Alrite. Now i can finally rest these brains of mine. Last paper just now was quite ok. I want to get better results than previous sems which was deem disaster!

Well actually now im bored, haha.

Maybe i can focus on what i want now. Haiz.

One last paper which is tomorrow. Then I can party hardcore for only about 5 days. And then back to school.

Life is indeed miserable. haha.

I rather have my schedule occupied than have to stay at home during the holidays.

The last few days have been hectic. I've yet to get my rest, let's not talk about studying. Haha.

Last paper is on Wednesday. I cant wait.

Make it end soon. I cant stand the distractions.

"I-ni Mi-ni My-ni Mo, Je-je-je Jesse Can!"

It has come to a point where it is not always about me. Why do i even think about that, huh ? I've finally come to understand with the situation right now.

Well hell yeah, now I'm addicted to 'Careless Whisper' by George Michael. Yikes !

2 more months. But i don't know how the outcome will turn out to be.

I am sick of all this shit.

Had a mini "Happy Geng" gathering at my workplace. It was great to meet them after so long. They were planning regarding the bah-galow issues.

Rebellion

Somehow i feel it has not been easy. Behind those smiles leads to a whole new story. It just keep coming back. remembranceofwhoiam

Oh ya. I'm a lil' bit deaf right now.

I've been thinking of changing the blog layout but just do not have the time to do so.

Exams are like in 5 days time and guess what, i don't feel like studying. Who does anyway?

The media has the ability to kill someone like it almost did kill her. Almost.

Truly lost for words. She's probably going through a rough period of her time right now. Be strong.

I was hoping for a well deserve break.

Its official. My course of study sucks. I won't be getting any holidays. I wont be relaxing. I wont be able to find work and earn more money. I won't be able to spend time with friends. Cos immediately 5 days after my last exam paper, i will have to go back to school to start on major project. Fcuk.

I've realised something. People tend to take advantage of someone's kindness. I am mentally bullied. Yes, you did this.

Its already past Valentine's Day and for your info I do not celebrate this occasion. However i was surprised that i receive gifts from friends. Never did i expected to receive a stalk of rose. haha. Well anyway thanks guys, Ahli Regan Vonne Wati Seige, because i had my fun.

This is from Seige for the 3 of us. So sweet. Black hershey for Wati. White hershey for Von. Pills for me.
my diet pills.
Im starting to read on this particular book.


thats all. well at least someone got a bouquet of roses!

Fcuk. I want to get brainwashed.

I had this short but wonderful dream two nights ago. haiz. It wont materialize anyway.

I'm taking each step at time towards my goal. I will work my way through. Only time will tell.

I'll be working my ass off for the remaining 4 days in school and i will be done with all these nonsense! haha.

I had a great time hanging out with my friends. But it makes me only die soon. haha.

nites.

I hope that you're fine, Faridah.

Give me a high five the next time i see you.

You scared the hell out of me yesterday night. However still, it was good that you let it all out rather than to suffer in silence. I know how you feel.

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Gemini:
"When you are ready, you will get a chance to prove yourself. Until then, keep preparing and practising. Knowing something backwards and forwards gives you a kind of confidence that is absolutely irreplaceable."

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Lesson learnt: Not all crooks are fcukers. Not until you get to know them. Dont misjudge someone based on the appearance cos apparently looks can be deceptive.

To end up this post, here's sum pics from last night. Anything aah.

I think i need guidance. Nevertheless, I have to learn to be independent. Still hoping to make the right decisions. I will try.

Barely left with only 2 weeks of school. Then come the exams and finally holidays.

Learning new things to gain more knowlegde. I will.

Wow. 6 longs years. I have given up of finding this very good old buddy of mine way back then in primary school where we were still fucking "slenger" to the core playing catching during recess time.

I guess its a sign. Like ive stated in my previous post, i wanted someone to talk to. Well God gave me one. My old buddy, Mohd. Zulkefle bin Sulaiman. I hope i guess this right. Thanks man old buddy.

I want to get it. I will work hard for it.

Now i finally know what it's like.

The atmosphere, the booze, the dance, the experience.

I am scared. I need someone to talk to.

Seige, Von, Wati, Josh, Nj, Yana, I still think i have a big head. I'm thinking of going for skull reconstruction. Do support me guys.

I foresee I'm going to have two sleepless nights.