time check : 0838 AM

I'm down with one paper left. I don't want to take any supp papers.

Next paper is tomorrow and I've yet to study.

CSI last episode was super-duper marvelous. Of course when it's directed by the man himself, Quentin Tarantino. Been lovin his work since Kill Bill. He should make a drama of CSI kind on his own.

I want to find a job.

bye.

time check: 0119 AM

I am currently in love with this song from Christina, Save Me From Myself. try giving it a listen. I dunno why but that song stucks in my head. the lyrics though is very deep and meaningful.

currently taking a break from studying. going to get back soon. i simply cant wait til thursday and ill be free from all those studying freaks.

im thinking of ways how to sent the album of Snow Patrol to those who wants it. Any ideas ?

goodluck to syam's grp for tomorrow(todae i guess) Overdrive auditions. and also those who i knoe joining.

save me from myself.

nites.

Nurul didnt make the cut. There's still Hady to hope for. I voted ! , one vote for hady. haha. Long live Joakim, you'll not only get criticize yet again, maybe you'll survive yet another week. There goes your self-esteem.

I got hold onto Christina Aguilera's new album, 'Back to Basics', and i must say im impressed that its actually quite a good album. As always, its her vocals that bring out the power of each songs. But i still wont be a fan ah, still devoted to Britney. heh. Im trying to get the full album of Justin Timeberlake, still in the process. Yet another good album, worthy of the grammies i must say. seige, u want ? heh !

Today, in the morning i watched the movie 'My Super Ex-Girlfriend'. heh. one great movie and its funny. The movie doesnt really make sense as its not realistic but who cares, i enjoyed it ! still on my waiting list is 'The Breakup'. maybe i'll watched it tomorrow.

i still have yet to really put myself in study mode. mugging in the weekends.

nites.

My quest to study in school failed miserably as the study session turned to be a 'gossip' session. It wasnt entirely gossiping, we still chat about our future, our dreams (!!!) and our trip to U.S.A, Thailand, Bangkok and JB. Im eager to get out of Singapore as ive never step foot out of here. Its been so long since i went to JB also. I really want to go Bangkok because of shopping

Moving on, i had dinner with Yana and NJ(who seems quite cheerful. good) at KFC. I was forced since yana want to break her fast and 'kempunan' ayam. My mind wasnt in peace as i had to missed my newly favourite chinese 7pm tv show.

And i rushed home(yet again) to catch Singapore Idol. Luckily i didnt missed much. As usual, im amazed by how wonderful singer Hady is. lagu feeling beb. Florence comment to Joakim was so true but she gave it in a polite manner. Hady the best lah, undisputed best singer of the show. Vote for him, guys. I did what i should.

i spent the whole weekend watchin movies!

3 movies to be exact. Cars, The Lake House and John Tucker Must Die. haha. all for free.

after 3 days hibernating at home, i finally step out of the house making my way to Shing Shiong. bole lah.

i have 3 exam papers to mug for.

wad else. oh ya. i need my phone back.

nites.

Today is officially the last day of school. I cannot get to eat my chicken rice at IT school anymore. No more lunch at design school. oh-damn! Im going to miss school food. Next week is start of my one week study week. Study all night long.

I'm doing a janet. I need to relax to release all the stress in me. I need....

I came to school today to attend a presentation by my classamtes which i have already completed last week. It lasted for barely an hour and we were free to go. I had my early lunch and i went back home . nothing to do since projects are all completed. Now i feel bored. And i had to came back cos i had to do a show in evening. Exhausted.

I actually hurried myself home to catch Singapore Idol. I shan't say that i'm obsessed with that show its just that i'm still/just not satisfied with last week Rahimah's departure. Its not only unfair but it also shows that Singapore doesn't really care about talents. no offence sadly its true. I'm pissed off that Mathilda is out now. So much talent yet unfortunate. At least Jasmine has improved. The two most undeserving ones still have yet to be kicked out. I will explode if Hady's out. Now it's not the time for me to vote him. I wanna save money. haha

nites.

i wish i could help, but i can only do this much as a friend. love can both represents happiness as well as sadness. one feel happy to be in love, on the other hand one feel sad when the love is gone. it really pains me how she is able to go through this phase all by herself knowing that she is not even strong herself. to add on, its even surprising how she is able to move on from the past though for sure it still hurts on the inside. the outer layer is just a pure imagination of deception. brace yourself gerl.

listen to: Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol

one more project submitted. im still left with drama which is tomorrow. there's still lab test this cumin friday and then im free. however there's still exams to dread for. haiz. bring on the holidays i cannot wait. yesterday was simply great plus a good experience! after that there was a buffet for us, but unfortunately i wasn't that hungry. i dunno why. chocolates were the best.

thats all. en su galeria

haiz. have to remove the previous post cos people are offended.it makes me sound like sore loser. agreed. but it wasnt. apology.

back to reality. me and family went to some hospital i cannot recall the name to visit my cousin who just gave birth to a baby girl yesterday. her name is Natasha Arina. unique. then came along other cousins together with their little babies. it was babies haven just now with about 4 babies in one single room. it looks funny cos time goes so fast that i didnt realise they alreadi have babies. all those young couples carrying their babies are very cute to look at and it absolutely make my day. tommorow is back to school which means back to stress. goodnite.

oh ya. my body fucking aches.

Majulah Singapura!

eh boleh-belah-lah! ok crap. So today is National Day so its no-school day. at last im able to rest my mind from from all those projects, not quite true. haha. handed up Java project. quite a relieve. only left with one more project which is due next week and my group have no idea of doing it. going to my aunt;s place to celebrate her birthday which falls on today. cool to be given birth on national day. i cannot wait for the holidays. i just want to relax.

time check: 11:47pm

just came back from Joyce Guo's chalet-cum-Birthdae party. i kind like expected this to be a 407 reunion. alot of people were there. majority from class 407 and my 208 class also. i really enjoyed myself. bring out the playful time we had during those secondary school days. we're just a bunch of fun playful people! haha. i was happy to meet Deheng after way too long! we're just childish. and i also ate something that is terrible! fuck. klah i have to go.

back to javaing. nites.

yeah-ness: Java is almost complete!

nay-ness: totally neglected other projects. Im still left with drama play and mobcomp! fuck man.

Happy Belated 18th Birthdae to Joyce Guo!!

I plea for janet to come home. Please come home honey. I have to admit, i miss you. I miss your touch, your presence and its really starting to bug me. I pray for your safe homecoming. may you come home safely and also in one peace. I may sound ridiculous, but for once, I am serious about this. janet please come home. its about time......