American Shocker!

hello.... was watching American Idol on cable... jus finished shortly.... so i intende to blog bcos of the shock i got... hey...

bottom 3 this week was :
Jesicca Sierra
Anwar
Nadia

n u knoe who's out?? nope.. its not nadia.... she gt to return to her place leavin Anwar n Jessica in the bottom 2... wow.. thats a shocker for me alreadi... one is ver gd, Anwar, while the other is one of the judges favourite, Jessica...... haha.. very unexpected...i tot this week shld have been Nadia.... she's not very consistence...... Anwar? nope... shldnt be in the btm 2 also.. one of the male best vocals...oh ya.. It shld also have been Anthony... very the lau yar! but jesicca was voted off... so gdbye... i dun like her anyway.. i like Vonzell!!

Man Is Always Greedy... I Agree.....

mornin ppl..... its 3.09 in the mornin... n im still awake.. dunno why even though i went out the whole day... todae. i wentto help syam do extensions for his fren at Sembawang... nvr been there b4.. so i was like a foreigner at a foreign place.... saw Ann Poh... an ex-mediaworks artiste.. had a taste of wad she will look like w/o makeup... further more she was wearin the mediaworks jersey... then went to syam's fren, Atikah place... her fren wanna do extension.. it lasted for abt 4 hours... quite a record.... cos the last time we did last for abt 6 hrs... had fun there.... atika's fren, Ema n the other one i dunno her name... Ema is a Bimbo... sebiji mcm Dila... i cant believe it.. they were very funni lah... aiyo.. cute also...

after finished doin her hair.. then went home... went to woodlands Interchange.. then take bus 168 to home... exactly str8 to my house... so syam was hungry... followed him eat at LGS... i didnt eat.. safe money mah... so i went sight seeing.. on ppl... wow... surprise... ppl in the west are quite different from ppl in the east..... even though we're in the same country....can see a line btw the east n the west.... so bla bla bla.. take the bus... American Idol was on the tvmobile..... oohh!! miss half the show alreadi... anyways it wasnt clear.... my favourite Vonzell which was syam's also.. so coincidence... so i tol him something... Vonzell is like Trenyce from season 2... n he agreed... in fact Trenyce was his favourite also.. again... coincidence..... even more coincidence.... Vonzell sang the same song as Trenyce... I Have Nothing.... that song really brin up Trenyce.. n Vonzell shined tonite!!! my hot pick... my eyes were itching at the sight of Anthony Fedorov Green Tshirt.. urrrgh!! ads wif the color... it looks like its glowin.... doesnt match his skin color...n Nikko also was gd... sang Code Red's Can We Talk.... wow.... i tink btm 3: Nadia, Constatine n Anthony.... aiya.. anything lah....

so i reached home... my father's siblings were there... as usual... i miss my Chinese drama 9pm... my American Idol n also my Amazing Race... so hoping to watch them tomolo on cable.... n i was also busy teaching Bah's abt blog attiquetes...is it the rite spellin?? hehe... so damn frustratin.. ask so many question!!! mak kau...but it shld be alrite for amateur.. i was once like that too.. so cant complain..... oh ya.. here's the link to his blog...so give him a visit aite...

so im out.... goin to sleep.. have too.. bye!!

Delights!!!!

hello all.... time for updates..... well todae.....firstly i followed Zul go to Mendaki to get a form for Subsidy in his course..... it was rainin... yes.. i like... but wrong timing.... luckily i brought along an umbrella... but we were still wet.... then after that we went to Parkway at Marine Parade... me still searching for the RITE MP3 to buy... walk2 ard there.... then went to Hakim's place....

the occasion: Siti's cookin Lasagne for us.... don ask me why... haha... must pay also anyway!!! wad.. but i didnt pay lah... reached there ard 2 plus....... ate the Lasagne.. can lah.. pity it wasnt heated.... it will taste way better when its heated.... then chill there.. NJ[ms Sri Lanka; which i still dunno why, Siti; Miss Ogre??[mepek siak], Kimi n Bah were there.....watched movie.. i wanted to watched Boogeyman... but halfway the movie, stopped cos it was damn BORING!!!! wheres the GHOST!! stupid.... played wif hakim's cat TObey.... played playstation... played a team wif zul on the game Ninja Turtles.... then played Matrix..... admit... im addicted to Matrix alreadi..... then ard 4 plus.. Yana came... haha... too late... NJ n Siti went home alreadi... the first thing when yana came, she said this, " i smell food.... im hungry!".... welll thats her.. n i predicted rite....then ard 7 plus.. went home......

ok....jus now watched my Charmed on cable TV... nice episode... i like... tomolo American Idol pulak.... oh ya.... i have made a new n improvised video on Feminis'ma.... cos i tink the old one kinda suck! here the link to the new one...click here...so ppl... pls comment on the video i made.. thanks!!

P.S. theres been a hot news lurkin ard.... i like.... ppl are fuming also.. haha.... hot news.....

somethin beneficial!!

ok... todae's a sundae... yes a restin day.... rest indeed.. i woke up at 11.... damn.. miss my Disney Channel show... Studio Disney... damn!!!... didnt get to watch it yesterdae... todae also not able to watch.. have to wait for next...

so.. as expected.. my relatives came... i dont really entertain them.. prefer to play wif the comp...so i was bored.. i did somethin... somethin for Femis'ma..... yes... a video.... somethin that i nvr did b4.. jus wanna try....if u guys intrested to watch them click here.. it might tae sometime.. the file is quite big... hope u all enjoy...

tonight.. im goin out.. n i cant wait!!!!

wholesome day...

its 1:21 am in the mornin... i have to update.. havent been updatin regularly... been very busy wif personal stuffs..im feeling the exhaustion alreadi... haiz...

well todae...went to help my grandparents in the mornin.... then reached home n went out again.... goin to Bugis cos gonna buy present for Faizal.. he invited me NH NJ Fairuz, Bah Siti Hajar to his birthdae party at his place.... went ard at Bugis.. n i was busily lookin out for MP3... haiya.. wanna buy tat.. cant wait... go Parco... then buy Faizal a shirt... cost $29.... divided into 9 ppl... we chip in lah..... then went Sim Lim... wanna find MP3.... there alot of MP3.. but alil bit scary.. u knoe.... even though tat place has been revamp.... its still filled wif "Original Goods"...... somethin happen there... then went back to Tampines...

then we walked towards Faizal's house... gt alot of ppl... theres his relatives as well as his frens.... Sharks, wan siti, Hasli, Jason pengsan.. n some others were there..... wah... lil kids.. karoake.... noisy.. furthermore they're were deaftoned! pardon me... imagine my sufferin listenin to them singin; defined to me as shouting, n it didnt stop ever since we came there... haha... kids anyway....eat there.... i kena force to sing.. kena busted.... then went home....

my father also kena discharged alreadi.. syukor... n his kakaks was at home.. biase lah.. no comments... thats all..... ook lah.. have to go... update again... bye!!!!

POLY POLY POLY!!!!

now i know.. choosing poly courses are a headache... haiya... so much til i dun have the energy to update yesterdae....... yesterdae was a long day.. very long...

early in the mornin... i woke up ard 8... got ready.... but i was still late lah.. meeting NJ, NH, Fairuz, Yana, Bah, Sam, Gab n Deheng at TP bustop.... goin to appeal... met Kenneth... n also Hakim's fated gerl... well he wasnt there... hahaha... so i went to appeal.. for business.....alot of ppl lah...bla blabla... gab n his nonsense..

then went to interchange... Hakim n Zul came along.. went to NYP..... bah NJ all appeal there.. nak jadi Nurse... gd!! i like.... then eat there also.. sal Yana dah grumbling.. minah makan tu..... after eating we went to SP..... took the train.. on the way... Gab the onli one sleepin.... took pictures of him sleepin.. wanted to leave him also went we reached SP.. but then he woke up jus in time!!! damn!!


haha... not really clear due to the reflection...

we didnt do much at SP.... not much... then continue to NP.... wah... its like we're goin to every poly except RP!!! hahaha.. gd luck Deheng n Zul.... they're posted there.....then after that we went back to Beach Road.. makan lagik..... wah.. long time nvr eat there..... i treated bah eat Soup TUlang.. hahah... nadia also eat along... sume makan tak kisah org tgk... aku pon join lah.... when ure hungry u dun care abt others rite... hahaha.....

after that.. we went home....im tired... now i also stress.. wether i get to changed course... haiya.... TP i love u but not really the course!!!

ITS DAMN SHIT!!!

shit man.... shit.. im stressed....really im stressed... early in the mornin.... got a call from yana.....

Yana: fir....!! aku stress!!!!
Fifie: asal pulak?? rilex ah...
Yana: aku tak dpt business.....
Fifie: huh? sal keje...?haiya...
Yana: bukan lah... Business course!!

n u knoe... wad will happen.. of course lah i laugh.. i so stupid.. anyway pardon my stupidness... it was way too early for me.. my mind isnt back to where it was supposed to be... hahah... so then i hurriedly when to check for mine..aiya.... dunno wad to feel actualli....i gt Info-comunications at TP......erm.... is it gd?? thats my fourth choice..... i dunnoe.. im stressed!! evrybody was like calling me.... Yana, Taj, Nadia... wah alot..... i shld be happi cos i gt a sch.. some of my frens didnt get any... i pity them so much!!!! i will pray hard for u guys.... so now.... im very sick n stress.. how? shld i carry on wif that course? many ppl say its not good lah..., hard lah.. i jus chatted wif Desmond... he's in InfoCom... so far he say its easy... wah piang.. so spilt decision... i was thinking of not listening to others... but thats i do badly... i alreadi did that when i got that job.. a terible mistake.. now i cant really afford to make a mistake again since this is my future...!!!!! im so freakin tired.. n exhausted... fcuk! forgive my vulgars... its really had lah... i wants Business...haiya.. im so ficke minded.... im sure im unable to get any of sci courses!!! left wif business or i jus stay wif Info com...... im so stress... tomolo goin to TP early in the mornin.... then have to folow go to NYP all... aiya....

STRESS!!!!!!!!!

It Was OK.....

hello guys.. time to update again.... well.. i had jus finished watching the show High On Life on Tv.....erm.. can lah.... all are dubbing...... except for Wong Lee Hom.... even our very own Singapore Idol, Taufik Batisah lip-synched... at least he was dancing.... not like others.... SLY= BAD lip-syncher....... really.... hes alreadi lip-synching n then his voice can still be heard went the mic was away from him... it was the endin part... aiyo..... be more professional pls.....ok wadever.... i saw the audience.. mostly teenagers..... glad to see Feminis'ma together wif their choreographer, Syam along wif their mentor, Perd n some other evssians.... wow... jakon eh dorang... can see Miss Bones wif her PInk Tee... oohh.. nice..... fidi, aisyah...jakon....nampak camera aje then giler2.... hahaha.....

well.. todae.. went our wif that person who called me 'irrtitating somebody'.... ok.. i admit.. im one.....she asked me to follow her go shoppin.. so todae i became her escort.... firstly... met her at Tamp MRT guardian.... glad that i was early.... after so long.. got the feeling of waitin for somebody that whose late....hahaha... went to TM first.. had to pass up the form to Toys'R'Us..... then she went to find her things.. but then cannot find.. so we headed to Beach Road.. she wanted to buy a bag wif this particular guy's face... im not sure abt the brand..... rounding2... but then cannot find.... then we walked all the way to Bugis.... more shops there mah...on the way, it rained...had to find shelter..... we went to the No1 House Of Costumes.... she very jakoned.... but she liked the place... hahah.... she godeh2 wif the things.... jakon mah.... she did something like this.....


thats Nadia Baba.. one of the mistress of Ali baba... sesat lah.. husband in Arab while she's in Singapore... tolong eh jgn feelin2...

ever wonder how she will look like in long hair.... so here's an example...

wah.. mcm nigga... eh.. negro... wah.. go Jamaica.. hahah.....

wad abt Bimbotic Blondy Nadia....?

eh.. this is NadiaLocks n no bear.. haha..... tak sesuai btol... no perm hair for her...


well this...... i knoe.. see the connection.. Nadia is trying so hard 2 be like Britney... well nadia.... try again ok.... u cant be Britney... imagine Nadia Spears... urrggghh!!


well...this is my favourite.. one of the X-Men costume.. wow.. i think Wolverine wore this!!

so after that.. we went to Bugis Street... wow... place revamp alreadi.. more shops... n more shops.. alot of shops..... at last she found the things she wanna buy... she bough 2 t-shirts for $24, a bag for $15 n a belt for $13.... she's on a shoppin spree...then we headed back to Tampines..... still haven finished.. she bought another t-shirt at Ice Lemon Tee for $8.90... kaye.... kaya...... then went to eat at S11....after tat went home.....

so thats all ah.... tomolo? erm.. got plans.. but not sure lah.. so guys... update again later.. bye!!!!

im tired

hello.. shant write long.. jus now alreadi type long2 then skali gone!! haiya.. now im lazy.... jus a quick update.... yesterdae my dad kena warded at GH cos of his illness..... kencing manis.. as usual....

todae.. went praying wif my peeps.. after that went job hunting... Toys'r'us n Golden Village are my target.... after tat went to GH....

tomolo... goin for a date wif 'someone' but not a gerl name WATY!! sape lah sideni... miang eh.. tag kat blog org mepek2...... nvm.. asal kan ko tak buat hal suadh ha.... oklah.... bye!

UPDATES!!!

peeps..... ive alreadi uploaded pics from the Anti-Drugs Prelims...... Feminis'ma Pictures...... click here to go to the album......

undeniable.....

helllooooo!! time for updates guys.....well.... todae... wad a day.. alot of things happen....erm... went for practice todae at ard 3 pm..... bah wasnt there in the beginnin as he was at johor wif zul.... then he came slightly later... there was this bunch of mat reps[ is tis how its spelt?].. well coward mat reps... they were busily making noise n nuisance.... playing soccer in the dome.. then suddenly there was tis gerl who was taking pictures aiming at them... they kinda like panic.... the gerl then also like calling someone on her phone... n the stupid mat reps tot tat she was calling the police.... STUPID rite... damn stupid... all bodoh nye ppl... run away as if they dun have d**** n quickly run off wif their bikes all... but u know wads the gerl actualli doing? she's actualli taking pictures of the some defaults of the walls of the dome... hahaha... stupid mat reps..

a note to them: pi blaja kat kindergarten sudah.. jgn nak act as if u have some big D***s on u.....

they really sucks....then they came back... along wif their d***s i tink.....hahah... dah pengecut.. go find some other domes to play soccer assholes...when we were goin of, they say " ah joget pandai2 eh"..... well regretted not calling the police jus now... shld have done so.... anyway they are jus kiddy catty wif little dickies hanging low.... hahah.. bodoh nye mat reps.....

ok... sori for tat...then i n bah went to feminis'ma practice at dome at north park....perd n asnim was there.... followed yana buy food... n she blanjaed us.. haha.. prata!!! okok... then went back to dome.... they had some problems... there are bound to have problems.... always... cannot run away from tat......they have a show tomolo at Expo... so guys pls come nd support them at 4 pm..... had a good chat wif good guy Asnim... kind guy... hahaha... nice toking wif him.. then shortly went home... managed to watched Amazing Race... American Idol n My chinese 9 oclock drama.....

im gonna tok abt American Idol... i was utterly dispointed to find out tat my favourite guy contestant Mario Vasquez has withdraw from the competition.. i actualli knew abt the news like 2 days ago.. so sad.. he was my personal favourite...n the best so far in the show... as well as Anwar.... but he has the whole package lah.......


a tribute to Mario....

n i have to say... my favourite gerl gotta be Mikalah... she's one of those that shined out among the rest of the gerls....had a conversation wif sabrina abt this... the gerls are not as good as the guys.....Anwar is by far the best, Mario....... Mikalah... alrite lah..she doesnt look 16 anyway....

she look like she's in her mid 20s... these american nowadays are too matured... as i was watching the show jus now.... i notice the clothing she was wearin today...she wore a translucent blouse wif a red bra in it!! hahaha.... n u wouldnt notice tat cleavage.... not bein dirty but she kinda like have gone tru way beyond her puberty stage... so matured......

n yah.. was readin Siti Spears's blog.. she say that Nikko look like Izam.. well if u guys are wonderin how Izam look like... here's a sample....

hahah.. kinda look quite similar...hahahaha....

im dissapointed tat theres isnt any divas in the competition rite now such as the likes of ousted Latoya London, winner Kelly Clarkson.. and also the infamous Tamyra Gray... hmm.. theres however Divos, hahah.. male version of diva.. well... its Anwar.. who else could it be.....

well... next time... chiow!!!

at last........

yeah!!!at last..the quest is over.. i mean.. at last sabrina found her ideal shoe....yes... she bought a nike women's air shoe.. worth abt $115 dolars... i knoe u wont believe that she splurge her money on that.... she kept buggin me to help her find somthin tat is cheap but nice.... saw the shoe at sportslink at tampines interchange....... its nice ah... two colors... black n pink-purple..... very nice.. b4 tat when to have lunch at the newly launched Food Junction at CS.. wanted to try the new place there.. ahaha... went on the wrong time.. abt lunch time.. so of course theres lotsa ppl... sat at this place more like a lounge area rather than an eatin place.. something new.. thers sofa... u knoe sabrina... typical singaporean..after tat continue our quest, err more of her quest.... went to TM.... go adidas.... like as if she can find cheap shoes.. haha.... meet aisyah, radiyana, rainee.... yan.... long time nvr go there..... then after tat went home... then slept since im freakin bored at home... n jus now watched the very lame police n thief.. dun understand the show very well... filled wif amateur speaking actors n actreses... haiya.... then atched my charmed n lastly my favourite chinese drama show... jus now baru NJ called me..as usual disturb her.... she keep asking me for DANCEWERKS tickets.. tak abis2... yelah.. aku try dpt kan ticket.... tok awhile onli todae..... then now im freaking bored again.. the tagboard is down again... stupid server.......

oh ya.. chat wif Siti Spears.... she has went tru an ordeal... hais... some 'bermuda berdengdeng'.......she say there was once she chatted wif a guy whom she tot was nurhafiz... but then when she koled back nurhafiz, she found out it wasnt him... hahah.. scary rite? is it a STALKER or is it HANTU? i dunno... but that person called her like ard 2 am plus... hahaha... hantu BEDENDENG is wad i called it... haha...nie mesti tak sembahyang lah nie...its still a mystery up til now.. believe it or not...........................

very desperate

yohoo.. mornin!!!! yeah.. yesterdae i watched my favourite show of all.. Desperate Housewife.... woah... im so impress wif the director.... thats why its the no 1 U.S. show there.. its so fu**king great... the suspense, the twist.. woah.. i cant describe it anymore.... n now im waiting eagerly for next weeks episode... i might be downloading the episodes like i did on Charmed.. haiz.....

so todae... had plans.. goin out to TM[ which is Tampines Mall ] wif sabrina..... forever lah her finding shoes..... hope able to find her shoes so tat she wont keep buggin me to follow her buy shoes again......goin ard 12 plus..... gonna be stuck at home now.... ok lah. will update again later.. bye!!!

band cap was er.. ok lah...

hello.. time to update again.. well.. yesterdae...had a last minute call to go to band camp wif Daniel...supposed to meet him at 4 pm.. but haha.. met him at 5pm.. sori eh geng... overslept ah.... when reached there alreadi.. go meet the other band members..alot of them whom i miss....they were divided into 6 grps... all the names are countries from Africa.. got Cyprus, Turkey[my favourite] Conggo,Hungary n some others which i cant seem to remember.... interact wif the members like last time... can say that me n bah tok to Turkey the most... haha... ther was Nathan, Weichen[my boy boy] shenn.... naven.. all those noisy n cute.... haha.... wadever... then had dinner which we reluctant to take cos its not nice to eat somethings which is free....... anyway the members paid $25 for the camp... which i dunno why... thats fraud.... alot of things happen.. teachers-leaders problem which will take ages to be settled... teachers talkbing bad abt the leaders... wah.. alot.... surprisingly they had a 3 day 2 nights camp on a weekend.. tats so unlike RUBIYAH... i knoe she was jus tryin to be nice to us yesterdae.. well... go to hell.... n further more Tat fu**king LEON.. well.. ure back on my hated list.... ure so rude.. she's forever the one whus against ideas that ppl give.. surely have some back excuses to give.. the psycho maniac... wad kinda pisses me off was when she say this:

Willie: cher.... some of the ppl cannot take spicy food.
LEON the Bitch: then too bad lor.....

wah piang... thats so rude...thats very to the max!! i now hate her again...she was the one that made the leaders canceled out games.. at the very last minute... tats so unprofessional... so much for bein a teacher.. no wonder nobody likes u.. n for ur info... to wad i knoe.. these two hated teachers are divorcees... haha... who the hell wanna loves u... leon even say that the teachers dun have trust in the the leaders.. that rude rite... "trust u must earn it" well.. go to hell bitch.. if u dun trust the leaders, then why dun u take the band... theres no need for any leaders now......n lastly... they kept threatening... tat is so unprofessional.... threatened tat there will be no camp next yr... or canceled the camp now.... wow.. im so shocked hearing tat... the teachers are always a burden.. except for Mrs Ng whom i truly respect....

well enough abt the bitches... so... i n daniel overnight there...... haziq was wif us the whole night... n u knoe.. when it comes to camping.... it means play time.. haha.... we chatted for a very long time.... talk abt the past.... alot of things.... then.. patrol ah.....haha...

the climax part.... theres 2 boys room..... i targeted only one whom which consist of : Nathan, KaiJing, Azlan, Farhan, Ebenzer... thats our victim room.. i managed to find colgate.. yeah.... ahaha.. i put colgate on farhan n nathan only.. but then my indercover team had a mission to do.. cool man... we rearranged all their things in the room... so everything is mess up... from 12 am to abt 4 am.... it was fun.. im sure haziq had a great time wif us... so great that he was our next target... the leaders slept at AVT... so much to believe us that we're sleeping. i counted to 300... then started again.. haha... he was snoring.. n wad huilin say was true.. he some sort like choked in his snore. haha.. very funni.. n that part he woked up.. n i managed to quickly drop to the floor prtending to sleep.. while daniel tok to him.. then within seconds he dozed of again.... n my.. he snores loud!do the things i do...n took pics.. he deleted some pics alreadi when he woked up...
i put candles beside his face... it looked like some ritual happenings... looked ike calling for setan...


took this pic from bah's hp....samy handsome.. yeah really looked like samy...

actualli the most funni one was willie.. my he also snores.. slept very heavily.. never once he woke up.. n he look funni...




n finally.. ard 4 plus.. we went to slept since we have completed our mission...haha..woke up at 5... sleep only one hour... then sleep again until 6 30 then finally woke up.. n willie is still sleepin.. haha.. the others some have alreadi woke up...me n daniel was goin home.... haziq knoes abt the colgate on face... haha...then when to the boys room.. saw navendra... he was unaware tat his face has colgate!! but its not my doing.. it was amin.... when to the victims room... still haven wake up... then...

nathan: wah lau!....... wah lau eh wah lau!!

haha... thats the onli words that he said when he find our theres colgate on him... haha....finnally we went home.. n i str8 went to my bed..... so here i am typin which i actualli was supossed to meet Sabrina... she ask me to follow her buy her shoe shich she still cant find any since like two weeks ago when i follow her go to peninsula... now she wants to go TM.... n can buy any color since the sch rilex the rules bit... but she still wants it CHEAP!! of course thats sabrina....n im also kinda influenced alreadi by her... haha.. well... gotta go.....

trailers....

hey.. firstly im happy when my fren Siti Khairunisa Binte Samad was accepted into Laselle. yeah.... i knoe.. my mags were the winning factor... haha... okok..

im bored so i came upon a website where there were trailes on movies.... i was kinda curious n when to the movies that are gonna be released soon.... go to the website if u want to...click here

i really cant wait to watch Miss Congeniality 2... the trailer is alreadi amazing wad abt the whole movie.....n also theres The Ring 2.. aiya.. cAN lah.. kinda scary.. but ive learnt my lesson not to be deceive by jus watching trailers.... why.. the last time i watched a movie wif my frens tat wasnt that good which was The VIllage.. not really scary n the twist is kinda not logic....

so... siti says my blog is kinda like all junk into one.. aiya i dun realli knoe wads the problem... but i think im gonna change again lah my template.... ok.. update another time... bye!!!

i hate it...

i intended to update yesterdae.. but stupid server was down.. everything is bad now.. even the tagboard is down.. wads wrong wif all these things.. everythin doesnt seems to be rite... shit all....
ok now the tagboard is ok...

i was ready filza's blog n came upon her latest entry....

"sumtyms i wonder if ppl r actually sincere or juz merely tryin to b nice ..smilin on the front but stabbin at the back ..keepin stuffs frm each other .. and avoiding ...is it a blessing to be really patient ..and i mean really really patient or juz to make oneself suffer ??recently i realise how patient i really am ..and it totally shock me .. i've tolerated way to much unwanted stuffs and been givin lots of chances ..when will it come when it's my turn ??forgivin most of the time ..yet remembering the reminisces ..........................."

this kinda relate to me also.... im kinda feelin like this also.... well.. shit abt it... im up alone against this... haiz..

well.... lets change the subject.. yesterdae... i went to my old sucky job at tangjong pagar..... have to settle some unfinished business again...... wow my.... there's alot of changes.... i mean alot..... i think out 13 ppl, 5 are alreadi out...... haha.... i do not lose out from quitin tat sucky job.. i was suprised to find out even one of the strongest ppl there quit his job.. when i see my managers.. shocked.. changes again.. one alreadi grew moustache, the other dyed her hair black... wah.. even my fren changed abit.. now longer hair.. wah...... erm.. settle the problem.. then went home.... anyway i walk from my workplace to rafflescity.... even though i can take from tangjong pagar mrt... i jus wanna walk... tats wad i like to do... walk alone.... then went out again.. to my cousins place at sengkang.. gonna held a surprise party fo her.. reached there ad 5 plus to dinf tat theres onli 2 ppl.. pathethic.... watched dogdeball... eat lah.. then went ard 8 pm.. shes abt to reached home wif her husband.. her husband planned all of this..... surprised her all.. the food are delicious... altogether theres abt 15 ppl.... i reached home at 1130pm.. took taxi home.... n i was tired so i went to sleep soon after bathing......

so.. thats all lah...... todae... goin for prayers.... zul called me jus ow.. ask to go his previous workplace get some documents or wadver shit......... but cannot... i later have to go Feminis'ma prac at 6.. meeting the gerls.. my gerls.. hahaha... okk lah.... update again later...

life is not realli tat good...

helo ppl...been lazing ard lately.. jus stayin at home.. no plans... as well as no money.....hope to find work soon... wif taj.. at the cinema.... haiya... n also at NJ's workplace... need money desperately.. haha... so... wads new?? dunno lah...everyone is busy wif their own work... or maybe somethin else.... i dun realli give a damn alreadi... i tired of havin this feelin... its not gonna do anything... so jus heck care.... jus now also go out... stupid job i had... my first ever real job... but it sucks!! realli.... so bad wokin experience....

well.. tomolo.... goin to my cousins place at sengkang.. gonna have a surprise party for her..... ok... ya.... nothing actualli....

ya.. chattin to basyirah.... aiya.. luckily gt her.... thanks berok... ok lah.. nicer.. thanks gerl!! haiya... the only one that i can pour my woes to....

dear... feminis'ma could have won 2nd, if not for.....

3 Demerit Points!! damn it! yes.. ive jus checked out their results... Feminis'ma was actualli 2nd if not for getting 3 demerit points for their poster... wads wrong wif their poster anyway??? i dun knoe why... haiz.....then u gerls could have avenge for me by winnin Commonwealth.. u must try harder n win tat sch.... revenge is comin nearer...anyway.. the gerls were 3rd in place for their dance... tats more important for the finals.... good luck gerls!!! il be supporting ya!!!

Fabolous! Im impressed!!!

hello all!! well.. wad a dae... im tired as well as happi... yeah!! why?? i get to it.. haha... okok... todae... broke record... woke up as early as 6 am.... goin wif the gerls.... meetin them at 8 at small mac... when i gt there, there were more gerls... gt cheerleaders.... alot sia... malu abit.. but then, we reached at suntec.. aiya... we werent first to reached like last year..... there were abt 3 grps alreadi there....... broke the tradition... but anyway, there was still this tradition made by last yr where the costumes are of colors black n pink... haha.... favourite among EVians.... haha... had their rehersal... alot of good grps... better than yesterdae... very good grps...the standard was way much better..... but then it was night mare for the gerls.. they werent confident.. or maybe scared.. or nervous which is normal.... haiz... anyway.. dun give up gerls...

haha.. they were sacred.. i was sEwing wif yana.. as usual... EVSS known to be the ast min design costumes... sewing like nenek.. last yr luckily we have rohanisyah to sew the gerls pants.. well i sew Fidi's pants... then changed into costumes all.... make up.. i as usual take pictures.... EVians came.. i think alot...

from left:bones [wooh!] reni n radianah.......

TADA!!!

after theyve done their makeup n costumes all!!! Bones[wooh!] suhaila giler, reni, fina n aisyah...


also.. Dila bukit n fidi minah.... hahaha...


then the moment come.... the first grp.... i like.. very cute.. look like all lower sec.. very cute.. dance also.. quite gd.. for this youngsters... haha....


Tanjong katong sec join again this yr.. last yr if im not wrong, they were dancing to salsa.... this yr.. boxing...... wads the joke?


this is one my group's 'favourite' from Commonwealth..... yalah.. this yr they were good.. not last yr.... they won sec anyway.......


pity... two grps sent... both didnt make it.. wad happened CHIJ?? wad happened?? reputation ......


this is the winning team for jus now..... dunno wads the name.. if im not wrong their from Woodlands sec.... if im not wrong lah.... the guy is a very good dancer... like Usher... they deserve lah... after seeing their performance for the sec time.....



this one from Juying Sec.. one of my favourites... very nice dance steps... this is Feelza Epah SDC nye anak buah... very power... but didnt win.. i think bcos of lack of the theme....

Feminisma was slated in the second half.. ard no 18... last 3rd grp... in btw the interval there was the cheers.... fortunately this yr, the cheerleaders from the sch help out.. gd rite...


ok then its Feminisma turn to perform......nice.. i like them... i like Aisyah's Intro..... very vogue gerl..


this also... during the Toxic part.. mystery hand....[ thats perd's hand! kentot die, later gt one more! ]


this one part Dangdut.. [perd!!! ur hand again!!!! aiya!!!] gelek gelek!!!!


i managed to snap their last pose... but unfortunately.. another mystery hand arose!! who's tat?? asshole... dalah vogue gambar.. then the hand spoiled the whole pic...... i gonna beat up tat person if i ever to find out whose hand it belongs to......

then.. it was the results timeeeeeeee..... yeee.. very the scared.. i was also. scared.. very unpredictable like yesterdae.... i also dunno wich grp will win...


but then it was announce tat EVSS was third, thr crowd were roaring!!! roar!! haha.. as usual... screamin like hell....!!!!! very proud of the gerls..... very vogue n nice!!! love them..


this are my 2 favourites... ahahaha.... aisyah n amelia bones[ wooooooooooooooohh!!]


this is a funny pic to me... i cant stop laughin at fina's face!!! hahaha!!!! im sure bones was laughin along wif me too!!! hahaha!!!!


this is the grp photo together wif their choreographer, the man behind Feminisma... i know syam.. ko happi.. i know.. i can see clearly..... yes bones.. u lookin at me.... haha...


another grp pic.. yes.. bones still lookin at me.... yes....


yes.. she's still lookin.. yes bones.. yes.....apesal wif suhaila... giler.... hahaa...


oh dear.. she's still lookin at me... oh.. of course i like... ahahaha..... ya lah.. grp photo again!!!


and lastly.. took a pic wif suhaila... giler... hahah... "im not a SLAT.. IM popular!" hahahaah....giler.... i wasnt even ready to take the picture.. apedah...

well... tats all.......... hope to see them in the finals..... yeah!! but nah.. expo... haiyo.. at expo? budget ke ape bang.....

oh no!! im very embarass now!!

haiya.... so embarass... today went to Dancewerks Comp at suntec trpic atrium..... was there wif alot of ppl..... perd all, feminis'ma, SDCs.... alot ah..... haiz... watch the performances!! haiya.. very the not so good except for certain ones..... very good... one gerl from assumption.... i like.. very the vogue... Tanglin grp... my favourite...... the intro.. siallah... nice like hell.. but they didnt win first... the won 3rd.. wad the heck... the sch tat won was Temasek.... named Tamsek freestylers.... very the kiddy grp... merepek... judges bute.. expected tanglin... Hakim SDC n allen also joined wif their sch.. Illusionz.... but won High Energy Award.... at last CHIJ never win!!! hahaa.... oh no offence.... 2nd winner was from telok kurau... lagik kan lah.. tapi.. funno lah wad to say.. there are some very merepek to the max.... its like wasting time come fromfar n watch stupid performances... haiz.....

n tat bastard syam... he was the one tat pointed me to go stage.. got some games... aiyo.. malu.. n i did stupid steps... haiyo.... malu... very the embarass... my class drop alreadi.. to the max...

so after that, i went to this career thingy if sabrina... she forced me along.. took alot of free thingy... got the carebina watch.. [if tat how it is spelt] she blanjaed me somemore.. haha.. tok alot of things.... everytime when im wif her, surely gt something to talk abt.. shes the one where she has alot to talk abt.. never ending!! but good lah so it wont be boring!!!

tomolo... waking up early!!! i hope so... have to go wif Feminis'ma.... helpin them if needed! but i wanna help.. im sure they'll be alot of evss... like last yr... evss to like half the sitting area... haha... really gonna support them.. must win ah gerls....

im still embarass!!!

my loneliness is killin me.... but im ok wif it...

haiz... a long day again.... todae.. went to Feminis'ma prac at 3 plus.... until 10 plus...ok lah.. now i think they can win.... got chance!! nice lah after they finish all their choreography... perd n nadia was there... supposed to have a date wif NJ! ahaha.. sori eh gerl.. canceled our date... haha..

well.. somethin beens bugging me... erm... i dun really dare to type it here.... ppl might say im bein petty... yes... to a certain extent...haiz..... this has ever happen to me... but then it resurfaced... im not someone who tell all my problems to frens... onli certain ones.....my frens know me...even if i tell them my problems, i dun tell them all my problems... there are still major ones tat are still kept in my mind... but i jus try to shrug it off.....haiz.... im ok wif loneliness..... tats my nature....but then.. haiz....its givin me a headache..... sometimes... i may look happi.. but deep inside im feelin low..... nobody can help me.. its onli up to me.. haiz......

im waitin.....

while im waitin to go thru the heavy server... let me tell u the courses that i have finally choosen after a long hard dicussion n thinkin....in order:

1. Biomedical Sci/Biotechnology [ TP ]
2. Biomedical Sci [ SP ]
3. Multimedia Tech [ SP ]
4. Info-Communications [ TP ]
5. Accounting & Finance [ TP ]
6. Telecommunications [ TP ]
7. Business Information Tech [ TP ]
8. Creative Media Design [ SP ]
9. Electronics[ TP ]
10. Infomation Communication Tech [ SP ]
11. Mechatronics [ TP ]

so.. these are my choices...im intrested in both SCi n IT courses... which is better?? i dunno.... for future prospects ive decided to go for sci courses... thats onli if im available to... haiz.. such a headache.. i also thinkin abt the duration tat i need to go SP... tats why i may jus wanna go to TP cos its very near my house.. very the near.... im very confused... i really hope tat im makin the right decisions... cant afford to make anymore mistakes.... the ones tat are bold are the courses tat i wanna go... but.. dunno which one to pick....

i might not get biomed in TP cos the cut off point is 13! mine is 18.... but in SP, the biomed course is 17, so there may be a chance for me able to enter tat course... if i dun get the sci courses, then multimedia is for me.. the cut off point is 18... jus nice for me....or maybe Info com... haiz........ its troubling me.. if onli i can see the future.. my future..... it will be a mess i think.....

haiya.. server still busy.... theres onli one way to do it... ill be staying up late at nite.. ard 2 plus lor... no body one....ok lah... im goin off..... bye guys....!!!!1

changed my layout!

yeah.. finally.... after i had alreadi repair my comp.... everything in my comp is fine now.. yippe.. so i decided to changed my blogskin.... yeah...

im still confused... dunno whcih course to take.. its either btw courses in SP or in TP....
here are the list so far:

Singapore Poly

• Biomedical Science [ yes, im eligible fo that course!]
• Infomation Communication Tech
• Multimedia Technology
• Creative Media Design

Temasek Poly

• Accounting & Finance
• Biomedical Sci
• Electronics
• Info- Communications
• Business Information
• Mechatronics [this course is gonna be my last choice!]

yes...... but no.... dunno which one to choose.. im in a dilemma.. im left wif onli abt 3 days.... shit man... i wants to go TP... cos near my house mah.. but my favourite course in SP... haiya.....so difficult.... somebody pls help me.... haiz.....

ok... putting aside that problem... so yesterdae... i went to TP wif my frens.. alot.. Yana, hajar siti, nad, kim... n many more.... go find more abt the courses lah...hmm... can lah.. i have also an assistant.. which was Nadia's sis.. she's forcing ppl to join her course!! meachatronics sucks!!! haha.. thats why that course is my last choice.. hopefully i dun get that course man... so then.. we went to eat at LJS at tamp mall... n that NJ.. haiz... adil also.. haiz.. dunno lah... after that went to Feminis'ma prac at some dome..... went home early cos i accompany NJ... reached home... n sleep..

well todae..not planin to go anywhere... still thinkin abt the courses.... oh ya.. my father gave me a present bcos of my results.. yes.. now im quite happi.. they happi, i happi.. hhaha.... n now.. its time for me... to go.... bye guys!!!!!!!!

it is a celebration?? or not?? i dunno...

hi.. well.. after a such intense mornin......i decide to update my blog... even though im reluctant to do so....erm.. how shld i put it.. erm.. i slept at 3 am yesterdae.... cos maybe i was too nervous or maybe bcos of the coffee mix milo i drank the nite b4.... erm... woke up extremely early.. 9 plus.. usually ard 11plus.... dunno why.. maybe alot of things rushing tru my mind... i was not as nervous until i met Danny at the CPF building.. he's expected to score well.... n im nervous abt it...

went to sch ard 2.... met my old peeps..... miss my class... VIJAY is the one distributin the results.... n she was kinda like smilling... but thats still not gonna make me feel relax.... the top student was announce.... Priscillia Lin.... L1R5: 11pnts.... wad da... iisnt it jus fabolous.... when ur name is annouce.... u dun need to feel tense anymore... no need all this rubbish...

As usual Mr EE gave a speech which is so not him.. the speech lasted for abt 5 mins? thats very short.. he was talkin abt quantity against quality... n i think, if i heard him rite, he said Quantity wins! yeah... so like wadever.. " the results are good, esp from the pure sciences except BIOLOGY, n the rest too..." wad the heck.... from tat moment i knew im gonna fail my bio..... n its true.....

within the next 15 mins.. i receive my results... didnt dare to look at it at first.. but anyway i have too eventualli.. kinda have unexpected results.... some good n some bad.... dunno which i shld celebrate.. mournin for not gettin any As or celebrating for havin and improvements in my results? i chose feelin happi... im still not sure whether thats the rite decision i made...i switched on my phone, which i purposely off in order not to get any annoyin calls in thinkin tat i will do badly, n called my dad... tol him lah...

i think i was wrong in being happy.. there's others who were sad upon recievin their results..... i shld have been more considerate.... so sory guys..... after tat when to eat.... for ur info, i have not eaten any food since mornin.... no appetite.... ate at KFC... so long not been there... then then went to places like TM.... so for n so on.... tats all for todae.....

PS: to NJ! minah.. jgn gatal eh!! aku blg!! wakaka!i know u had double the hapiness todae!! haha.. suke die.... tanye lah die...