artist: natasha bedingfield
song: i bruise easily

Oh...yeah
My skin is like a map, where my heart has been
And I can't hide the marks, but it's not a negative thing
So I lay down my guard, drop my defenses, down by my clothes
I'm learning to fall, with no safety net, to cushion the blow

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me
There's a mark you leave, like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily, I bruise easily

I found your finger prints on a glass of wine
Do your know ur leaving them all over this heart of mine too
If I never take this leap of faith I'll never know
So I'm learning to fall with no safety net to cushion the blow

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you hande me
There's a mark you leave, like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily, I bruise easily

Anyone who, can touch you, can hurt you, or heal you
Anyone who, can reach you, can love you, or leave you

So be gentle
So be gentle
So be gentle
So be gentle

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me
There's a mark you leave, like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily, I bruise easily

I bruise easily, so be gentle when you hande me
There's a mark you leave, like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily, can't scratch the surface without moving me
Underneath I bruise easily, I bruise easily
I bruise easily
I bruise easily

hey guys... a lil' update.... nothing really significant happened todae... erm.. went to TBC to send in my form.... went wif hakim, bah n sam.... then after tat went to DW to send in another deposit.. heard a bad news tat shocked me... n now im in a dilemma....

what shld i do.....

im gonna die....

my last day at work after workin for merely 2 days...

sob sob.. haha...not feeling sad cos yesterdae was my last day.. haha... well anyways... yesterdae was much more tougher.... yesterdae one was at Giant at Turf City... the place like racing track... the shutter bus have to go round n round.. haha... then have to report all.. as usual... reportin takes time.... we masok ard 1030 +++pm..

theres this guy whom me hakim n sam tot like a nice guy.. skali when he talk onli, wah stuck up... n his name is A R Nobert[ pronounced as No-Bird!] hahahaha..... okok.. so firtly i was assigned at the kitchen2 area... quite alrite for counting like wok pans all.. skali kena the plates all... damn... luckily it was onli the second check.. i didnt realli check lah.. wastin my time... my eyes also droopin due to lack of sleep...

then Dominic[agent] send me to the skincare area... cos my area finish...there more worse.... have to take out all the products from inside... imagine counting those small2 products... haiz... but wad to do.. work is work....

but the most memorable area is the condom area.... ahaha....discover somethin abt the condom..

1. theres alot of flavours... eg Mango[???? wad the heck????]

2.theres expiry date!!

cant believe that condom also have expiry date... somethin new....the also lubricant!! hahaha...kinda funni workin at that area.. then theres this guy lah[ abg2] he makes jokes all.. so it aint borin also ah....

then 2 am i the mornin was our lunch... gt Nasi Lemak.... breakin record: my earliest breakfast! haha...nasi lemak also quite alot.. then chill2 ah....

then do back my work... help the other areas... the faster they finish the earlier can go home... Nobert ordered me ard[asshole bitch] pick up rubbish all... cardboards.. then shortly joined by sam n hakim all... n the rest.. doin basically nothin.. as all the work is done.... play play abit...

Hakim dah nanyok! serious... otak tak betol... bebel die...where gt such ting where the song lyrics gt these words: rambot basah...... rubbish rite... nyanyok...

then after tat.. can go home lah.... collect back ic...then walk out from turf city... luckily theres a str8 bus home 67 n 66! my lucki day! slept in the bus... siallah.. terok.....

oh ya... reached home ard 9.. was supposed to meet Danni at 1130am... he wanted to go TP... cos gt stuff to do.. skali i fell asleep! damn! woke up ard 1pm.. see hp...2 miss calls...Danni... siallah...call him.. but luckily he understand... thanks ar brotha.....

now im not tired by my muscles are aching... due to exertion! ahaha.. cebah... penat.. but atlast tonite i can watch my chinese drama!! i miss it!!

my first dosed workin as a stock checker...

well.. it aint bad as i tot... seriously... in fact i quite enjoyed it actualli...... okok... so like 845 was supposed to be hisam n hakim for work at mrt bedok... damn.. we reaced damn earli.. was supposed to report at 0950... we kinda reached there ard 0915.. so chill2 first ah.. drank kopi lah...

then report for work.. have to queue for our passes.. bla bla bla... start work ah.. im under this guy named Chua...not fierce.. im very scared of kena sacked on the day itself.. cos it happens to one of the workers there... haha.... so started i was located to check the bags first... okok.. its still quite alrite ah.. bags wad.. quite simple..... im doin a second check... the first one is done by someone else... aiya.. they keep buggin me cos if i finished fast, they can go home earli too...kinda felt irritated...

so when i completed tat place... chua assigned me to the toys section.. i like TOYS! yes i do... but skali when i kena the small car toys, DAMN! realli damn! n its not jus a little.... theres 9 rows wif abt 20 columns! damn! haha.... luckily i gt patience...[do i?] have to count slowly which i dun tink so.. i like to do things fast.... after finished doin the toys... gt alot of other toys...i had a hard time countin those boxes where they are put together n u have to count them.... HOW? oh ya.. made frens wif two person CJ n Alex.. nice people.. they were one whu tot me to cheat! haha... u dun realli need to count lah... its not as if boss gonna check thorougly.... As IF! in fact he's alreadi at home dozin! Cj n Alex work at an ealier time ah... then thers these 3 guys... work the same shift as us... shld be from SP... Idris... n also this guy name Wan waitin for NS enlisting... its all guys... DAMN!

okok.. then after completed the toys section... it was the Damn-That-Section i was given.... sports.. u tink its easy? wad till u have to count soccer balls... basket balls.... all in one cage.. u have to take out the balls.. n count them...n come next to my FEAR FACTOR! countin GOLFBALLS!! shit man... it was alreadi counted.. thers 714 white balls! imagine i have to recount? n tats onli white balls.. theres still the color balls... so i jus followed the previous countin... n the sports section is damn messy ah... bodoh.. penat jugak aku...

then i gt to help this mama guy ah workin as a scanner... have to scan every products... this is easy ah.. stick wif him for the rest of they day ah... tat guy also can lah.. tok to him in malay.... he also like dun realli care abt his job... imagine if uve to scanned like wad, 10000 products.. haiz... then we even had the time to slack ah.. hakim's never endin phrase "Putra Kombat!" like wads that?? mepek gile nye....die kacau aku lagik! kong aja.. i had my revenge by putting a sticker on his ass... thats like my most professional job! [ive done tat alot of time!] he didnt realised it until a guy tegor us... n damn... it was funni....n sam gt the most fun area!! CDs!! siallah.. aku nak joget! hahaha.....

hopefulli todae aint gonna be worser than yesterdae.. its gonna be at Giant at Turf City... any idea where it is? haiz... i slept like from 10 am up to 4 pm... thats alot! haha.... ookok.. i MISSED my desperate Housewife!!! n my chinese drama!!! damn!!!!

Speech Day? more of Security-Tight Day...

so todae... plannin to go Speech day at my beloved EVSS.... ya like real... sucks to the core.... after pray.. met NJ n siti at small mac... n the rest also ah... walk to school from interchange.... as usual.. gab is irritating to the core... ya wadever....

upon reachin the gate... that cibai-faced security guard who nvr changed his clothes always wearin his yellow tshirt house was guarding the gate..... only tose wif invitation cards are allowed in... damn him.... almost tot it was a wasted trip.......

luckily NJ had some underworld contacts to help her n the rest of us in illegally into the sch...... thers some secret passage ways that obviously i dunno..... im feelin so bad.... first it was the Dancewerks now is tis thingy... ok.. back to the topic... so even though we're in the sch premises... i still do feel insecure.... i went to my band lah at first... talk2 wif them.. miss them... they brag to me abt their achivement on winnin the silver... yeah yeah wadever!! hahaz.... show off!!


from left.. kaijin.. peipei[ newly posted drum major ] jasmine [newly posted band major ] n the nvr endin irritatin aaron....


this is my beloved section... i so miss them!! haha.... vivian.. seri ayu.. wee teck..Fuckin Nathan... Asshole haziq... my gerlfren at the back... hi nadia.. hahaz!


its me n my favourite junior!!vivian.... i missed teasin her.. makin her angry....

then we chatted at the second floor ar... gt alot of those from 407... me.. sam. hakim. kenneth. gab. fucker-imatation-of-cohen-adil NJ.. Siti... talk2... then somemore came... yee teng.. sabby.. rebonded meihuey.. pris... cindy telok came also... the the parade start.. so okok.... the GOH so small... NPCC... BB lagik small.. onli gt 4 rows... n the VIP was Sujana's ex 406 sis... i jus found out from sabrina 406... Sujita Prasad.....okok.. pity tat i didnt managed to see the parade from top.. always like tat... cos all these yrs band is always at the back of the parade.... so after the parade ended we chill in sch first.. theres this irritatin-PETITE teacher who keep questionin us... wei helo... we're from evss... we came even b4 u.. bitch... luckily zul gt Mr Au to help us.... oh ya.. yana-the-one-whose-supposed-to-go-New York-yet-I-see-her-in-EVSS also came... that bitch lied to me... damn her!! haha... she took pictures wif NJ-who-desperately-wants-pictures!


this is yana in green TOP while miss desperate in Radiant PInk... my eyes were in pain...
[p.s. i know ure goin to right click n save the pic! but think b4 u do it... to that person! hahaha!!!]


thats Seth Cohen's clone... mutha fucker Adil.... beside is the-guy-who-didnt-changed-his-clothes-from-the-previous-day, Gabriel..n the saint [at least his better than the other 2 assholes!] Hisam....


well.. thats me wif ms keling.. eh sori... ms NJ... Nadia JengJeng! shes tryin to act cute.. i can see.... n dun click the rite mouse!! i knoe ure doin it now!!!!

then we went to ntuc... zuls buyin Hidayah's mum somethin since she's sick... ok.. follow ar....


she auditionin to become the new ambassador of Soup Campbell.. but sadly.. she was rejected... hahahax!


at least Zul did better at this one... hey nyonya...... main selit jek! hahah...


met Malar... she was wif her father.. so long never see her....


gab lookin at thos cereal... possibly buyin it for his ahma.. he's a filial grandson...


heres another shot of malar... together wif NJ.......


this shld be an intrestin pic... we look like ghost.. n wad the hell NJ smiling abt.... sometin to discover....

so after tat we went home.. since theres nothin for us to do alreadi.... i cant wait for another outin... miss my frens.....

p.s. oh ya to that Eh-bodoh-person: suke ati ko lah kalo ko tak suke ke ape kan... why dun ko tulis anta kat newspaper.. somethin gd.. well.. tapi nak katekan kan ko pon memang bodoh ar...kalo ko tak suke kat aku asal ko dtg blog aku... bengap siak..... lagipon aku dah malas nak layan ko...ko niebetine ke? atau jantan? skali transexual! hahaha...

one heck of a day....

so todae i went out wif NJ n Ida for job huntin.... i knoe.. school gonna start in less than a month.. but wad the heck.. i still need money rite.... pls give me a job!! so.. firstly... meetin them at MRT Tampines.... i wanna try the Guardian at Century Square... sadly dun have... surely bias... haiz.. so went ard tampines first... go TM... went to GV... yeah.. gt the application form.. all 3 of us fill up ah...hopefulli i get this one... my dream job!! haha.... ida wanted to be cleaner... so she can have the opportunity to find some phones which are left behind by pple.... hahaha.. i was kinda intrested in the projector one.. haha.. easy job also wad..... have to take care of the film onli... so after tat.. we went to Changi Airport.... took the train... reached at teminal 2.... im not sure of the place.. long time nvr come.. luckily we have heroin NJ to the rescue.. she used to work there mah.. ok... so we went ard the place first... walk2... ida wanted to go to this place called the VIP sometin2.... cant remember.. we got lost ah.. we ask for directions at this reception table... makkau... this women whom isnt local.... shes either french or german....

fir:" excuse me... can i know wheres the VIP somethin2......."

French Women: "oh..... u wanna 'wok'?" [ she has this accent which we dun realli understand ] which was supposed to be walk....

3 of us stared at her....

French Women: hey... im askin..... u wanna 'wok' or u have cars?

fir: oh! walk!

haha.... so did u get the joke? it was funni... but luckily she was also funni.... she make jokes also.... but i cant stand it.... the 'Wok' thingy.... its means something else...!! hahahah.... we cant stop laughin after tat...

so after tat... we went to eat at BK... eat alot... okok.... then.. we went to Guardian there also.... write down our particulars.... hopefulli they will call also!! Guardian also ok wad... then we went to terminal one.... haiz.. ida n NJ never endin lookin at guys.... not locals... theres eurasion then theres 2 guys whom NJ tot was Hawaiian.... but i heard them speakin malay... haha...

then we head off to City hall..... wanted to fo to Watson HQ... we were so stupid nvr realise the time.. it was alreadi like 5 plus... office hours over.. the receptionist tol us to come tomolo.. forget it lah.... malas aku nak turun lagik..... then after tat went to coffebean.... then went home......

cant wait for this fridaes speech day!!!

All Hail Feminis'ma!!

at last i update my blog again... okok... nupdate abt yesterdae.... went out to meet Ida Yana n Bah at the Mrt tamp first.. then meet the rest.. Hajar[ the SEXY ] NJ Firziana n Amal.. then went off to Expo together.. n u knoe wad.. we were freakin early..... we were the first few ones to reach.. we meet nenek Fina... haha.. we didnt knoe that until Syam tol us.. so since we were early.. we caught a glimpse of the dancewerks ah... havin rehearsal.... bla bla bla... until 5 plus.... start to line up alreadi... dun ask how we gt in.. cos i dun wanna get caught for typin here!! haha ask me personally...

all the evss budak2 sit at the front centre area.... claris sume kat blakang... haiya.... alot ah.... it was very mendak in the beginin.... then until the show realli start.... Catergory 2: secondary Schools... started wif Juying's Lil Freaks....Dope... i tink they did better in their prelims... i like Lil Nuts.... they are so cute man.. gottta be from lower sec..... bla bla bla... Feminis'ma trun to perform after Loyang... wow.... ever since ive not been goin to their prac.. so i have yet to see them... their dance... i was impressed man!! wow.... haha.. i like the Fan part!!! ah!!! best expressions was from Bones!! haha.. im not biased... but u might not have seen her expressions yesterdae!!! haha..... realli powerful!! they were superb... along wif the audience.. further more wif the audience from EVSS!!!! hahaha...... after tat was the open catergory.... some realli borin ones... funni also have... hahah... me Yana n Ida were like judges.. comment on everyone of them... critised to be exact!! haha.... Dapne n Leandra perform.... leandra was way much better... okok wadver... the host Daniel Ong n Carrie chong.... some GIGGLES to spot on Daniel ONg... very lame also!! haha...

aiya... Femis'ma emerged 3rd of the whole nation!! yeah!! another new achievement!!! very proud of them.. am very sad tat i didnt brin my camera... haiz...use camera phone also useless..... not clear..... so after that we went home.... tired lah of all the shoutin n screamin.... haha... so guys... bye!!!!

so todae.. i went to TP first to send in my enrolment package.. todae last day.. i so like to do things last minute....

then i went out wif ZUl.... went to Sim Lim... he wanted to find his thing for his laptop... while im goin to buy my mp3... bought it at last.. P.S. Bah.. aku dah beli dah!! haha.... okok... so after that went to eat at Zam Zam... then after tat went home... zul went to meet Dayah n her family... mcm dah kahwin gitu... haha.... ok...

tomolo goin for checkup... have to take my BP again... haiz.... i have High Blood Pressure.. shld be by hereditary.. my mum have it... i scared i kena Diabetes... it runs in my fathers blood..... haiya... harap2 BP low ah besok..... ok lah thats all...

im happy...

jus heard a very gd news from Daniel.... EVSS band gt Silver for SYF!! yeah!! im happy for them.. very happi... yeah... very unexpected!! yet im happi for them... they were very happi n i can hear them screamin on the phone.... haha.... very happi n proud of them......

not in the mood...

not in the mood to blog much... jus wanna have a quick update..... abt the guy/gerl named EH bodoh....i gt the feeling i know whu u are..... dun tink im stupid.. i wont reveal ur name.... expect the unexpected...n to say tis.. i nvr care much feminisma... thats all... n stop slamming Boi... tu die nye pasal ah nak suke2 kan feminisma.... kan fan... bodoh!

STAR WARS!!!

yeah... i was watching Star Was epi 1 todae on tv.... since theres no other great shows televised..... n hell yeah... im so back liking that show again! i was a fan last time lah.. haha... then now after i watched again that show, my, how eager am i to watch the highly anticipated movie thats comin soon!! i cant wait for the new star wars movie... Episode 3... i watched the last 2 movies at the cinema ok... no pirated cds!!! since im a fan... n now i have to save alot of money to watch movies that are comin.... Fantastic Four n also Star wars are hot favourite... cant wait!!

helo.... is saturdae.. actualli its sundae alreadi.... now is 1:51 am.... jus finished palyin a game which im addicted to... Hitman 2... it was supposed to be Matrix, but i was cheated when i downloaded it.. but afterall, the game is quite fun..... i played from jus now ard 10 up til now.... ok... lets talk abt todae..

nuthin happen in the mornin n afternoon... i was lazing around.... then at nite i went out wif my siblings to Tamp... wanted to buy MP3... but to no available...im goin to Parkway tomolo.. i hope that sis of mine give me the money in time so i dun have to waste time again goin on a wasted trip like todae.. she emphasise tat she must be there on the purchase of the MP3.... stupid rite... waste time...ok heck.. went to TM n CS... wah alot of ppl.. i tot they will watched Miss Singapore or wad.. anyway, who won? nvm.. oh ya.. saw my exclassmate, Chitra;sexy lady!, n found out that shes also in YJC same as Nadia H.... good lah....miss her.... then after tat went home...

thats when i started playin Hitman on the comp... anyway my relatives were there when we reached home.... as usual... prefer to stick my head to the comp instead...n i didnt stop playin up til now... gd... tis game is good.. but if it was Matrix, it would have been better!! im still waitin for that game to finish downloadin.... its takin ages... ok lah.. thats all!!!!

todae i went out....to the mosque... sembahyang fridae.... haha... okok.. then after tat went to zul's place...play table tennis..... haha.. then play playstation....then went home....

aiya.. so borin nowadays.... wantin to find a job....but im stupid.... haiz.... i tink TP starts ard june.. still gt 2 months..... i realli wanna get job....

dunno wad happen to my frens all.. nadia in YJC... bah is off to bintan.. the rest... dunno lah.... aiyo..