*click to go to multiply)

my gay moment. haha

i didnt take this

Happy Geng family

Mr. Silly now say bye bye

farewell !!!

Today was last day of work. The few last hours went too fast. I didnt do a proper goodbye. if possible i wanted to go the whole of terminal 2 and say goodbye to all the airport staffs i knew.

Bye Wang Jiao for my daily dose of Kopi C and soft boiled eggs.
Bye Sunglass Hut
Bye Starbucks for Java chip mocha
Bye Polar
Bye Pacific Coffee
Bye Times for my free reading sessions
Bye to all my international friends; pinoy chinese indian etc.

And I've got this twice, a passenger was wondering if I was from India,


Fucking shit, are you blind???


no offence though but im not even dark but do i look like one??

haha. ok lah. im amir khan actually.

Today is my off day. Finally! been working long hours past few days due to lack of manpower. And my last day at work will be this Sunday!

Finally! wooohoooooooo.


and then i want to enjoy till the end of the year.
but im broke. haha.

exactly 21 more days.

been hanging out with great friends lately. its time to catch up on each other life. I will get my well deserved break soon.

helloooooo.

Today was the 2nd visit to Sentosa in a week! Previous event was last Saturday I had an overnight stay with my ladc mates at some hotel.

So we went to the Siloso beach, me vega syafiq wawan and dawn. yeah it was great. but too bad it rained when we were about to go off.

I'm still fascinated with the macro shots!

pictures courtesy of mister Firr

My worst performance ever.
haha.

And then im left with only 30 more days.

"How old am I now???"

Sorry. Happy very belated birthday to NJ.

Its time to F-R-E-A-K out.

yeah like finally.

my loooooong awaited enlistment will be a about a month from now.

06 January 2009.

hey.

Happy belated 20th birthday to Siti Fairuz Bte Khalid. Let's be happy.

Home have been the alternative option for hotel because once I reached home, I eat, I sleep, the very next minute I'm out. Bonjour.

Met Nadia a couple of days ago and she told me she felt lonely. Yeah I guess you're the no 2.

I had a great workout on Saturday at Speed Institute, trying out the trial classes. But fuck, it will burn off $400 from my wallet. Someone give me 1k please.

And sometimes I do realise I'm abit weird.

And I think I 've got split personality.

Fuck.

Problems, problems and more problems.

I'm now in a middle of a crisis, will I be making the right decision? No regrets in the future? better not. Is it worth losing all those you've worked for months or maybe even years?

YAH FUCK!!

stress la.

Its clearly enough I didn't get the invite, it's ok. I miss hanging out with that other family, but unable to carry on any longer due to certain issues. Peace the fork out!

And is it worth losing friends due to uncompromising issues? Who's running my life, you or me? Obviously me.

Parents are killing me. I need my peace!

Today met up with Faridah, Ina and Amin in the evening. We had dinner at Bugis and then we walked all the way to the Esplanade and hangout at the Coffee Bean outlet. Christmas decorations were already set up at the whole stretch of City Hall and there was a gigantic mutha effing huge Christmas Tree at Raffles building.

Then on the way home, I met up with LADC mates, Poca Cass Edwin WeiWei Adeline NG, to catch midnight movie at Tampines mall. We watch 'Tropical Thunder' and hell yeah it was a great movie. I literally laughed my ass off throughout the whole thing. Jack Black was fucking hilarious and Tom Cruise donned a fat suit to play a character way beyond the expectations. I recommend you guys to watch this but prepare for gory scenes as well as extreme vulgarities! hah.

Its time to sleep. Bye.

6 months gone, I'm done with the pills. I've sent back the relevant documents and I'll just have to wait again. I've already wasted alot of precious minutes. I'll pray for the best of it.


I hold back alot. damnit.


Breath you out
Breath you in
You keep coming back to tell me
you’re the one who could have been
and my eyes see it all so clear
It was long ago and far away but it never disappears
I try to put it in the past
Hold on to myself and don’t look back

I don’t wanna dream about
All the things that never were
Maybe I can live without
When I’m out from under
I don’t wanna feel the pain
What good would it do me now
I’ll get it all figured out
When I’m out from under

So let me go
Just let me fly away
Let me feel the space between us growing deeper
And much darker every day
Watch me now and I’ll be someone new
My heart will be unbroken
It will open up for everyone but you
Even when I cross the line
It's like a lie I’ve told a thousand times

And part of me still believes
When you ay you’re gonna stick around
And part of me still believes
We can find a way to work it out
But I know that we tried everything we could try
So let's just say goodbye
Forever

The start of the new month, November. Fuck, one more month till the new year. I need to be more organize lah. I'm freaking untidy, my stuffs are all over the place, my room is worst a mess. I'm resorting notebooks to save the situation and clearing off old clothes.

So when you clear off old stocks, you obviously need new stocks, yeah. A couple of things I need to get. Long list, loooooooong list means more money.

I just sent my phone for servicing earlier in the day. Frustrated as I've just bought the phone for less than 6 months. Now I'm using a classic phone, fucking classic nokia gadget.

Come to think about it, I'm not free on December 6. It's Lionel and Alicia's big event.

I am freaking tired.

Left shoulder injury possibly a muscle pull.

breakout session; which i fucking hate

and i'm still waiting....

I only realize there was a face detection function and micro settings after one year of using the digital camera. I felt dumb but I'm silly anyway.

So yeah pictures time!

Update one: TP cliques gathering.
everyone was there except joshua.

ju-on remake

Update two: Happy Geng Raya gathering.
Sorry Yuz for the screwing up part.

fail
haiz....

Update three: personal micro shots.


BYE.