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Today, somehow or another, i couldnt get myself to sleep after my prayers. Twist. Turn. Twirl. no effect. I resort to the computer intending to mix the song for upcoming performance. It was only until 0941 am where i got a call from my workplace.

manager : fir, where are you?
fir : at home-ah.
manager : you not working??
fir : later right at 5?

d-a-m-n. Thats when i realised that oh-well im supposed to work morning shift today at 0900am. I rushed down to only reached at 1031am. I'm always late for work! Tomorow will be the day I will leave the house an hour earlier before check in.

It was a very busy day. Totally alot of customers. I had to pay back my 1h 30mins by heading my way to Republic Plaza to collect some stocks. Once reached, I was told make another trip to Red Dot to collect another stock.

I've been to Red Dot before for some flea markets. I talked to the manager, alamak. I talked to the other staff, alamak. aku seram. No offence. Sometimes im very intimidated by those guys. No offence again but its true. Im not criticising but im stating a fact. The part where i have to go off was the most nervewrecking experience ever. I guess im just being naive.

I took the cab back to Parkway and shortly i checked out and went back home.

I was watching the repeated telecast of SI since i was working that day. To my horror, a bat, yes a bat, came in flying into my house! And it keeps flying in a circular direction like "die tawaf". This is the second time a bat came into the house. Im still in a state of shock where i refused to get out from my room. I'll have to wait until my parents are back. There's too many insects and animals in this house! i only allow cats! cats not bats. You spoiled my plan of watching SI. You see, I missed it again.

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Hibernating at home. I prefer to work but there's nothing that i can do when given a day off. No sorry, two days off to be exact. damn. Its boring and lifeless to stay at home. Adobe photoshop is my form of companion, my best friend. Today i created a new blog skin for those who have been bugging me to do one for them. cough *kelingbitch* cough.



*click for larger view

Anyone wants it? Of course, i can enhance it for you for sure.

I cant stand being at home!

I did not get the chance to watch Singapore Idol Final shows. I was prolly busy working at that moment of time. Still, i was juggling myself between working and sneakily listening to the radio that telecast SI. Im very proud that Hady won hands down. Its not like he doesnt deserves it. Its only to those people, cough *sabrinagiler* cough, that thinks he doesnt deserves the title. Ok whatever, it's over right? Luckily thank god there's YouTube. I merely watched the performances through that website. The whole event wasnt as hype as the first one, isnt it? Okok again, its already over.

Once again, I cant stand being at home!

Maybe because im so used to the working environment that i always feel i want to be there. In fact, Ive been breaking fast more at workplace than at home. haha.

I cannot wait to hold on that Giordano shirt that kelingbitch wants. Im going to get it first! haha. Im actually quite impressed with the range of clothing Giordano is selling right now. I just need that shirt.

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I dig this new song from Janet Jackson's new album, 20 Y.O. , entitled So Excited. The melody is so excited yet so addictive. Ok now, I'm off to work.

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So now I've changed my blogskin again. I took the whole day to do it. I like it. Enjoy guys.

N.J. = keling bitch

She obviously has learnt all she could from me. From those super-bashing to some unfunny teasing which showed a lil bit of effort(kudos!!) put in to entertain her beloved faithful readers. Not to forget, she is self-proclaimedly belongs to Hady and Taufik. I personally think this situation is not the case of opposite attracts(black n white), but it's definitely a case of confused mismatching. Lord help this sista. Mercy on me.

Why am I feeling sad?

It comes to the point where I have to question myself.

Maybe I expected to much.

I have to change myself.

I'll just forget about this and everything will be fine.

:: i will work harder in the future to prove my worth. let the torture begins. i will be back. ::

I need a haircut.

I need new clothes.

I need new jeans.

I need money.

I think i need another job.

From the above, it all leads to m-o-n-e-y.

fcuking bitch, respect the fasting month moron.

It's been two days since i started working and I've got to admit that I enjoyed working there. Probably due to the environment and my colleagues are a fun bunch of guys.

Im very relieved that we're not joining the competition. And that makes up a whole chunk of burden of my shoulder!

Next week is the start of Ramadan which means fasting, yeah! suspects, do plan out early so i can take leave.

thats all. nites.

You Have a Choleric Temperament
You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things. [true]
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. [true]

You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall. [true]
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.

At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion. [true, yuz u know it]
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

Have a safe journey guys. Come back safely also.

I should be contented with what i have but it seems that humans are never happy with their life.

I don't want my emotions to get the better of me. It's a matter of controlling myself.

Check this out guys. It funny, i can't stop laughing. By the way i didn't do this. Im jus way behind time. Click Here

My advice is not to watch Little Man at the movies. Completely waste of precious money.

nites

boo-hoo!

Not only have i did badly for my exams, but i did not manage to score well for this subject which i probably thought is my forte. I really need to buck up next semester.

My heart goes out to those who didn't excel and those who have to take supp papers at this moment of time where you probably having a well deserved break from all those mind-freaking books.

I just feel that something is not right. Only time will tell.

I headed my way for the first time to Mediacorp Centre to do some survey discussion. It ended late at about 7 pm. It was a good new experience for me. Thanks bah. I have money already. hah. My phone can now operates normally. Oh ya. i met Hady.

Hopefully i get a job by end of this week. I rather earn money than doing nothing.

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Started my day by going out with my beloved poly mates. We went to a flea market at Tanjong Pagar which reminds me of you-know-what. It didn't live up to its name of a flea market because the whole place was kind of a modernised flea market. It was very interesting as the products sold wasn't like those you would find at a typical flea market. There were cool gadgets, accessories and etc. Then we went off to Orchard and did some window shopping. At around 7 i left to meet the other group for the Overdrive competition. Overall, it was a very competitive one with quite a number of strong groups, unique individuals. Met alot of fellow peeps which i missed.


















something's amiss here. i don't know what. can you guys help me out with this?











Red Alert !!
beware of a man whose on the wanted list in Singapore. I heard he was a subutex addict on the loose. or maybe i was wrong. He didn't keep to his promise to bring sexy back. damn. beware guys.




ok lah. crap. hady penat ah. i need my sleep. nites.

Now that Paul is no longer in the competition, i guess it's time for some serious shit. Of the 3, im rooting for Jasmine and Hady to get in the finals but i have this strong feelings that Jon will be in the finals. The one left spot is very unpredictable.

I watched Snakes on A Plane. It was a good hardcore action movie.

I attended EVSS band pop today after my prayers. I really miss the times where i was in charge of the band with bah. It brings me alot of memories. I miss playing my saxaphone. I miss the band members. Kudos to the new leaders. You guys deserves to be leaders because you're meant to be one.

I cannot do any outgoing calls or smses because ive yet to pay my bills fully. Its going to be one major disadvantage for me. so guys call me instead of sms. thanks

nites. have a good weekend.

Nothing much to post lately. Still on the quest of finding the 'right' job. I can't possibly do nothing during this holidays. I need the money! I need to do something to improve my ...... haha.

Vote for Hady guys. and im a fan of Jasmine now. haha.

Oh ya, want to add on something. I can't believe Paul is also a Britney fan. haha.

First of all,

my present for you is, as ive said earlier, is Joakim's 'dignified exit'.

I can't really think of a topic today but i do remember i did have something in mind to post. Oh yah! I got it. Im sad that Steve Irwin is now dead. He died after he was stung by a stingray. His job pose lots of risk but despite this, its the passion of doing it keeps him going on. But now he's gone. R.I.P.

I had to rushed for my Aunt's Place at Bishan for kenduri. It was already late and i took the mrt to reach my destination. Upon arriving, i was wondering why the lights were off as from far i can see the unit apartment of my Aunt's place. I confidently thought that maybe the event is over but to find out that it was held at her daughter's place at Sengkang! damn. I ended up taking a cab there which was sponsored. haha. I arrive around 10:30pm and everyone kind of starts to clean up. Help out since i was not there the whole day. The baby was cute, duh all babies are cute.

I slept over at her place and only went back home this afternoon. And now i do not know what to do.

Update: I came to realise that i missed my grandfather. I realise now how much of an importance he was in the past. He's the pillar to bringing the whole family together. Now that he's gone, things have not been right. There's always clashes between the siblings. I wish to put a stop to this but there's so mush that i do which will not materialize. i missed him.

if you're not happy, i guess there's nothing i can do.

it wasnt a dignified exit. he was meant to leave way loooong time ago. sob sob sabrina.

My exams are over. Im happy its finally over but also sad to know that i wont score for this exams. I know it myself.

Well anyways, yesterday a funny incident occured. I must say there is some trueness where one's attitude changes towards different people or environment or etc. Like me myself. I tend to be quiet when im in an environment where im new at. Its a matter of how soft and delicate one can turned into where on the other hand one is aggresive in nature.

I guess this song is for you, Yana. ( oh Shit!! )

p.s sorry for the offensive and dirty lyrics.